I want to indulge myself in a new color, but the chosen color is not so colorful. I want to go too long with my loneliness but the path is not so wonderful. I took a break, wait a moment, I thought, rethought to again started my journey. I found you there, with lots of happiness, elation. Deep Breath, I filled up with energy. I start my journey again, but it has not a destination.
Burning at my mind driven to frenzied action by the need to find.
Harrowing the ground exhausting every option until it is found.
Healing an old wound soaring heights of elation finally unbound.
This was inspired by the time I lost this tiny book of poems that I wrote all of these poems in and it triggered one of those oh my gosh I have to turn my house upside down obsessively until I find it moments... I searched for about an hour finally found it thank goodness I hate that feeling of being stuck looking for something it plays into my stubbornness but it is inconvenient... although it is a great feeling when I finally find whatever I lost 11-05-17