Barbed wire rimmed his eyes He caame from, came at the territory Had to step over his body Hot smell of flesh, burned in my senses And their screams burnt in me at night Thoughts of barbed wire These dates keep changeing Times stuck in repeat, I cant say it again Do you even know how many times I played tick tac toe Each cry that sounded in my head, i cant say it again Do you know what an electric fence sky looks like
Tar clothes the chlorine pathway Institution of prayer on my left hand side, skims it's invisible reach Animals only get this lonely I run in unison to the dark dog behind this forever fence, on my right hand side, feels the distance and the wind Saying your thoughts control the vibes Peace appears to be ether, huffing hollows out the missing parts
Always stand against my hurt Ghost lips on the thigh bite Always tie my spindle veins wafer thin Thoughts zoom sync auto pictographs Words can't lisp sweetly robotussin giggle about it Upon my ghost Always stand against my hurt Ghost eyes Ghost spit Ghost thighs Always stand against my hurt Attrition life sustenance Nutrition Always stand against my heart
I don't wanna cry for myself but, the body is a exposing mass of emotions, Its a hole in my solar plexus and it's building up to my heart I'm a sensitive one and I can't help it But I do blame myself for it I don't want to cry for my myself but,
I deliver pop tarts They are taller Than me Black jackets Exotic animals I don't want to dream anymore If the scorpions are still on the floor Frozen crocodile Frozen aligater Her mouth isclamped shut, by a rubber band I don't want to dream anymore If the scorpions are still On the floor
I'm lighting the roses for a ceremony i wish you could be there all feet steps to this always thought of a ***** kiss is nothing like this is and what was a friendship to me is no longer I'm lighting the roses for a ceremony i wish you could be there..
Laying in the bed Bedridden,covered in old friends blood Don't you wish they did Don't you wish they dead Don't you want to touch me with the holy ghost for once Laying in the bed Bedridden Don't you want to touch me with the holy ghost for once As it came already Ever rest in a candles focus
Disclaimer to Elizabethan democracy It hits it's head on the chamber table My hangman, eyes rolled up behind his mask dry lips hurt the ear drums Least this broken bridge burn under our feet Least it broils into rainbows, blood letting its comatosis We'll replace fear with release And suffer this karma like a detox struggle When the tv glares blue a displacement glares right back, legs badly scarred taken by a strong hand Patches must be missing, infra rave lights up hollow I couldn't even draw the pentagram The scales had fallen on my feet
Dark ***** eyes, das still can see far the rapids Wiped me off his pants, All the stars deleted from the sky mspainted Washed the scar off of my forehead Nothing like snorting old leaves Walked to your urn, itsplaced at your bedroom door My bedroom door Wiped the cycle, the moon on your top lid The cycle,the moon On your bedroom door
Blue paint for him I think he'd be red when he reads this Sulfer tightens the air In a celebration for yakuza hierophant dont **** my vibe A brainless information shrouds us baphomet wont **** my vibe Except the darkness sometimes, they whisper....
Peeled apart, it's healed to the Bone Peeled apart, I kneeled and I'm home You tell me that it I've got I'm getting Gotta get better at this When I'm peeled apart I gotta get healed to the bone You tell me
Jet black eyes, christmasights headphones, looking for a street corner to instruct black magic Nylon mask, Nylon jacket Closed the iris, covered inside Young lucky had a role model Be a ******* Can't have a good love Can't have a good love This disaster coming out windows to the soul I dare you I dare you You only have one...
Acid face wash Face ripped Face exposed Gestures were meant to be meaning well Oh the hell something becomes clingyness Cancer claws widely, trying to be wise about these Things here
Yell at the girl She's got a brain, I feel scared beyond repair Yeller at the gurl Her face melted into red tones of paint all the way... This baby This baby It melts
Sometimes I'm eloquent And quick And clever Thinking on my feet effortlessly Sometimes I'm awkward And twitchy And quiet Throat stuck in itself But I'm worth it dude... I have something worth your time The feels when you want to ***** Shiver down my spine I'm alright
Night and day Why does it seem like everything i say Causes a problem.. Night and day and...afternoon weekend Dream like salt solvents and bath salts 2 slip in a dreamy place Make it a chance for you to blend the water colors in between the sheets Stabilize the watery commitments
Im not gonna...allow you to starve me Every bone in my body has been taken So I went on a wild goose chase, recollected all the parts of me Im not gonna...allow you to starve me Im not gonna allow you to starve me... Treacle in quick sand, the muddy eyes in water Every thought is too hard to picture now Im not gonna allow you to starve me..
