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archwolf-angel Dec 2016
Still feels like the first time
Waiting in a distance
For your arrival
Butterflies in the stomach
Anticipating

Still feels like the first time
Knowing your heart
Hearing your songs and stories
Constantly finding myself
Laughing and smiling

Still feels like the first time
Looking your direction
And your eyes would meet mine
Followed by a smile of acknowledgment
Chuckling bashfully

Still feels like the first time
Locked in your embrace
Taking in your scent
Wrapped in your warmth
Loving every second of it
archwolf-angel Feb 2017
She walks for a bit more, before turning around.
She saw the bits and pieces, floating aimlessly.
She watched them piece themselves together, and she sighed.
She smiled, a solemn one.
She picked up one of the puzzles and...
Flashbacks!
A single tear rolled down her cheek as she laughed to herself.
For she knew this was her personal playground,
And she will never want to leave.
Not anymore.
archwolf-angel May 2016
Wonders of the future, day and night
Am I alright?
Why do I smile, when all I feel is emptiness within?
I don’t get it
How exactly did I lose my way
In the midst of all this

Fell from the heavens
Wings of white turned black
The other half remains pure original
Halo gone, blonde no more
Just soft brown locks
Blue hues lost
Now a hazel tint

Almost human
But what does that mean?
To be
Human...?

Out from a mother’s womb, a little baby approaches
A toddler you become, then grow into a young child
You have your first crush, first examination and first step into pain
You get bullied at school but that’s okay

A reckless teenager, soon to fall in love for the first time
A shattered heart left for you
All alone
Running along in search of a cure
But only rejections and disappointments found you
There will be nothing you can do

This isn't the end
It is a fresh start
And you will be the author
For your own story

*The Little Fallen Angel
Edited from 'Missing Pieces of A Puzzle'.
archwolf-angel Jun 2016
Will it be okay
To take another step?
The wind so merciless
The bridge sways reckless

Tight grips on the rope
Keep going forward
Each step meaning another risk
Of falling down into the deepest sea

Will it be okay
To take another step?
The rope is thin
The planks are breaking

Crossing once more
Facing the menacing force
I'm almost there
The other side is near

It will be okay
Though vicious tornadoes
And being carried away
On the other side..

I see you
With arms wide open
Smiling
Welcoming me **home
archwolf-angel Jan 2016
Wonders in the midst of what isn't worth
Gentle screams to have only met disapproval
Quiet emergency alarming the soul
No one saw it though

I wish upon a shooting star
That you may take the happiness along
Even when we are far apart
I could feel it within you

Questionable forsaken thoughts
The gentle screams continues on
How much longer can we go?
As far as the horizon I suppose*

I wish upon a shooting star
You remain the way you are
For you are the hope I hold on to
It's become hard to live without you

Wonders in you that is what's worth
Gentle screams are gently heard
The soul starts to breath accordingly
Thank you for finding me
You saw me, and I saw you.
archwolf-angel Jul 2017
Written stories
Wonderful mysteries
A world of dreams
And wild fantasies

He came alive
From my words he rose
He said the words
I once thought was lost gold
archwolf-angel Jul 2017
Rockets blast like shooting stars
An illusion for wandering wishes
The blurred light sent a powerful message
For those lost in the galaxy
archwolf-angel Nov 2016
Insanity strikes
At midnight
When the sun is down
And strength is nullified

Vulnerability strikes
At midnight
When the moon is full
And remains the only source of light

Sounds tend to amplify
At midnight
*Like your heartbeat, for example
It's my favorite lullaby
And as I reminisce it in the dark
When I miss you
It gets louder every time
archwolf-angel Nov 2016
Miraculous, but probably reckless
Beautiful, yet sometimes dangerous
Magical, yet at times, filled with illusions
A bed of roses, hiding prickly thorns
Unconditional, but with misted expectations

*But with him,
She knew...
It was...
Miraculous
Beautiful
Magical
A bed of roses
And most importantly
Unconditional

                                                             ...That was all to it
archwolf-angel Apr 2017
The wind stood still
But it was drizzling
The sun shone mercilessly
But there was light

Lost sight of everything
But I have memories
It was dead silent
But somehow I can still hear the birds sing

Caught in a storm
But I was under a shelter with you
All drenched and nowhere to go
But we are still laughing and trying to pull through

Trees were crashing in my path
But you held my hand through it all
Fingers no longer intertwined
But I know I'm still lucky



*Because the only person who really knows me
Will always be...

