Dimples, creations of joy and laugher.
My wrinkles tell stories of childish fun and games.
A forced smile, a see-through facade.
My cold eyes tell a different story.
One lie can change a hundred truths,
and that lie leads to a hundred more.
A kingdom built with what appeared to be solid rocks, turned out to be just sand.
All blown away when the storm hit.
The storm you created, as an excuse to leave.
Sand running through my fingers, mixed with all the lies.
I'm staring at the big pile of sand that used to be our life.
I dug for weeks, for truth and reasons.
The truth hit harder than the lies.
With time I stopped digging, there's no point.
I already had the truth.
I said my farewells to you in that pile of toxic sand and I left.
To follow a new path, my path.
The one no one's ever walked before me.
I follow my truth on my unknown journey,
I know it'll lead me to my destiny.
I keep walking, to a bright future.
You could've left, honestly I wouldn't have blamed you.
You could've left, but you didn't.
Instead you drew your sword, fully armoured.
Alongside with me you fought.
Slayed my demons one by one.
When my strenght ran out you held the frontline.
I see you rise and fall, only to rise again.
You fight and you bleed, for me.
My best friend, know that I'm always ready.
Ready to fight for you, I'll slay 'till my last breath.
I love you my swordsman.
Blinded by disease I lost sight of you.
Your words spoken by the voice of my demon.
I felt your love, though the intentions got twisted.
Your touch, familiar yet foreign.
I'm losing it again, reality.
My mind, a place of dark whispers.
You used to kiss my scars, used to cherish my broken pieces.
You promised to always be there.. to always listen.
Somehow it's changing..
"Honey" is now replaced by my name.
Your voice sounds cold on the phone, "low battery" you said.
I can't deny it, my gut is screaming.
I am losing him.
the way he said my name still echoes in my head.
When did your promises turn fake?
Waves, like hands comforting the dry rocks.
My stone cold heart.
He promised me to always be my wave.
Everytime I'm about to dry out he's there.
Washing away all fear.
When I'm about to suffocate, he changes direction.
Allowing me to breathe.
Exposing me to the sun.
Like clockwork he's there again, soaking me.
Words with you, are overrated.
Your light green eyes, smooth honey to my soul.
Through my spiritual reflection I see your face.
I hear my thoughts narrated, with your voice.
A shivering, and I know it's you.
Our bodies calling for each other.
We connect through silence.
We just know.