Shedding skin beneath her bones, hard to feel nerve endings. Why does he choose to stroke my vertebrae when I'm obtuse Acid reflux and the Venus retrograde, rules Taurus I wanted you Yet, we are to separate to be intoxicated
I know you wanna touch me But the internet feels so good Around my body Cdrom, till 5 am I'm not a zombie But the internet feels so good Around my body
I'm high So high So high I barely feel the alcohol So high my teeth are grinding into each other, I can hear their gnawing bone through my skull... So high I'm flexing in-&-out of 5 of cups/5 of swords feels In-&-out of 9 of cups/ace of cups feels I don't want to sleep I'm not sure if I want to speak to anyone, yet the thought that everyone is dead to the world makes me slightly sad
I wish I had a body like an instagram model. I wish I had an unlimited supply of molly. Now I wish I had a car. I'd drive 80mp into the middle-of-not-here I'd listen to jointy, artful goth techno. I'd continue to wonder if there is anything to patch up the hole inside-just right.
My head-space searching for things to sew in the fear or guilt. Your peers think you're a ******* freak. They think youre a toxic idiot. They think youre homely and annoying.
Drive faster.
You don't give a **** what they think! You know that if any of these people, that hardly know you-think any of that. It's exaggerated and unimportant.
Turn the volume up.
Nothing is real. Really. Everything is a choice and decision. You're deciding to be happy. Better than ok. Better than anything.
Thousands of days spent before. Rocking backnforth. In your bed. In the corner on the floor. The bathroom at work. None of this terror is news. And none of it was ever enjoyable. So why the **** do you entertain it? You remember joy. Peace of mind.
You're in control.
I really like this song. Volume higher. Alone in the boondocks. I'm alone in the darkness. The only sign of life my heartbeat&breath.;
terror to rejection. Always glancing over your shoulder. To maintain perfection. So you don't get clipped. So no one else abandons or abuses you. You keep your heart in plexiglass. Cloud your eyes from the opportunity to be vulnerable.
But can you trust? I pull away. To discern contrast. To discern how I really feel.
You still choose a plan B. You can't seem to release that. You need to find your self love. Recover it. That which has been taken from you-before you had the chance to cultivate it. Self certainty.
I need the potion. So I never forget this cyclical pep talk. I keep looking for that potion in *****, drugs. Positive reinforcement from others, outside of myself.
I'm so high. I need... I need.... I'm alright. I'm ******* happy.
Appears so easy, for u to read binary on finger tips. & u always greet everyone with a lie, Lie like smile Google voice, tripping-salamander tail ready to grow. Lilac lips, black eyes, 2000 words a minute, Seems so easy for u to smell blood through skin.
He said he'd prefer a rifle, and **** pistols I knew he meant it he didn't know he did And partially blew up my heart I'm not a deer in the woods Jumping salmon I don't wair neon orange Hunting is not a sport Nothing is not a sport Don't you think anybody else has the capacity for pain as you do Partially blew up my heart
San Fran Cisco He bought me a rose and crescent moon 30 minutes just to climb up the tower and never fell Never felt warm arms tightly, like yours Bought me a crystal ball I ****** you harder than anyone I felt you better in my heart, well I can't remember the past any longer We and I think about and... And I think about me and... You baby..
