Soft fingers twirl and intertwine
Yelled at for “PDA”
Laughing it off, happy inside.
Saying bye just to see each other at the end of the day.
Promises of the future
Maybe forever together
Holding hands
Making silly plans
Going to school dances
Smiling together, laughing.
Wanting it to stay the same
Till the end of your days.
.....
Thought you were safe
Nothing could hurt you in this place
Head over heels for one another
A flame that burned too bright to be smothered.
Making faces across the classroom
Texting back and forth, messages zoom.
Wanting to kiss and hug
And send all your love.
Focused only on them
They’re your shining gem.
Thoughts are suddenly interrupted
You can’t seem to focus on what the intercom just said.
Hearing bangs and alarms
Trying to grab ahold of their arm
You can’t lose them no matter what
This uncomfortable feeling in your gut
Hearing but not believing
It’s not real, what you’re seeing.
Your high school sweetheart
Heart pulling apart
All those plans that stood for forever
Now discarded, stand for never.
Can’t see them after this class or the next
No more loving texts
.....
Screaming and blubbering
Can’t think straight for anything.
All you know is they won’t move
Last breaths used holding you.
Always told your love wouldn’t last
Didn’t think it’d be over this fast.
Weeks spent wondering
Would it have been forever if not for this one thing?
Would this even have occurred,
If gun control laws were ensured and enforced?
I personally have never been through a school shooting, but hearing the news of the recent tradegy got me to thinking about all the couples who had to go through that, with the thought I’d never seeing each other again. I apoligize if this poem has offended anybody i know this is a very sensitive topic.
