"I'm not a piece of cake or meat!
I am a person with feelings and emotions!
And you go around shattering those feeling and emotions!
I go home feeling like I will never be enough for you!
I wish you could see that I love you.
But, you go ahead and call me names and make fun of everything I do!
You make me think I should just leave this place!
Because maybe that would make you finally see me.
and if that is the only way, so be it!"

You've changed so much since we last spoke.
You could have come to me if needed.
You didn't have to follow those people.
I would have welcomed you with open arms.
I know you weren't thinking when you did it.
I bet you're sad now.
I wish I could have been there with you to stop you.
I promise, next time I will not let that happen again.

Why didn't bother asking me?
Did you not think I would care?
Did you think I wouldn't see?
Did you think it wouldn't hurt me?
I wish you would have thought before you acted.
I wish you thought of me.
Why didn't you?
You didn't even consider asking me.
And now I have to act like I don't care.
All I have to do is smile and you'll think I'm fine.

You say "You're worth it",
They why do I feel so worthless?
You say "You're beautiful",
Then why do I feel like I need to hide my face?
You say "It's gonna get better",
Then why hasn't it?
Tell me why...

Weird, yet dangerous contraptions.
They produce words that can be sweet like honey
or deadly like a bullet from a machine gun.

I lay in bed with tears in my eyes,
thinking of you,
missing you,
wanting you.
The tears fall onto my pillowcase when I think of you.
They say it gets better.
Then why do the tears keep coming?
Why hasn't it got better?
I want the tears to stop falling on my pillow.
I want the tears to stop coming.
But, they won't stop.

I want your insecurities,
fears,
smiles,
jokes,
hugs,
tears,
heartbreaks,
mis­takes,
sarcasm,
pains,
joys.
I want you and everything that comes with you.

I wish I told you how I felt
I wish,
I wish I said I love you before you left
I wish,
I wish you felt the same way
I wish,
I wish you would love me like you love her
I wish,
I wish I was her
I wish,
I wish you cared.
But, you never will

I wonder if he smiles at me like I smile at him.
I wonder if he looks at me like I look at him.
I wonder if he thinks of me when I think of him.
I wonder.....
Does he love me like I love him?
Because I think love him.

My love,
My sweet,
My everything,
My friend,
My all...
Why don't you love me back?

How did I get here?
Am I alive?
I feel weightless, almost like the dust on a lamp.
How did I get here?
All I see is darkness.
Why?
I know I'm not dead.
So where am I?
And why am I here?
and more importantly, how did I get here?

You wander around the forest looking for your next meal..
You're silent, as you wander alone in the forest.
You smelled a lovely sensation, and walked toward it.
You came across a little cabin in the forest, where a small family lived.
You looked into the window and saw a little girl sitting in the window sill
You thought to yourself, "dinner?"
She looked back at you and said with a soft voice,
"You're a sly little fox aren't you? Now, go home to your family, before my father see's you."
He did, but not right away, he stared, and listened, and did as she said.

You walked into the room
I knew I was meant to love you
as I waited and waited for you to notice me
I started seeing the real you and you me
it took awhile for you fall for me
but eventually you did
as we fell deeper and deeper
You became angry with just one word.
You fell deeper as I grow further.
I told you the truth and why?
Because I knew the real you
So I had goodbye
You said you would always love me
But I can't stand another heartbreak
I have to and I will always say Goodbye.

I see monsters
in my head
each night when I close my eyes
There they are again
with there sharp teeth snarling at me.
help!
please!
Save me from the monsters.
Save me from these monsters.
Save me from my monsters.

I thought you where great
I knew you would be different than the others
When I met you I fell in love
But it turns out
You're a ****
You lied
You said you loved me
But you really didn't
I knew you where trouble
But I didn't want to except that you where
I wanted to think you where amazing in every way
I watched you lie
I knew you would