Can these feet be killers & stab the concrete, If only the ribs would come, and lie lie lie, My wet streets, my wet cheeks, My porcelin toenails break, sweat down cheeks race, Eyes they started, Deep breathing on & onoff, Deep breathing on & on off,
You won't what you do to me When the scabs are nearly identical and they somehow form a shape Like a bridge to hell below You'd never what you want from me Set the incense on the stove burner Was confused by broken trees, and the deer tracks disappearing some time behind the snow The carbon monoxide soaks the air, while stand by You going Would Never Let That happen you
Fallopian draino I sank into the cushions of demure and sell by date tumors I press google send, topic in search Leftover pancreas feelings Could you believe in monsters just for me Because i can't handle the potion I couldn't handle you pressing repeat on your keyboard
Swapping astrology puzzle pieces Stitching, patch working like cartoons writing typwriters How many holes can I fit into my ear, can fix self brand new I can sew when is drunk wants the toilet to be a female therapist done with psychologists feel benzo anymore taste narco anymore Psychotropic **** arounds, ******* around with their sandy chalk trysyclo
She came in the white tiles and I screamed don't try it Hit me with a bloodied knife I came in white walls Pictures of human bodied objects on his screen Empty eyes, filled with confusionate delusion and dragon tales Flat blackeness pupils, wide blown Arms spayed phototone Ribs spayed phototpne Filled with confusion
I fill it up with the water in me Hope the fire touches right the cauldron Face came and the steam was mean Talk makes me feel black intentions painted excessive I fill it up with the water in me Drowned by my own saturned gaze And ocean caves its splendard waves
I'm like wily You're wiry You're thin lips toe clippers pinched mongrel rat's tail off She is bleeding all over my new hands I can't use these anymore You're thin lips You're coagulated Coagulated mongrel
Laying in the bed Bedridden Covered in old friend's blood Don't you wish they did Don't you wish they dead Don't you wanna touch me with the holy ghost for once
1000 pieces to build 100 on Angel wings This span I wanted your hand, in a velvet box These tears are sweeter than aspartame When all I get is the back of your head We run with it, pink and baby blue We run with it like equinox
Just do the dance, stepping on feet it hurts I'm a powerful being when i contort my body but i can't scream My rabbit mask on I'm laying in my bed trying to find the most comfortable position to cry so i can recall reality
This a witch hunt, they did say I was a witch Perfect the kitty purrs, wanting to rip me to shreds You know... Youre not strong enough It echos in my mind, the words to hear only This a witch hunt, they did say I was a witch Man just burn the *****... Man.... Just burn the *****
The heart right here is a quaking massive bubble Keep the level head isn't going to be my devil right now I press my fists to my knees, caps tightly clenched together I'm cold so I sneeze out the fear right in front of me They like to **** with pins and needles But my head isn't going to be my devil right now
Why the love if it didn't even sell the soul If it didn't even clothe the naked why do you get choices & It always causing choosing a hole to fill again runes in antler. anthology lending itself to a bandged roadkill **** I keep hitting it again stopping on my trip to pick it up again and consuming psychic vampires. highest excitment
Shower head, high voltage on my scalp My hair is a dragon down my neck Hey what's up I'm a body in a bag today, cuz yesterday I was a sister in the basement And if breathed in your ear...if I had my teeth where your mouth belonged And if I longed here any longer With a nice t shirt over organic distortions And a cute pair of jeans over my cysts I was an earth worm as an adolescent too
Chewing on plastic Milk maid curd, her currents slowly load torrents My mind wheel churn, my teeth count the burns This heavy music feels me with fillings ***** He felt ***** It hurt as a child
Was upon the stages of manifestation she said it by accident at least in her personality cannot yet find methods of balancing chaos magic a newbie had quick to birth so felt the pains of a mother incubation in the cellar confines amongst the spider webs with fifth to seek higher parents He looks like me he speaks like me he tried like me in some ways hes beyond me
Can i find a place to stay, Put it down, the knife put it in the kitchen drawer So seriously Dreaming about 10 years ago Dreaming about you, even my brain wont let you go I despise needing a mirror to leave the house Put it down, the gun put it in the dresser drawer So seriously How about vacationland-is to be a home And me seeing you is to be a holiday
Pixaleted picasso pictures of people Meeting a low sun day I prayed to God all night, with tears and coconut oil make up remover S/he answered like a beam of lightening warming the heater in me with peace I dreamt of a little invisible demon, whom enjoyed stabbing housemates with a sword and stealing crystals to feed his lord I prayed to god and they answered through my blood and I always said yes
You get to break stuff You get to apologize and break it again Because god is my mother and satan is my brother Well you dont get to break him And you dont get to apologize and break him again Because god, he dont crack and satan, is his father.
Naisin and water too walk through Maybe it's juxtaposed I'm feeling re **** And the ripples my neighbors listen to me screaming A song In the soil, whether to laugh or whether to wail Birds always migrating back to love, you're all I want