Where are the towers
We crumbled together
Why won't they rebuild for me
When I need protection
From my own greed

What kind of spell
Did you put on me
Opening my heart
To you was silly

Now all I want
Are my wings
So I can fly away
From the shame
That I failed you

My beliefs are what make me strong
My beliefs set fire to passions that spark
Send flames
A smoke signal
To the ones i harm
Tells them to come home
Run away from the shame
The blasamist
The pain
Run away to the light
So I can hold you warm
And tell you it's alright
Keep faith
In the unknown
It is your friend
It's,time to
Tell you the truth
It's all misbelief

Inner demons
Crawling back up
To ear shots ring

Unbelievable belligerence
Low self esteem

Enough enough
Demeaning screams

Outside
Hitting
In

Please please
Let me peak
Over this hell
(A pact of peace and Concord)

It's in the idea of something
We find Love

Opening exits
Closing down doors
Leaving behind exes
That don't care anymore

Following
No leading
You down my
Twisted Finger
Scrapping the dark
Devil's path again

Assuming this time
Hell let me win
Ill struggle
Ill plead
Ill die before
I'm set free

But oh second chances
Will always be
Till theyre not
You see...

You
Me
You
More me
Less you
More me
Less you
Less me
You
More you
You me
Us
We
You me

Tokens
To loose
To keep
To shake
To speak

For that
Hold no grudge
They just want
You to realise
You're not one
Of us

You are unique
Your own to keep
Write it down
Repeat

Live a
Drunk exsistance!

You deaden my eyes
And rest my head
Thank you for listening
To my gentle cries
At night I like to share

Light hurts
It feels like I disappear again
Sets my feet
Souls on fire
And ashes of rust melt in me now
Making a machine again
Till sundown madness

People
Why

I'm on the ceiling
I'm the words you float on
Up in the air
Without a care

Monsters
Why are you eating me
What is it in my skin
That's so appealing

Or do you crave
To get in under
Lock and key
So you can
Take over my body

Ripped
D
O
  W
    N
To rawness
Leaking out of me
Each tear of flesh
Your words bring
Represents us
How could you
Ignite a heart
Then leave

Now I don't know
Where to go
Torn and bruised up
I'll leave too

Why write
When I can
Devour you whole

With spaces
Unorthodoxed
Purpetually
Unspoken

Convinced
To soften
Hearts
On sleeves

Condemned
Foragely
Burdened

For after life
After

His round twine
bunddled up tight
unwinding slowly
unraveling marvouleous
Makings

Untold adventures
down the road

Future twist
Ironic plots

Keeping up
time in his
own way

Feeling free
amazing high

The silence is Interactive

          Intrusive disappears

           Once now infinite
                 The Truth
          Starts to come clear

           Without hesitation
                  Her heart,
                Majestically
                Tramposed

Without another nation
No lack of ques Or toes
She follows well

Aggressive at first
Turned quiet overnight
As bones settled
With what the
Heart already knew

He stared
Walking up
The ally
At the thought
He once kept

The ball
Rolling along
His footprint

He stood
There searching
Somewhere between
Madness and emptiness

You left me
Completely shocked

As I lie to myself
Liquid crimson regret
Starts pouring over
All my words

You had me all wrong
I didn't mean to hurt you
I just don't know how
To say NO

Only if I could hide what's
In your mind
And hold it up under me

I'd take you as mine
And love with you
In ecstacy

I usually get lost
In one particular
Body part of yours

Then my mind explodes
As if in an
Infinite flight

Out to sea
Space and time

Matter not even
When lost inside

Lips, kneecaps, lungs
Or swollen hearts

I touch each part
I let hand rest

Deep inside
I memorize

I smile!