You
archwolf-angel May 2017
They sent the chills
And it was snowing terribly
Icicles for weapons
Snowballs and a mighty blizzard

An avalanche
Degrees dropped beyond belief
Trapped in an iceberg
Locked in the cold

Frozen solid
Floated away
Frostbitten skin
Down into the bones

I think...
However...
They had forgotten...
...That I am *
made of fire
archwolf-angel Sep 2017
scrubs and brooms
a life of the low
serving strangers masked as family
turned away from a party

fairy godmother granted her a dream
transformed her into a princess
magic filling her seams
at the party...
...she met her prince

the clock ticked
it's 11:55PM
it's almost midnight
her magic is about to end

...and it ended

but one day
it will find her again
and it will stay
archwolf-angel Sep 2017
You ran in front of me
There were multiple lanes
But there was only you
And I

You were so far ahead
I could barely keep up
But you turned your head
And told me
"I'm here."

You guided me through every hurdle
And warned me of every unstable ground
I chased
And you stopped

You came into my lane
And held my hand
"Let's do this together"
And we did

But the finishing line was near
And you had to win the prize
So you let go of me
And left me behind

But I am okay with it
For you won...

...
*And I am happy for you
But I miss you.
archwolf-angel May 2016
Peculiar but true
Extraordinary facts
Pick up from where we begin
The first time
Again

Turn back time
Let's reminisce this
Look back together
Sweet little nothings
Everything

Celebrate
No need for champagnes
Only smiles
Tiny heartbeats
Remember
Embrace

Be happy
Marking calendars.
archwolf-angel Jan 2016
I am the lion
That leads his pack with pride and honour
Who protects his loved ones

I am the pillar
That supports every building formed upon it
It would never let them fall

I am the buoy
That does its best to save every life
It will pull you away from danger

I am the joker
Who laughs the most under the ridiculous
Who makes sure you stay happy

*I am the cub
Helpless to the wondering hyenas

I am the tiles on the floor
Supporting weights and lifting hearts

I am the anchor
Sinking to the bottom of the sea

I am the broken
Laughters lost, tears overflowing
To the masked.
Because I respect you.
archwolf-angel May 2017
Maybe**
One day
She will stop writing about you
But till then
You are in all her words
archwolf-angel Apr 2017
Many things
We tend to forget
But is it the little things that happen
That makes us remember the rest
(I)
archwolf-angel Sep 2017
the cool breeze would set in
take comfort in a weather like this
raindrops falling like rapid heartbeats
mind set at ease

but the cool breeze set in weird
no comfort in a weather like this
the raindrops raised my anxiety
there is only mess in me
archwolf-angel Sep 2016
My eyes are mine...
For me to pick
The ones that are worthy
For them to see

My ears are mine...
For me to sift out
The ones that are music
For them to enjoy the harmony

My words are mine...
For me to choose
The ones that are trustworthy
For them to speak of a heartfelt story

My life is mine...
For me to decide
Everything

My heart is mine...
For me to keep
Whoever I want to have in there
You cannot control it
We are all our own person, an individual. Accept and  understand, period.
archwolf-angel May 2017
Looking in the mirror...
Her long eyelashes flutter
As she made up
And tinted her lips, magenta

She slipped her feet into stilettos
And showed up amidst loud lights and heavy beats
In a skin tight maroon dress
Turning heads with her little catwalk

She danced with poison
And kissed strangers
Twirled around in intoxication
Laid down with danger

Looking in the mirror...*
Her long eyelashes flutter
As tears rolled down her freckled cheeks
Her face an utter mess
Body stripped off all covers
And his loving words...
Stuck
Inside her head
...on the wall,
when will the broken,
rise from their fall?
archwolf-angel Apr 2016
Intrusive noises in between moments
Crazy voices overwhelming me
Once, twice, thrice
I'm losing control of what has been

