Our love, I foolishly hoped, would be pretty simple For down my spine you’d always send a tender tickle But you and not I turned out to be blithely fickle The day you said goodbye, I got to see pure evil In eyes that were once alluring if not readily sinful I silently cried because my heart then you did ******* The forever you promised somehow became a mere wrinkle In the future that I now have to explain in past participle
A river of sins coursing in my veins you’re slowly creeping under my skin Your hands the firing pin I beg up to my chin to release me oh! my king ‘fore the adrenaline swallows me within
Of a brewing silence and buried emotions we’ve built a house walled with doubts our interior decor layered with rancour Scattered ornaments cloak our armaments Oft engaged in aphonic wars We rack up our scores in crystal-clear jars
I think of you very often of what could have been if I hadn’t left back then We had a great between I think of how it all began and how it had to end You are the only has-been that would have been more than it had been were we given more than a min I can only imagine!
We were two peas in a pod Trying to beat the odds Because we didn’t pray to the same god People called us frauds But couldn’t they see they were as much flawed as us two broads?
You only care when I lie, bare on your bed my legs spread you shout, honey I’ll make you happy but we both know all you want is a blow until then you’ll pretend that you care until the end
i care what people think i'm now standing at the brink in one hand p'haps my last drink my mind and heart out of sync n'er been a great swimmer so maybe i'll sink my eyes move to the sky, strangely pink even if i want to, i can’t blink until i hear the distant clink wait, where am i? aloud i think in my office, says the shrink
I walked away, weak I looked ahead, bleak I endured pain, strong I thought of dying, wrong I built over, alone I started smiling, milestone I laugh and live, selfish I’m not looking back, you wish
You tease me with fleeting kisses You whisper in my ears your dearest wishes You profess to love all my broken pieces You keep saying you’ll keep your promises So why am I in tears just like your ex misses?
How can he wipe days of heartache with just a smile and a hug... He sweeps everything under the rug With a careless shrug At my heartstrings he manages to tug Even with a mean mug He looks smug He knows he’s my drug Just like I’m his eternal snug
We were audacious But never ostentatious He was definitely flirtatious He explained, I was curvaceous He couldn’t help but feel salacious I was going to say, oh Lord Jesus But I’m not religious Besides, his kind of dangerous was very contagious I couldn’t help but feel rapacious
You only care when I lie bare on your bed my legs spread you shout, honey I’ll make you happy but we both know all you want is a blow until then you’ll pretend that you care until the end
You lived in my teenage dreams Nothing has changed, it seems Your face always dominates Every time my mind illustrates You’re still stuck in my head Even when my heart lies in a new bed
I used to wish For the sky to open To let me see Who was there Making fun of me To ask why Was I so unlucky? But the sky Didn’t answer It kept moving So I did too..
She likes playing with words Builds beautiful sentences He likes playing with dolls Breaks them into pieces It won't work, it won't work People smirk Another love story Out of the ordinary She didn't care Emotions laid bare To him she whispered "Give me your word Promise to love me Before you destroy me"
gone are those summer days when blood rushed like wine our skin turned brown 'coz the sun never went down but now it feels like we're stuck in winter didn't even know who changed the picture the sky turned grey and the cold has crept in
Ignore his **** See how quick he finds another chick for a better lick ******* ***** thinks he’s slick
Call me a ***** ‘coz I’m about to switch Better, call me a witch ‘coz I’m about to bewitch Fin, Harry or Mitch No matter which I have this itch I gotta ditch
I try to escape from the rhymes But they find me between the lines Words jump out from conversations My trigger to articulated aspirations I promise them a new sentence Some agree with reluctance While you are building castles I'm writing down time capsules
As easily as the sun sets every day I wish I could break away From you who are holding me prisoner From you who promised me happy-ever-after The gold has finally faded and I now feel jaded I believed by staying I was strong but now I know I’m so wrong I need that first step that’s the only way I’m going up By leaving you behind Banish you from my mind Remove you from my heart A new life I’ll start
in my mind we looked good together in my heart we felt right for each other but fate showed me i didn’t know better that i needed that chapter to get stronger for what would come for me would be greater
i wish i could tell you about my inner battles but those woeful afflictions still have me in shackles i hope to one day let you hear the other voices that live in my head like explosive devices