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Miles Halter Aug 2015
If she only knew. Good lord if she only freaking knew.

She said that I was a major league player and she was just getting on the bench of recovery. She said she wouldn't catch up to the success that I am at but she doesn't know. How could she? She never listened when I spoke.

Our conversations were nothing more than her waiting for me to take a breath so she could say her bit.

I am not broken anymore she would say with happiness. As though she was the one to fix me.

I admit I am no longer shattered on the floor but that tribute goes to God. I don't live for anyone else because I want this to be the only hell I ever know.

What she doesn't seem to understand is glass never fits together exactly as it should and my rough edges still cut, still scar, still harm others and myself.

If she only knew.
idyllicrainydays Jun 2015
i knew it,
after that dream that I cried
because you left me,
i knew that you'll do it.
And you did it,
and you will always will.
L Marie May 2015
I wish you knew how beautiful I knew you were at first glance;
With every smile and word, inside and out, every chance you get,
You radiate this person I need to get to know
And I secretly hope one day I'll be honored to do so.
You think you're just an ordinary guy but you're far from right;
You make the whole world spin in all of my dreams I have at night.
When you walk by my heart melts and resets, yet you have no clue;
All your words spin through my mind all day long, I just wish you knew.
Santiago Apr 2015
I would love to talk, read your mind
I would spend my last moments with you
I just can't there out to get me
The devil and his followers
Out to persecute and execute
All his gifted children he uplifted
They only drugged me out
Held me down, a system of clowns
Why I never graduated
With my cap and gown
Now no ones around
Everyone celebrated at my fall
However I learned
Although I burned
Made the wrong turn
I'm slowly getting myself
Up on my feet coming back
To take my seat I once had
In college the Phi Theta Kappa
Honor Society President
So I'm sorry if I can't speak
To you my dear
But what I can promise you is
One day we'll reappear
And then disappear
Together, in love forever
It's me against the world baby  
Finish what we started
Take charge, I'm too weak
It's up to you now
The world is much too heavy

The Sun & Moon = Eclipse

Eliza James Best Friend
Love you mija take care god bless you always and forever
It breaks me seeing her back in your life,
Mostly cuz I had once thought she was your past
And I was your future

I didn’t know
She was your everything
And I was your nothing at all.
Joshua Kirby Nov 2014
I miss you most when you are near me,
Since I once knew you but not anymore.
Since “we” can no longer be,
I miss you most when you are near me.
If only my heart would let me be free,
I could move on. My life, restore.
I miss you most when you are near me,
Since I once knew you but not anymore.
If only you knew,
the times she had screamed for help,
The times she helped others,
when no one was there to help her,
The times she smiled,
When inside all she wanted to do was cry.

If only you knew,
Of the days when she hid under her bed,
The days when she witnessed the silent cries of the unheard,
The days when she held his hand  through the pain,
The days when she held her cheek to calm the stinging sensation that seemed to grow with each blow,
The days when she closed her eyes and hoped for the best.

If only you knew,
Of the boy who fell in love with you,
Of the boy who wanted to stop the tear from falling down your cheeks,
Of the boy who hid in the shadows that cried along with you,
Of the boy who's whole world came crashing down years ago yet still has faith in the world,
Of the boy who sits on his roof, hoping for your life to get better as he hears his mother's cries.
Of the boy who has scars inflicted on his skin by the people he defends you from.
Of that boy with the unbreakable spirit that seems to only grow,

If only you knew
Of the days he cried after the burial,
Of the times he has watched the crimson liquid flow,
Of the moments he has run away,
Of the silent whispers he sent to you,
If only you Knew . . .
Stages and Ages Nov 2014
You knew me when
I came to you,
Drunk in the middle of the morning
Begging for forgiveness
Because from all my mistakes
You’re the only one who could make me forget them

You knew me when
We would sit on my front porch
And I would read a book.
You hated the silence
Because you were so uncomfortable around me

You knew me
The first time you cried around me
And I didn’t know what to do
Sympathy wasn’t my forte
And you realized I didn’t fit into the stereotype.

You knew me when
When I left.
Because the only reason I couldn’t stay
Was because I wasn’t strong enough
But you knew that I was stronger than you
And you could lift over 100 pounds.
It wasn’t cowardice I was running from
I was running towards a new beginning
Because you knew I hated staying in one place for too long

You knew me when
I didn’t even know myself
And I couldn’t stand to look at myself
Because I couldn’t stand to look at you.
I got mad
And you let me
Because you knew it was only the distance
That was killing me

You knew me when
I first said
“I love you.”
And you knew
I meant it.
How did I just realize this
Eleanor Rigby Oct 2014
And the next thing I knew
I was in love.


F.Z.N
Salomé Albrecht Sep 2014
He said it on a whim
Or did he?
"You're brilliant"
To me

Shoulda' felt giddy, like I do
He did, but I didn't

Oh, dear heart
he didn't mean me

Yep, I knew
He meant him
He saw himself in me
In me
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