I loved you.
I really did.
I loved the way your smile
Would light up your eyes.
The way your jokes
Would always make me laugh.
I wanted to be yours,
And you, mine.
But eventually,
I moved on.
I kept telling myself
That it was a stupid, silly crush.
A summer of regrets,
Constantly relived memories.
Eventually, I learned to be
The third wheel.
To be friendly when talked to,
Quiet and unnoticeable the rest of the time.
Soon, I will fade away entirely.
My mind is already halfway there.
I don't know why I felt anything for you,
Because I knew it couldn't work out from the start.
So, whoever that special someone is,
I hope she isn't as stupid as I am.
I just hope, one day, I cans see you again and tell you how I feel.