There was a devil
in my eyes
but a twinkle
in your stare

I wonder
what would
happen if we
combined the pair

Coming under
your spell
I feel my
thoughts drifting

Pull away
my body
tells me...

cause I can't fall
and nor do I dare

there's a twinkle
in my eyes
and a devil in
your stare

The moon shivers
Under your embrace

The earth tangles
Under the sunlit kiss
When we spoke that day
My atoms were unified
As if you were inside of me
I felt perfect bliss
With a hint
Of love, aggression, and jealousy
I wondered if you've seen her
I've wondered if you've
Changed
You've sure gotten skinnier
I wasn't sure what to make of
The change
Clothes different
Hair back long
I figured yoy struggled
But what took you so long
I'd been waiting for you
And c to get together
I saw a change in her immediately
She began to ask all
Sorts of questions
Said you were still very much
Hung on me
I love you
I want you to feel that live everyday
In whatever shape or form
That comes in
You've been
Given a gift
I don't want to see you burn out
I love you
Like the restless soul I am
I wish to dive
Into you every night
Still I hold back
I still understand
Your desire
To get better
But nothing is wrong
You just lost part of me
I need you
Just as if I needed the rain

Are you thinking of me
Power on
Strong
Intense
Can't do a **** thing
You're popping up everywhere
And I love to
Watch you there*%+)

Made in your face
Or drawn over a thin
White lie
I mean line
Made out of paper
You posted it
Didn't you

Who are you
Where do you live
Inside a crib
You once slept in
No home goes unnoticed
To us kinds

We live in imagination
BEyOND the bright fillip stars
Where comfort and knowing are

We live to follow you
And quarter just for a go about
What you imagine life really is

It's you
It's all inside of you
Your soul stretched a thousand lands
Before finding you
And reaching into
Your afterlife care

It sput out ashes upon
Your bed
And told you
Please do not take
These off your sheets
One day you will kneel
I'm what yiure now doing
Only to look up
To a brighter pool
Of hopefully zooms of light
Inhabited by mother
And father time

Just joking they don't exist here
Here is parallel to any know being
Where the fish comb
Through your vessels
And hats race thru your mind
And hurddles of black sea
Trunks of ancient old trees
Soon devour
Fastly
Intrigued
By YOU
Little I'm
Nobody pays attention to me you
We,are interested in you

But why?
I don't like the attention
Please don't look at me
It makes me really
Creepy and weird
And mad and rages
Like scavengers eating
At my brain

Please,see it a different way
You are us
We birthed you from the Stars
We love your light
We never hate
You
When you feel
Low or have a hard time
We encourage you in
Whispers light
Through this species
I found your aunt
Delilah and uncle Sam

aha I thoubut so
They are mine

And the dark ones
I carry like backpacks
Of rocks
Never to lift
With each,thought

Erasing won't,help
They've already
Bought space
In my mind
And they live in my bed
And eat,the ashes
Before I have tome,
To descend into the sky
Upside down they have
Me
Curling my toes
Where,the duck are,my toes anyway
It's man eats shot all day
Kind of love,that they celebrate

To my disguise
You,can eat cake and raindrops
Will soon taste like healing
And your insationable appetite
For life,will soon
Turn on

Is it perspective
Can or do I still have you've,them
For morning noon and night
Or can I take a flight
Or lay down a Lahore the help do I get rid of them all

Well never tell
That's where you'll
Find us
That's where we dwell
In the back of my mind

Enter stage right
Exit night
Enter light
Take,my hand
OFF TO NEVER NEVER LAND

Perspective is everything!!

You're everywhere
I stare
In the tunnel
I drift in
Seeing no ******* end.

I'm having a minute
Waiting in line
Here in my own
******* life again

What better way
To capture
This moment
Of EXSIST!

Floating
Swimming
In my own mind
Downing my own head

I need to rewind!
I need to recreate
This moment
I say

Repeatedly
Repeatedly
Repeatedly

Already answered
This seldom
Lonesome thought

Lights off
Wake the **** up!
Cameras oN

Answer key: Acceptance and Begin Again...You Got This ;)

Under burning lamps
My skins touch
Scorches yours

Do you like
The pain
The fear
My penetrating love
Brings on

In the end
It WILL dissolve
All that's left
Of you

Turning yours
Black and blue

Mine still bursting
In flames

Over what you
Can never give me
what I ask
I want

Build me a tower
Made of gold
I'll hunt you
Down
Make you
Bleed for more

The stars have aligned

You are my stratosphere
my welcoming rays
that bring in gifts
untaken by no one else

you are my enemy
when I feel ashamed
you are my lover
when I feel cleaned

everything in its
right place at
the right time
kind of thing

you are my energy
give it to me

Specks of sand drift slowly
As I wait at the bottom
Of my hourglass again.

