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Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
Have you ever cried
while you heard a song?
Because it reminded you
of something
or someone?

I did
not so long ago
since I was reminded
of the last time
I was in love

I wished he was mine,
but nothing ever happened
For three ******* years I was stuck
Before I finally woke up

I had finally had enough
and from that love I moved on,
but now I don't know
what to do
'Cause I fear the next time
I'll fall in love

What awaits me
Is probably a new tragedy,
but that's how I guess
my life's supposed to be

You can call it crazy,
but that don't make it wrong
That was a part of the lyrics
of the song,
which caused me to cry
while thinking about the guy,
who I meet so long ago ...
Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
If you ask me what I am
I will tell you
that I'm a sentence...

Please give me a chance to explain why
since this is sadly not at joke to make you smile
Instead it's one last try
to lessen your sorrow
when I *die....


Because like every sentence
my life has an end
and when I die
I won't wake again.
But unlike many I won't die old.
won't have a family
which will be left behind with sorrow.

'Cause I'll die young, I already know.
without children and somebody whom I love.
My mother might cry
My father will probably drink more wine.
But slowly, I know, that they'll move on.
The same goes for you and him.

I know your family will get you up on your feet
none of you will continue to weep
and heal slowly year after year
eventually you'll both forget
that I even was here.

In the meantime I'll just be sleeping
Peacefully, while I'm just dreaming
of the times when we were together
him, you and me, just us three

Him, who's closer to you than I'll ever be
is at the same time my only regret
because of the three words
which will be left unsaid.

Please my friend
promise me you'll be fine in the end
since I won't be able to cheer you up
and that alone almost hurts enough
to make my heartbeat stop...
NOT a SUECIDE POEM!! but a poem about a person who knows that they'll will be dying soon - could be due to cancer- I imaginated the I as a deadly-ill person, who's writing her goodbye to her dearest Friend since she don't want this person to cry when she's gone.
Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
I'm a selfdestructive mess
The only person
who I honestly hate
is myself

I want to crack the mirror
when I see
this green-eyed girl,
who looks back at me

I'm not her,
She ain't me
This is a fact on which
we both agree

'Cause I'm not sure on
who I am
I only know
That I'm no man

The only thing,
which I know about myself
Is what kind of music
that can make me
Smile
when I want to cry
and live
when I want to die

It cheers me up
when I feel down
It lends me a hand
when I hit the ground
But sometimes not even music
is enough
to cheer this selfdestructive mess
up

Don't worry
I'm not cutting myself
Instead I write on my body
with a pen
Lyrics from the song
which my phone play
heh, today it was the text from
Castaway by Green Day.
Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
I'm the burden
of your day.
I'm the thought,
which takes your smile away.
I am just
a problem.
Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
Take with me to Neverland
Here you'll become a never-man
won't grow up, won't get old
but in exchange
you'll loose your soul

The second star to the right
The destination can't be reached by flight
You need a happy thought or two
or else you won't even reach the roof

You're barely soaring
a centimeter over the earth
While I'm having clouds
sticking to my shirt

You can't let go
You're always stuck
Sometimes I ask myself,
when will you have gotten enough

When will you finally
have a breakdown
so I can help you
get back up.
Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
Hip Horray, it's Valentinesday
so you can find me in my room all day
locked up with bottles of ***** and beer
not going out since I know what awaits me out there

Couples walking hand in hand
Both with empty wallets, mostly the man's
whose reward will await him later tonight
If his girl decides that it's only right
to give him something, which he surely will like....

Anyway I don't really care
since I'm busy drinking ***** and beer
I'll probably be sleeping soon
and if i'm lucky then
I won't wake up before noon.
Hopefully this Valentinesday
will be over soon
Echoes Of A Mind Feb 2016
I just killed Amor
I literally shoot him down
It was in selfdefence
Since he was aiming with his arrow

Like I wanna be in love
A death sentence
is by far more painless
So I made the decision
to put this winged baby
In a state of endless *rest
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