Sometimes, we're so worried about what's
next that we forget to be grateful for
how far we've come and to be thankful
for all the hurdles we've jumped.

Sometimes, we hold onto the "ugly" past
that we overlook all the current blessings
The rough/beautiful past or the imagined
future often distract us from savouring
the beauty of the now.

Nothing exists outside of the now!

Now.
I am so tired.
Now.
I want to sleep.
Now.
I am so sick of it.
Now.
Let me just sleep.
Now.
And never wake up.

But.
I think that I am cursed.
And.
I am dead already.
Now.
I live in a hell.
And.
Hell is a brazenly lonely place.
Just.
Let me sleep forever.

I fear immortality.
I am already so lonely.
I shall be lonelier after some decades.
My parents are not here for forever.
And humanity is so selfish.
People are so self-centered.
They don't care about others.
They just exact their selfish aims.

They bed people casually.
Why.
They just **** and forget.
Why.
Won't they have to love?
Never.
Why?
Because someone broke them.
How?
Someone shattered their heart.

So?
Now it's a chain reaction.

Love,
is that
you?