I want to throw up! Things are stinky and gross inside me, pulling me inside myself! I can't feel, except my weird silence inside every corner of myself and soul! I feel i am in the center of nowhere except myself! I know who I am! I know where I stand! I know I am somehow alone! That what bugs me! That what takes me to question my moment! I hate that moment, when i long for a hug and Silence is the only welcoming hands that i end with! That warmth is not inviting any peace! That Peace is not inviting any rest! That Rest is only a rest for another long tiring journey! That is a Journey of my Choice!
Hanging from the tree in such beauty. Inviting me to stay, to stay for ever to swing in the wind. I seem to have lost my muse, now I found you. hang for a while, take in the worlds splendor with you. I will sway with you. You around my neck the noose my closest friend.
Stay positive friends, though I was not feeling the best, this was a stream of consciousness, and the end seemed fitting.
who the **** are you? how did you appear in my life, and sweep me away with your inviting eyes fed me pleasure and warmth left me high and dry, puzzled and craving more of your attention and gaze your laugh to be directed to me maybe you could put your hands on my waist again or around my neck it feels brand new to me and i'm sorry, that i almost back away each time this is probably all my fault i question if i'm the confusing one or if he is but i'd put money on him in a heartbeat