It's time for a name
Not to be just another 'name'
To anyone who lost a life
You didn't die in vain
Colour doesn't matter
Inside we're all the same
It's time to stop the suffering
It's time to stop the pain
Your northern light lures me in
it's blinding my eyes
it's so cold and so tragically beautiful
it's roaming alone on a loose highway
where no man can stay
We all see you, but not all can feel you
I am powerless and drained of self-love
but if you want to, I'll love you enough
enough for you to never feel alone
despite our distance, I'll keep you sane
and perhaps you can keep me warm
We've felt the calamity in our hearts
etching happiness away;
injecting darkness all over
but it's okay, it's all okay now
we've found each other
and we'll get through it
I do not know much, but this I know;
all this pain and suffering have not been in vain
since it led me to you, and you to me
so let's give happiness a second chance, shall we?
You are half a world away
but you still make my heart flutter.
I'm afraid to be loved.
But that doesn't mean
I don't want to be loved.
I know I say mean things
about myself all the time,
but I do that to protect
myself from potential danger
and unnecessary heartache.
I'm only human,
or perhaps a bit too human.
I can't deal with too much hardship
because it will only make me
spawn an ocean of melancholy.
And I do not want people to see
me drown in my own weakness.
I simply can't allow it.
So I **** it up and carry on.
You might think my mindset
is brave and indeed
it is, to some degree.
But most of all it is painful.
It's so ******* painful.
But I'll get through it, I have to;
until I crash and burn.
I keep writing, but no one reads my words
Just like, I keep living
And no one hears my heartbeat.