Of a brewing silence and buried emotions we’ve built a house walled with doubts our interior decor layered with rancour Scattered ornaments cloak our armaments Oft engaged in aphonic wars We rack up our scores in crystal-clear jars
I think of you very often of what could have been if I hadn’t left back then We had a great between I think of how it all began and how it had to end You are the only has-been that would have been more than it had been were we given more than a min I can only imagine!
You only care when I lie, bare on your bed my legs spread you shout, honey I’ll make you happy but we both know all you want is a blow until then you’ll pretend that you care until the end
I walked away, weak I looked ahead, bleak I endured pain, strong I thought of dying, wrong I built over, alone I started smiling, milestone I laugh and live, selfish I’m not looking back, you wish
You tease me with fleeting kisses You whisper in my ears your dearest wishes You profess to love all my broken pieces You keep saying you’ll keep your promises So why am I in tears just like your ex misses?
We were audacious But never ostentatious He was definitely flirtatious He explained, I was curvaceous He couldn’t help but feel salacious I was going to say, oh Lord Jesus But I’m not religious Besides, his kind of dangerous was very contagious I couldn’t help but feel rapacious
You lived in my teenage dreams Nothing has changed, it seems Your face always dominates Every time my mind illustrates You’re still stuck in my head Even when my heart lies in a new bed
