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Hailey Piper Jul 2018
I’ve not yet found home within myself,
astray in a place so dark and hollow.
Redecorated my insides,
still my heart does not follow.
My veins are filled with poison
and my teeth are turning yellow.
flesh plastered in scars,
the only company I have are my demons and sorrow.
The lights need mending,
and the engine has to go.
My soul requires burnishing,
maybe I’ll feel at home tomorrow.
uwu Jul 2018
I am so full of hate it scares me.
I hate the fact that she doesn't consider my feelings.
I hate the fact that he doesn't bother to call nearly as much as I need him to.
I hate the fact that she can't tell when I'm drowning, or maybe just doesn't seem to care.
I hate the fact that he never asks the questions I need him to, so I can open up to him for once.
I hate the fact that she's closed off to the point where I don't know if she's hurting or simply doesn't want to talk to me.
I hate the fact that they can move between people like toys, discarding them whenever they feel like it, but comes back to them when they feel it's convenient.
I hate the fact that he let me love him so hard and loved me back, even though we knew, we ******* knew, it had to end.
I hate the fact that she forgot about me.
I hate the fact that he never loved me the way I loved him.
I hate the fact that she abandoned me.
I hate the fact that he never knew me.
I hate the fact that she's so ******* kind.
I hate the fact that he loves me.
I hate the fact that I can't ******* hate any of you, but only feel sad and vulnerable and lonely and empty and numb because of what you've done to me.
I hate the fact that the only hate I can muster up is directed at myself.
people are so tiring, but I can't stay mad at them for more then like a day. im probably a handful myself, though. lol. i used to think I was good at expressing how I feel but apparently I'm wrong.
Anthony Mayfield Jul 2018
Perfectly imperfect
I’m that kind of man
Happily unhappy
That’s how I stand
Chaotically peaceful
That’s my jam
Jovial anger
Is that what I am?
Obedient resistance
It’s time for a renaissance
Time for some changes
JLiu Jun 2018
Endless lighting
   And grey sky
Comes the daylight
    In my mind
Open my eyes
   But find out the night
Justin Shupe Jun 2018
There's an ominous melody playing in my head.
A kind of uncharted echo only heard in melancholy tunes.
Splitting and splattering against the walls of my soul.
Skin, skin is all we see,
not the depth of a vast ocean of emotions.
Every fiber and molecule taken forgranted.
Hearts are a dime a dozen in this ****** up world.
Bleeding hearts ooze broken fragments out of glistening veins.

Tearing up paper,
rewriting line after line until these words have been defined.
Defined to spell out emotions to a broken society outside of this vessel called a body.
Concrete cyinderblocks cemented to these feet,
casted out like a fishing line into the abyss of a never-ending sea.
Drowning metaphorically, gasping for air but no one cares.

Painted faces in a culture full of clowns.
Intentionally hiding pain but the paint is starting to crack.
Vicegrips continuously squeeze this life,
harder and harder as light fades.
A tear weeps across the moons face.
Icicles sparkle,
melting a desprate soul and the rain falls like shards of glass.

Searching for a trail to follow,
walking with many others down this road.
Yet walking empty and alone all in the same moment.
Nothing more than a shadow underneath feet.

Silence saturated with malingering grief,
torment residing deep within.
Memories clawing through nightmarish dreams,
barely describable.
Mired in debris from the past - ****** into quicksand.
Dreams filled with hope; dashed and dimmed like a flame from a candle.
A life extinguished,
a void created where a future ought to reside.
Kewayne Wadley Jun 2018
Some wounds never heal.
Vandalized left open for interpretation.
For this it takes serious strength,
To end reoccurring enactment.
Yet he demands.
Almost begging at the waist.
She offers him shelter.
He continues to selfishly take.
She wears woven sweaters.
To hide the deep bruise.
As a grown man he lashes out.
Over and over like a child.
She eventually gives, he gets his way almost until nothing is left.
His relentless cry, not even a child to call their own.
She understands that this isn't the way.
Yet she grows tired, anxiously waiting.
With each bruise she recognizes the difference.
That not all is what it seems.
physically she rejects reality.
Emotionally she cries out.
She suppresses all to keep positive attitude.
This bruise she hides runs deep.
Unable to heal, known relief of vain.
To invest in commitment requires a great deal of time.
Time she's given plenty of.
She one day dreams that one day she will wake up and all will be a dream.
To immediately wake up,
Finding the woman she use to be.
Most folk call her crazy.
The reason she stays.
She takes another pill.
Soon,
All will be a dream
Demons Jun 2018
“I’m Okay!”
Is just my favorite Lie,
It helps to hide
And
Pretend that
I’m perfectly Fine.
It’s 12 AM, what do you expect?
On the darkest days,
you find the craziest reasons to stay alive.

(e.k.j.)
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