Bidding farewell to tears at night
Greeting tasteful smiles
The touch of your gentle palms
Once too many times

Whispers of endearing love
Images that takes me to space
Your hand in mine
Something I never want to give away

Savouring every moment
Every touch, every skip of the heartbeat
Your sweet words alone
Could counter all the nasty things

Hold me close
Let your smooth scent engulf me
And take my breath away

Let us embrace this
This everlasting
comforting
little space


Hello you
My gentle *muse
archwolf-angel Jul 2016
Afraid to believe
In anything
Yet somehow
Forever enwrapped
In this
Little belief
That the world
Will just be a little bit more
Merciful and forgiving
archwolf-angel Sep 2016
twinkle twinkle, my little star
hold my hand, let's run far
tell me soothing bedtime stories
embrace me through infinite mornings
archwolf-angel Sep 2016
My mind* is dangerous
Like a pit of quicksand
It takes me down to the core of the earth
Buries me alive

My mind is venomous
Like a *** of poison
It infects my thoughts with negativity
Kills me inside

My mind is crowded
Like a party full of people
They debate about everything
Submerges me in the noise

However...

My mind is safe
Like a haven of secrets
Filled with beauteous illusions
A mural covered room of my favourites

My mind is another dimension for me
Like a different world
Providing solace
A paradise with no boundaries
archwolf-angel Mar 2016
The day I chose to light that stick up
The day I chose to hold your hand

                 I fell trap to every breath I took from it
My heart fell for you

                 Many people have said its bad for you
The warnings, whispers of unsightly stories

             Some understood, its atrocious addiction
Your charms, your kind precious heart

                                             I inhaled once or twice
                                          more than I should have
A kiss or two, tender gentle skin contact

                        Its scent attracted me more every time
That cologne you use,
that shirt I love that you wear


         The contents harming me pieces by pieces,
                                                           I took no sign
Little tortures, little toleration, little lies

                               I had thoughts if I should quit,
                                      I've said it more than once
Letting go of you could send me sighs of relief

                                            But I always turn back,
                        Took another breath and another...
                                                      ­      Just one more.
Gentle holds and seductive touches, sounds of love spreading

                                  I can't stop

                                                           It's dangerous,
                                                                ­     tempting
                                     and unbelievably addictive
Keep me close

                              I've gotten used to the comfort,
                                 I've embraced every moment
Unbelievable...

  And I know it's going to be hard to move away

You are worse than...
*...nicotine
Inspired by Panic! At The Disco's 'Nicotine'.
archwolf-angel Aug 2017
the night twinkles
and his face runs in her mind
the moon watches over
as she holds him tight
archwolf-angel Jun 2016
**** the sun and bring it down
Turn the lights down low
Watch it set beyond the horizon
Let it go

Justify the night
Serenade the twinkling lights
Send kisses to the moon
Silently caress its beau

Frenzy little wings
Awaiting your cue
To rest upon promising miracles
Slow breaths under the mesmerising galaxy

Hidden in the dark
These sparkling hues
Nibbling on the silence of the night
Tasting the sweetness in this flight

Paint a masterpiece with your heart
Sketch out a moment to remember
For memories will remain here
For you to return to it any day

It flows in the blood
These memories...
You can choose...
...to stay with them *
nocturnal beings
archwolf-angel Jul 2019
I don't know if you know how it feels like
But let me tell you

It's suffocating
It's embarrassing
Like hands choking a neck
Like boots on a face

Down.

Thats all it is.

Down to nothingness.
In that moment
I am nothing
A person who is put down, will hear voices.
archwolf-angel Mar 2016
Countless memories of the abyss
My wandering soul within
So much more to look forward to
So much more to uphold

Sacrifices of secret treasures
The tenders of the heart, the living element
Gone into the depths
Lost in   the wild

Factors to losing  a precious being
They lay it in front of you
You have to be ready
Disaster is coming soon

Put the blame on me, let me apologise
Condemn me if you must
For I did not do what I should to keep you

Shut up, it's not up to you

I don't want to be ready
Leave me alone
The abyss will not disturb me, or  temper my soul
I am the hope, that I most certainly know
Don't tell me  how to live my life. Don't tell me who to love and who not to. Don't tell me what to like and what not to. Don't tell me what to accept and what not to. It's not up to you.
archwolf-angel Oct 2017
the nerves are stiffening
blood turning to stone
the mind gets duller day by day
hands frozen in ice

the nerves are stiffening*
heart turning to stone
the pain decreases day by day
tears all dried up

the nerves are stiffening
the body is becoming immuned
the mind flushes overthoughts
the heart won't want to feel
slowly
bit
by
bit
the person becomes...



