You are like the moon
Pure and opaque..
Can be described as nothing but a giant flake.
Desirable enough to cause many heartbreak.
You are a beautiful dream from which i never wanna wake...
is not all that I gained
When you said you would, yes,
to seeing me
Not the source,
but the desire of true, anxiety
Your mere value alone creates
the most anxious, me
To have ever been
The hope which once
Was just a plea
A Hopeful, Anxious, Hopefully Desirable, Me
we were utterly surprised
on seeing her face
there wasn't a wrinkle present
on its surface space
yet only six months ago
her dial was looking quite the age
it is possible that a plastic surgeon
had refreshed her crumpled page
the cosmetic enhancements
did work a treat
everything about her visage
was pressed exceptionally neat
now she's a woman
of a most desirable profile
that will make men
spiritedly wink and smile
Preoccupation with making something permanent
A feeling of expectation
incorporation of a certain situation
or habitation into life, for good
It makes me freak out.
for a certain thing to happen
fear of that something actually happening
Or that it's something that might be permanent.
the attempt to find certainty
the desire to control things.
Control you, controlling me
I'm afraid you'll find my black
It will come back again.
It's like an arc weld done incorrectly
Eventually it will start to bleed
And fall apart.
But I dreamt about welding and you welding me
into something permanent
You had me molded against the truck and...
I don't know who you are, but you put your fire in me
So deeply it burns.
A fire that firefighters can't dissolve
Doctors can't resolve.
You're in me,
and I love you.
I had a dream, or was it reality.
Anxiety... the bane to my existence
At the opportune time opposing my resistance.
Dragging me into an uncontrollable state of stress,
Where I stand idle, where I'm a mess.
All my insecurities resurface, and
I think that I can't handle this,
That I'm not that great after all.
That I'm not desirable in the eyes of all.
So I stand silent in desolation
In a state of isolation.
Where I wonder who would put up,
With this mishap of creation...
That happens to be me.
Being desirable messes with your mind
Think this through and i think you will find
It’s better to be bashful and shy
Then beautiful, bodacious, and that kind of guy
Cause that kind of guy goes away in time
And then you’ll be left with a story like mine.
never get ahead of yourself, always be righteous
It's the allure of everything unknown that we find most desirable.
I've been searching for something;
something differently desirable
something that i couldn't find
but i exactly know what i want
something you couldn't find
inside a dictionary
something deeper than a well
something louder than a bell
Haunting, stalking, shaking
Always following, mixing with every situation
Laughing, dancing, loving