I am going on a radical sabbatical
At least for a month
Time to collect
What I have learned
And knowledge to know
Where it is
I want to go

Can I tailor my life
in a way
that suits
my every need

And feels the most
intimate details
that circumference me?

It feels like my bodies
Been spread over time
And these inches become miles
As particle cells
laughing in the wind
Following each other
Their giggles hold breaths
Of forgiveness
Leaving all the lies
On dandelion wires

I'm hopeless
Looking over
The wishing well
Full of gold coins

I throw one in daily
Never knowing
What else craving
To summon for

You're always it

So on days
I'm lost
Short of fuse
I grab my bucket
And use

Now not realizing
The coins have flowed
Outside of brick walls
Unto my doorstep

I am hopeless
Forever now
Forever will be

Moon enchant
Me with the flare of desire
Capture my entire
Wrap me loose
Where your arms settle
Hold me close
Without you
I'm a ghost

Be the wild
Thats tangled up inside
Unafraid to wrap thorns around your
Very
Crinkled up soul

Now breathe in deeper
Than you've ever done
And exalt freewill until
There is no sun

Death suits
Flowers fall
Upon caskets of time
That held you
Once upon a time

Pendulum swings
This and that
Out of mind

Sweep
Sweep

Now underneath your feet
Are crystal vases
Discard them

Forget your place

Create
Create

You're distilled
soaked through
reverent of
task at hand

pondering
complexities
that play
ring a round
the rosies
all day long
in your head

longing to quiver
******
and touch

common sense
would tell you
you're **** Out Of Luck

to put it bluntly
You're ******!

I wish I could
Bring your eyes
Inside of mine.

If my Feet
We're wet
Submerged
Insync
Without time itself

What notes
Do you sing from
The top of the
Blossom tree
Or the corner of
The darkest basement

What color
Are your leaves
Brown and gold
With crisp edges
Or lillac green
With peace
And  pure essence

Where do you
Flow from
On silver ponds
Cascading

I will touch
I will go there
Always and never
Outloud
Inside
Shoes wet
Left at doorstep tonight
From rivers trapped in
Sometimes
Sometimes...

Her crossed arms
Shook me
Her face evaded
Such rhythm
That I couldn't
Stand it

She lingered
Long enough
For me to
Touch her
Heart felt ecstacy

In space
We were a palgrium
Never to congur
Under the light
We drew
Together

Her heaven
My space
We created
Such a place

We both
Hold on together
Forever and ever

You are my sorrow
for things I cannot speak
I love to see you express
your love for me

You are a token
I carry alone with me
sometimes too precious
to keep
let me turn you into a river
and have you
flow through me

God sent a serpent
I brought a belt
One full of bullets
Aimed at your face

Lay me down
Between two pillars
Onto ocean seas
Rowing toward
Sunlight tonight

Will the seams
become unglued
the moment I
open you

With such force
mounted fingers
on top of
your surface

Will I need
to sew you
back up
after I've torn
through you

Release of
bonded fantasies
play with
intentional
focus

Lying on my back
I flip yours over
then spiraling your spine
I'm in love
all over

How in the world
Can you be there
Once, twice, three times
I'm going crazy

What is it about
Your smile
Your being

I can't simply pretend
The one thing I want
To happen naturally
Can never really happen

But in my play dreams
We are simply
Sparkling

Then one into two
Three into ten

How many times
Let me ask you again?

I feel your fingertips
clawing at my chest
spreading apart my skin
so you can crawl within

I feel you
now tickling each
rib bone
finding spaces to hide
and torture me from the
inside


To be continued...

Sitting alone
in the Dark
can feel
so Bright!