...numb
.
archwolf-angel Oct 2016
So
One fine day

He told a joke
She laughed

That was how
They
Both
**Fell in love
archwolf-angel May 2016
Countless imaginations intrigued,
by words pouring truth and honesty.
The beauty in a picture painted...
Only tired yet wilful eyes will get to see...

Scars of a battle surfacing.
Like dreams clouded by storms.
Willingness to face another fight.
Only deafened yet persistent ears will listen for a new melody.

Strings of gambles played...
Blind faith committed into hapless
deals of cards.
Looking for the win amongst a sea of losses.
Only weary yet perservering hands will find the missing shards.


Obstacles portrayed,
as struggles form and hope seems to crumble.
An almost misplaced determination,
tattooed in these hands.
Only apprehensive yet courageous legs will continue to trudge forward.

The heaviest blows...
Inflicted on the frailest bodies.
Taking the brunt of such callous words.
Only the battered yet ernest mind will prevail sheer follies.

Deep laboured breaths...
Wheezing through seemingly punctured lungs.
Seeking a steady rhythm amidst internal chaos.
Only the worn yet steadfast heart will escape unscathed from bitter tongues.




rinnette
**ryn
Writing with ryn has got to be one of the most wonderful experience ever.

Stay true and happy!
Thank you ryn. =)
archwolf-angel Jan 2017
Little gossips and wayward talks
Playful antics and deepest thoughts
Vulnerable stories and caring eyes
It made up a lovely night

Laughing hysterically till the tummy aches
To camouflage all our pains
Gentle smiles who understand
Warmth in firmly held hands

Woeful ones in search of pure happiness
Clashing together to find...
A certain adrenaline
To put all sorrows...

...on pause


*so we can smile again tomorrow
archwolf-angel May 2016
Rainy days...
Calls for the fallen ones
United
They collapse into tears

Rainy days...
Makes it colder than most
Frozen
They hold themselves close

Rainy days...
Summons the darkest creatures
Heartless
They start to feed on your fears

Rainy days...*
Silences the loudest cries
Breathless
They begin to celebrate in the fire

*On rainy days
Leave the beaten aside
Allow them to crash
Promise them their space
Because once they rise from the fallen droplets
They will stay
And they will be
indestructible...
Stand up, stronger and tougher than ever.
archwolf-angel Jul 2017
He reads her like an open book
Her words clear as day
He understood every content
There was nothing she needed to say
archwolf-angel Mar 2016
Is love a lie?
What's the definition of it?
Asking myself time and time again
If it could ever be worth it

Giving your all for someone else
For the people you deem worthy
Pushing it all for the hope of a pretty memory
Is it really going to be pretty?

Tonight I douse myself in tears and lies
Yelling to myself it's all well
Tonight I continue whispering
The quiet screams of an emergency

What could ever be worth it?
Someone please show me
Whilst I try to convince that this
Will actually all be just my...
...overthinking
I'm overthinking. Am I really?
archwolf-angel Aug 2020
She looks out her bedroom window
and shuts her hazel eyes
she whispers under her timid breath
a little wish inside

He would be standing there
with that charming smile
a wave full of excitement
inviting her along

She looks out her bedroom window
and she opens her eyes slowly
"Please be there."
archwolf-angel Jul 2017
The pounding in my head
Beats a little too loudly
Unable to fall asleep
Yet so sleepy

Breathlessness
Laying in bed
It's your lullaby
That's pounding in my head
archwolf-angel Jan 2016
Simple symphonies all around
The touch of simple sighs
The hunger for affection
So deep
So painful
It hurts her on the inside

The promises
They broke
Under your own tender lips
The signs keep showing
The scars reappearing
You do nothing about it

What more can she ask?
Her desperate screams goes silent
She just needed you there
Where were your showers?
Where were your words?

