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Leia R Nov 2016
i was just your conditional lover;
you only adored me when i was under your covers.

l.r.
Cut
Leia R Apr 2016
Cut
Be careful about what you speak;

Watch it note for note.

Because sometimes, dear,

Unintentionally

A sharp tongue will cut its own throat
Leia R Jun 2016
there's just something about the way
you touch me that feels
different from what i'm used to
there's something about it that
makes me feel special
i don't feel human when
i'm with you
                           l.r.
are we dancers
Leia R Oct 2016
the stakes are high and time is short
i guess our love is a danger of sorts

l.r.
Leia R May 2016
it's two a.m.
and i can't help but think
of what we could've been
if you hadn't hurt me
but treated me right
instead
                   l.r.
Leia R Jul 2016
justification for cruelty is the most slippery of slopes into darkness. be wary of those who walk it.

l.r.
Leia R May 2016
in a crystalline sea
we sink deeper and deeper
there's all of this clarity
around us but none
between you and i
                                   l.r.
Leia R Apr 2016
I pray for you
to be delivered
not only to God,
but into my arms
so that I may cherish
not only you,

**but your everlasting soul as well
Leia R Jul 2015
I'm back*
You call.

****,* I cry, *I thought I was done with you
Leia R Feb 2015
Blood stained the cobblestone street
As they punished me, San Valentín.
For marrying people off the streets,
To keep them from the war defeats.

Yet they celebrate my body marred
On a holiday with gifts and cards.
I wish to join them in chocolates fed,
But it's hard to eat without your head.
What Valentines is really about.
Leia R Dec 2016
life is a matter of finding direction; only you can be your guide


l.r.
Leia R Nov 2016
i'm sick of feeling like i'm never enough for people who wouldn't know my worth otherwise

l.r.
Leia R Oct 2015
I gave you the hour
you asked for
But you won't give me the minute
i need

You told me you needed
more freedom
Yet I'm still waiting
to be freed

I don't know what else
i could give you
Your love is becoming
greed

I don't want this relationship
anymore
But I'm waiting for you
**to leave
Leia R Apr 2015
Come, sleep.
Join me in the stillness
that is life after
death

Let your flesh
rest easy in the
place it will be
buried

And let your soul
wander in the
place it will
awaken

There is no need to
worry anymore for
your mind will be
free

Just take my hand and follow
me to the place
that is
**paradise
Leia R Nov 2016
the sounds of waves echo off of
bleached beaches
the iridescent moon is my only guide
as i try to
blink the fog away

" i have never felt like this "

maybe if i close my eyes it
will all go away
maybe if i fall asleep
everything will be okay

l.r.
King 810 - eyes (sleep it all away)
Leia R Oct 2014
Honed fangs behind
sweet lips.  

Lips made to caress my
skin as they travel along
my throat.
So gentle he is,
For a monster

His tongue against my
jugular;
Heartbeats quicken.
Shallow breathing
as his dark eyes
bore into mine.

"Take me," I plea, "make me into you."

You are mine...
His voice is thick,
laced with seduction
but also some sort of
tenderness.

His movements
careful
slow
calculated.

He plants a
kiss on my neck,
fangs barely brushing.

*And I do not destroy that which is mine.
Celebrating the new Dracula movie ♡
Leia R Jun 2016
i had a dream about you last night

you were so kind
you took me to dinner and
that night you held me in your
arms and told me you loved me

that's how i know it was a dream

l.r.
Leia R Jun 2014
Dreams are like people,

cloaked in darkness,

and hiding behind

fragile masks.



In other words,

they are a reflection

of our secret thoughts and

inner selves.



And not just in the

dreams, but in the

nightmares

too



do we find our deepest

sadness, fear,

and even

desires lurking in the dark.



But even now,

for some unexplainable

reason,

I like the darkness.



There's something

unspoken about the

danger, the quiet,

the cold.



Something terrifyingly beautiful,

almost like

death,

but then again...



When the dreamer

dies,

*what happens to the

dream?
Leia R Apr 2016
In the pale moonlight
In the whispers of night
Are the dreams I hold in my hand

And I await the day
In the heavens array
That I may release them at God's command
Leia R Jul 2016
her heart was bursting
at the seams
as her eyes fluttered
with untold dreams

l.r.
and maybe nightmares, too
Leia R Jun 2014
This one feeling,

is one I truly

U N D E R S T A N D.



I'm just empty,

Disconnected from

E V E R Y T H I N G.



