Things I cannot believe
My idiocy
Things I shall never achieve
O, my idiocy
Things I shall never know
O, my idiocy…
Hatred and anger
Burning flames
Things I wish not to remember
Yet never
Never will I forget…
Who am I?
I am no one
An idiot of course
A fool, so naive
A child indeed
Unorganized, I am doomed
This curse, I assumed
Would leave me, but never…
Shall I ever be released?
O never, o never,
Shall I ever be set free?
O no, o never,
Shall I see the light of day…
Do you see me?
Do you hear me?
The sorrow and woe
The sorrow and woe…
If they ever saw me
For me
Would they leave me?
Or would they feel me?
Would they lift me up,
Above the clouds,
Where they flux so freely
As a bird in flight
Across the vastness
That is my mind
Do you hear me?
Do you see me?
No, o never,
Never it goes…
O, if you could see it
O, if you could hear it
The broken melody,
The bleeding heart,
The depths it reaches to…
O never, o never,
Shall I forgive myself
O never, o never
Shall I forgive myself…
- Jay M
October 8th, 2019
