#fault poems on Hello Poetry

Tia Dec 2017

Awake

I give up on asking for your forgiveness
If you'll just make me feel less and less
You don't deserve such kindness
You should not drag me into your mess

I'm sorry I lost my patience
That I awoken and came to my senses
That between you and I
I'm the one who is to die

From all of your stupid lies
Lies I believed and relied
I'm such an idiot I got blind
from my love and ignored my mind

I should have been wiser
I should have been smarter
I should have known you're a player
I should have known you're a gamer

You kept on blaming all of it to me
You kept on saying it was me
You kept on making me believe I am the problem
You kept on lying to me now it's proven

It wasn't me who's at fault
It's you! You are the ****
Now you can't deceive me like the old times
I'm now awake and back to my ******* senses

This is for those who got blamed on their relationships. Wake up boo.

#awake #lie #blind #blame #fault #sense #her #story

anotherdream Nov 2017

Sorry

Sorry I left,
Sorry I cried.
Sorry I wept,
Sorry I lied.

Sorry I’m weak,
Sorry I’m small.
Sorry for dreams,
Sorry I didn’t call.

Sorry for lying awake,
Sorry for tears.
You know I hate,
My voice, my ears.

Sorry for playing,
Sorry for laughing.
Wide awake praying,
Joy never having.

Sorry for talking,
Sorry for silence.
Hear my own walking,
But not your own siren.

Sorry for leaving,
Sorry for shyness.
Insecurity weaving,
Distance and dryness.

Sorry for mistakes,
Sorry for flaws.
I lie awake,
Only one cause.

#sorry #regret #my #fault #i #you

KA Poetry Nov 2017

Guilt.

You went away
It’s my fault.

You hated me
I feel your pain.

You cursed me
I deserve it.

You wanted to **** me
Please, do it. I hate to see you hate me.

26/11/2017 | 01.00 | Indonesia

#guilt #hate #poem #poetry #pain #fault #sad #indonesian

Evie Richards Apr 2018

blame

I'm sorry, but how the hell is this my fault?

interpret this how you will...

#blame #fault #guilt #confusion #trust #betrayal #tenwordpoem #tenwords

Oculi Nov 2017

The Third Child

Thinking about control
I have never had a role
I've been meaning to be
Someone to be proud of
But since I cannot see
I have turned myself off

I wish I was more like The First or The Second
Or anyone else who isn't like me, take my word
All people wanted from me was to do what I can
And even that was too much from this broken man

I have dreamt more than once now
I always miss the innocent "Wow."
Seeing wonder for the first time
It's impossible to put into rhyme

I miss becoming the knight of sobriety
Vanishing angels, defending society
I miss the appraisal of my king
But the real one's life does sting
He pretends to give love where he can
But he'd have to stop drinking then

Second of five.

#fault #dreams #wish #loss

Sha Oct 2017

In Our Star

I pretended to be under the stars with you.
The make-shift strobe lights from cheap laser pointers became shooting stars in which you offered wishes while I look in amazement. I don't know the color of the stars in space, but ours are red. And red is anger and hunger and maybe that's why it didn't last.
Or maybe, I'm just blaming those cheap laser pointers because I have to justify my short-lived love, my faults.

#red #love #stars #fault #fiction #feelings #faults #loves #ends #starts

Fireflies Oct 2017

Anxiety

Sometimes I cry for no reason
The simplest things stress me out
I get so stressed and the dumbest tasks
and no one, not even my parents can understand why
The claim its an excuse for my irrational behavior but is it?
I get labeled as the angsty girl
who gets angry at everything?
Is it my fault? or is it anxiety's?
She never gets blamed
She is a burden the kind that you cant get rid off easily
The kind that weighs you down for the rest of your life
The kind that drowns you

#anxiety #blame #burden #stressed #angst #irrational #fault #parents