And for a moment,

it's as if I don't

E X I S T.



l.r.
Leia R May 2016
heart and mind
both opened at the
exact same time.

outside of my comfort zone
i quickly and quietly
write the poem.

regrets and fears
of darkness from the past
how long will AJ let me last?

a dark secret i don't want
to show
just how long until they know?

he seems supportive
accepting and such
and he says he likes me way too much

l.r.
truly a wonderful book
Leia R Nov 2016
all of these people are coming around
glancing away and trying not to laugh at ya
but you push your glasses up the bridge of your nose
and say:

*" bears. beets. battlestar gallactica. "
this was such a wonderful way to start off my morning
Leia R May 2016
her tangled heart is like
a fight behind closed doors
              
                 l.r.
Leia R May 2017
i sympathize

i empathize

i want to be euthanized


l.r.
good luck to everyone. may the odds be ever in your favour

( i haven't even read or seen the hunger games )
Leia R Oct 2016
there's something so metaphysical about the way you look tonight; something so transcendent that to put it into words could never do you justice.

l.r.
Leia R May 2016
long, sleepless nights
of tossing and turning
with no memory
of what used to be
and a proverbial
ribbon wrapped tightly
around her finger

       l.r.
Leia R Jun 2016
lately i seem to be finding myself
in the faces of other people
                                                  l.r.
Leia R May 2016
you say your dad hasn't
been doing too well and
that you haven't really been
whole lately
saying things to keep me
away from you.
well, love, i'm not scared
to fill the hole he's leaving
behind or too frightened to
help you fight the ghosts that
will haunt the halls
                                      l.r.
Leia R May 2016
my head aches
and my heart breaks
over a love that never
existed and a touch
that will never be known

        l.r.
Leia R May 2016
blurry eyes
the size of discs
with hollow pain
and ****** wrists

l.r.
Leia R Sep 2016
she fell in love over gold sheets and white wine

l.r.
Leia R Feb 2017
the trees glisten with the heaven's tears of joy as the sun peeks shyly over the hills. a new day has dawned in the valley of the fleur as they stretch their water-heavy petals towards warmth

l.r.
Leia R Jan 2017
if i had a second heart i'd fall for you twice
because having just one broken heart
doesn't feel quite as nice


l.r.
Her
Leia R Dec 2015
Her
She can be dangerous
She can be mean

She can be perfectly polished; pristine.

She can go overboard
She can be sad

She can also become undeniably mad.
I have no idea
Leia R May 2016
i don't want you to be
my knight in shining armour.
i want you to be my trusty
sidekick,
loyal and supportive as you
watch me learn and grow,
letting me save myself

                         l.r.
Him
Leia R Jun 2014
Him
I just want to hold his hand and

kiss his cheek and picture him

lying next to me.



His morning voice

his clothes of choice

are all things I can only imagine

yet I



See him every single day

and I know that I'll never

be strong enough to say



"I can picture our forever."




l.r.
I'm not a hopeless romantic; I'm just romantically hopeless.
Him
Leia R Apr 2016
Him
Kiss me deeply and
drink my soul,
for it's been
dreaming of
belonging to you
anyway.
Leia R May 2016
imagine
for a second
if you will,

that the light inside hadn't gone out

l.r.
Leia R Jun 2014
I miss what we had,

I miss how I felt,

And now I see you with someone else.



I miss all those moments,

of just you,

and me.



And to you,

now I'm just,

A memory.



l.r.
Leia R Jul 2016
today is the day that i lost all respect for you;
the day i realized that i couldn't trust you and that the "you" i knew was never coming back
                                       l.r.
a letter to an old friend
Leia R Feb 2015
You are so many people
n' my head is pounding
and a half hour of sleep
isn't gonna make it better
I was randomly choosing words on my phone and it made this...
Leia R Oct 2014
Maybe tonight I'll fall
asleep holding my pillow
and not think of you
for once...

But then again,
You make for a wonderful
dream.
Leia R Jun 2016
i want to share everything
that i am with you
from the love that i give
to the taste of my mouth
    l.r.
i want my love to consume us both
Leia R Apr 2016
magnificent in power
and grace she stands
with the strength to make a difference
in her hands.
holding her ground with
all her might
she's not afraid to do
what it right                            l.r.
Leia R May 2016
i am but a corpse
of what I used to be
and they all call out
ms. ****** won't you
come to me

l.r.
Leia R Oct 2016
i'm sorry if i've ever made you feel like ****; made you feel like i didn't like you. it's exactly the opposite, i'd say, but i've never really been good at taking care of the things i love

l.r.
apology letter for 10.31.16

we both know what i did
Leia R Jun 2014
I love how when you visit

You sit on the other couch silently

Reading your book



How every minute or so

I hear the flipping of flimsy

Pages



Sometimes, when I glance at you

I see different emotions passing

Across your face



I love to watch you change position

As you shift your body

Across the sofa



I love how you bury yourself

Into the literature so that you

Don’t even hear me talk



But that’s okay because

Watching you quietly is

All I really need.



l.r.
Leia R Jun 2014
It may seem strange,

but sometimes,

I watch you sleep.



Seeing you lie there,

dreaming.

It seems to be



the little bit

of peace I

have left.


l.r.
Leia R Nov 2016
hot throat
thick breaths
words choked on and lost to coughs

eyes watery
runny nose
nowhere is safe, not even at home

l.r.
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