The soul so gentle and warm

Catch her before she goes
You don't know a thing
Her heart is leaving you soon
Aren't you afraid of it?
Keep her closer, why don't you?

You are losing her....

....quick.
Aren't you afraid at all?
archwolf-angel May 2016
A storm or drizzles
Water from above
A series of tremors
Or soft tales of love

Share it with someone
Or have it alone
Sitting in a shelter
Or let it drench you whole

Melody of the droplets
Journey of tears
Soothing sensational beings
Lost in their fears

Hug a beloved
Lips locked in romance
Running from the shower
Or have a little race

Snooze for a bit
Tuck yourself in
Cuddle up
Snuggling in between

Have it as a friend
Or take it as a foe
There is one thing I do know
Within the cooling breeze it gives

**It's your warmth I feel most
In love with the rain.
Whether alone or with someone special.
archwolf-angel Apr 2017
They said*
To let nature take its course
But she
Did not want to sit still

They said
That what will be, will be
But she
Did not let it be

They said
Not to hurt yourself
But she
Love jumping into bottomless pits

They said
To let your heart decide
But she
Still kept choosing to do what's right


Even when all she wants to do
Is to be brave
And put up a rebellious fight
archwolf-angel Feb 2018
A heart full of emotions
A body ready for war
Found a new awakening
A new vaccine

Demonic empowering
A spirit of strength
A story to tell
Listen...

                                                 ­                              

  ... Once upon a time-
It's starting.
archwolf-angel Nov 2020
The silence of the night
So calming and soothing
The company of the moon
Magnanimously comforting

The coffee goes cold
Under the strong wind from the fan
The movie plays
As my mind gears run

Trying to read
But I can't stop thinking
Many different scenarios
Playing out in my head

My life
Flashing before my eyes
My words
Rushing into my fingertips

My identity
My person
My love

Is this me?

I hope so.
When life runs too quickly when you least expect them too,
I forget how quiet nights like these can be so calming.

Even if I can't stop thinking.
archwolf-angel Nov 2020
It's the calm after a storm
Yet afraid
Because of the breeze you are taking in
Oh so gently

It's the sigh of relief
The finger crossing
And the little wishes upon stars
That it stays this way

So that I could sail on this little boat
With this little wind
Cuddling me
archwolf-angel Nov 2020
In the inability to understand
Stands a thousand wishes
In the palms of one's hands

In the swift of fate
Stands a beautiful surprise
With no explanation

In the hands of warmth
Stands an overwhelming feeling
With emotions and smiles

In the hues of your eyes
Stands a place of comfort
With my hand in yours
Thank you for taking my hand in yours.
archwolf-angel Apr 2017
Visions reluctantly blur
But somehow absolutely clear
Like a dimmed light
Floating under a shining night
(II)
archwolf-angel Apr 2017
That hug...
And that...
...kiss

The images in the head
Flashing by rapidly, repetitively
Now it's all confused

They find their way into dreamland
My most precious memories
And I felt it..

That hug...
And that...
...kiss
(III)
archwolf-angel Jul 2016
Tie up a ribbon
Make sure it stays
Tugging it tight
Make sure it's strong and intact

******* a ribbon
Hoping it stays
Tugging it again
Strengthening its hold

******* a ribbon
But it is starting to come loose
It's untying itself
It's coming down

******* a ribbon
Made it so pretty
It looked beautiful
But it has loosen
And it is gone

Even if
I were to tie it up again


Will *you
stay?
Ribbons always untie themselves, don't they?

Inspired by B2ST's 'Ribbon'.
archwolf-angel Nov 2016
Silent and gentle
Harmless and kind
The soft-hearted of the pack

And they casually forgot
That she was still one of them
They only remembered
When she finally grew up...

...and roared with all her might.
archwolf-angel Sep 2017
Away and detached
Free with no worries
I smiled for you
But you ruined it for me
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