I always lived in the moment, got lost in it.
I didn’t think of the future,
I got lost in your eyes.
Hypnotized by them,
By your voice, your laugh,
Now you’re gone because “it wasn’t going anywhere.”
I cried for days, for nights.
The sight of you brings an ache to my heart.
I was truly lost in this world
And trapped inside my dangerous thoughts
That you always made me forget.
Now I can’t stop thinking.
Your smile that warmed my heart.
Your laugh that made me feel alive.
Your light brown eyes
That sometimes magically changed color.
Their happiness.
Thinking of how happy you are with her.
At least that’s what I’m told.
How you don’t know
The pain I feel for you.
How you don’t care if I see the light.
Thinking of how you don’t care.
Thinking of the memories you threw away
And how I picked them out of the trash,
Too afraid to let them go.
