I like my Dark
Especially when it's
On Fire

Ice is water
And too smooth
For my satisfaction

I don't need a breeze
Or a tree
Or to find me

I'm okay with me
And accept all of my
Flaws behavior
And the abscence
Of my positivity

I can create in the dark
With spells and bountiful PEACE

If our nature
is to go beyond,
how do we not
do that without
being presently
drawn

She speaks when no one else is looking.

I Inhale
I Exhale
I ground myself
I face reality

Your pale skin akinned to my darkness
We blended like silver moonlight
And drops of sunrays

kisses that
deepen together
lungs that inhale
the exhale

Her hair waved
With passionate oversight
She dawned
Every time she whipped it and
It grew light
She was a princess
But then
She cut it.

And found those
Words were
People's idea of what
She thought she was
Then when she was ready
She cut it again and said
I am a transman
And the weight got lifted
His aura changed.

People got scared
But guess what
His smile got bigger
Cuz he didn't care.

And his body felt
Light and tingly
Every time he thought
Of himself as a man
With that question gone
he didn't ever have to
Say I'm sorry again.

He grew confident and proud
That he had grown into his skin!
Yay me!!!
You go boy!!!

Legs wrapped up tight
bound by day
alive at night
watching moon's rise
excites
ignites

fuels passion
inside

The world becomes unclothed
And everything becomes nothing
And you are free

I'm so much more than
This little gift that
Art and poetry call to me

There's this little droplet
That won't fall down
To overfill my bucket

It seems to take shape
In this creature that
All started it
Her name was Tina
And she was my therapist

I lost her
Due to my unwillgness
Transference
And mentally not being
Able to be assertive

Yet I feel I was not
Heard
And just not trusted

So I'm at a point now
Where I'm willing and
I feel I deserve this

Humility and sobriety
A big plus
When starting over

I just hope she trust us
(us meaning my DID system!)
We shall see

Cause I'm ready
To start a new
Beginning with or without it
And ask God to take control
Of it!

I can demolish the sky
I can twist the bricks
Till my midnight life
Disappears into thin air

I don't feel sad
I feel irrate
To take the pain
And build up gates

No one enters
Yet No one leaves
Until I'm done with my grief

My lust for quotes has control these days
And the sun still shines in that half cocked way
When someone you adore looks at you
They remember what it was like to simply
Be in the presence of your own reality
Whatever that is that suits you