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oh my stars Dec 2016
i wonder if we would spend afternoons in the sun drinking whiskey and reading poetry together.
i wonder if he would talk to me like i was the only star in the universe.
i wonder if we would lie on my bedroom floor listening to the clash and the who and gaze into each other's eyes.
i wonder if he would read plato as i slept and wake me up with little snippets of his mind.
i wonder if we would fall in love and get married or if we 'weren't that kind of couple'.
i wonder if we would travel the world together like we always dreamed.
i wonder if we would have gone on long walks down by the river planning our future together.
i wonder what would have happened if i'd met him first.
i love him but sometimes i wonder whether my life could have been completely different
Atlas Dec 2016
Last night I fell asleep with an empty stomach and hallow eyes
Wishing to live in a different body
Only got 5 hours of sleep
It's strange how the season's effect me so much
Days spent inside this old house are always longer in the winter

I woke up with goosebumps and nicotine eyes
Deciding if waking up today was really worth it
Knowing it would be spent with lonely thoughts and a longing for you to call
But you never do

You are my nicotine, I inhale your words as if I need them to breathe
I should try to quit  
What we are doing to each other, its toxic
And what's so sad is when you finally reply
All I can remember is the high
I swear, loving you will give me cancer
I might add more later but for now I am pretty satisfied
Carmen Galore Dec 2016
Always* with you,

Never apart.
Update: I've got to update my life.

Topic: Toxic people I used to hold dear are no longer in sight .

Reason: Him. me and my strength.

I turned a year older and I am still not sure were i'm going. I'm really trying to just... be. I'm simply a human being.

I will never understand how sunflowers will grow though the toughest places, or how I became so lucky as to see him grow, in a town like mine.

I will never understand a lot, But if I did what would be the point.

Maybe i'll find it one day but for now , early sunsets and the sweaty palms I get with him is just enough.
Brianna Ki Dec 2016
Once alone, my thoughts come home
And they were driven here by you..

I can't think straight, you've sealed their fate.
I don't know if I can let you through..
Leigh Marie Dec 2016
why has it become
so incredulous to
believe in fate
I mean when I say
he's my soulmate
people look at me like
I'm helpless or
hopeless
when I'm really just
hopeful

Maybe its cause
I've felt God
when I touch him
or cause he's taught me
how to forgive like Christ
that is to say
only God himself could
bring us together
maybe not forever but
for now is enough 
 
To love is to
know God
and my God
I think I love you
He made us, and
saw that it was good
Mercury Chap Dec 2016
'Let me tell you a thing or two,' he said.

She clutched his hand
The other clutched her breast.
She heaved and wheezed
As the universe dropped on her chest,
Waiting for the last words
She would hear.

His lips were devine as they recited a sermon-
How good she is,
How the world needs her-
She watched his perfect eyes
Delve into her depths, see through her.
He acknowledged her beauty,
She didn't hear.

She was deaf for those words
Her beauty, nonexistent,
Her intellect, negligible,
Every word he spoke about her
Was Unintelligible.

All she mumbled with the life left in her:
'How did I deserve you, oh, heaven?'
Rowena Pagao Dec 2016
Today, I heard the wind
whispering on my ear,
"No matter how far
You wander, and get lost.
Please don't forget,
That I am waiting here,
Because you're my home."

And it was sealed with a kiss,
slowly penetrating my lips.
Julia Mae Dec 2016
her laugh was cold.
"i know he doesn't care about me. and the worst part is, i know it, but i can't seem to walk away. i'm sitting here feeling sad for myself for this mess i choose to stay in. and i only have myself to blame."
her smile was small and sad.
"love... it does crazy things."
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