The Winter Jester: Favorites

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

kiss me hard
before you go,
let me know
that you'll
be back
when the
sun goes and
the moon
begins to
glow
;
please
kiss me
hard
before
you
go
.

i miss you.

#love #kiss #sad #goodbye #her #him #gone #miss

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

i'm a f r a i d

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

i'm a f r a i d

the dogs are barking even louder than before,
it seems as if though america is waging war,
everyone is locking their doors,
no one knows who to trust anymore,
i'm sitting here looking left and right,
not knowing why there are all of these fights,
it's getting harder for me to sleep at night,
my nightmares are getting worse,
this life is a curse.

i'm afraid for this generation. i'm afraid for the world. humans ruin everything.

#war #afraid #teen #young #you #me #us #humans #worried #recent

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

i [loved] you?

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

i [loved] you?

everytime i finally get over you
you always seem to crawl back
kind of like an anxiety attack
and of course
there's always this undeniable force
that draws me back to you
you then promise you'd never leave
but you know what they say
don't make promises you can't keep
i don't know why i always seem to stay
maybe it's the stars in your eyes, that i wish upon
to believe
what you
say is
true
but it never is.
all i want to do is get over you.

please, you've broken me enough. don't come back to me.

#love #first #pain #leave #hurt #crush #her #him #promise #elijah

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

it's been awhile.

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

it's been awhile.

so, hey.
it's me.
remember? the girl you left without saying goodbye or anything. i'm pretty sure you've forgotten me by now, but that's okay.
i just wanted to ask you a favour.
its not big. i promise.
but please, i'm begging.
all i ask, is that you leave my thoughts. my heart. just leave me.
please. so i can be free.

i'll love you always babe, always. but please, do this one thing for me.

#love #poetry #not #i #you #miss #sorry

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

i'm tired ;

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

i'm tired ;

i'm tired of lying,
i'm tired of sighing,
i'm tired of trying,
i give up
and i feel like i'm dying
.

i have to come to the realization that you never really cared. and meeting you was a mistake.

#love #sad #dying #her #him #trying #tired #done #they #them

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

Untitled

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

Untitled

i know you may feel a little blue sometimes,
but just remember that the sun will rise and so will you.

things are going to get better. you're going to get better. eventually. <3

#sadness #sun #happiness #rise #positivity #better #freeverse #soon #dontworry

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

i can't go on.

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

i can't go on.

i feel as if though i've been in the dark for awhile now,

and it's taking forever for the sun to rise,

i'm fighting all of these nightmares, fears, stress, and etc.

mr. sun, where are you?

i need to see you rise so i can too.

this is not a poem but i hope you enjoy/relate to this somehow.

#pain #up #imsorry #bleh #giving #worthless #freeverse

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

[ autumn/dead leaves ]

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

[ autumn/dead leaves ]

she was once filled with
life,
fruit,
purity,
strength,
confidence,
like a summer leaf.

but

then autumn came, and storms began to come and form into her mind,
the nights became colder,
just like her heart.
and just like that,
she lost everything,
and slowly fell unto the ground
to join the rest of the dead.

"she used to be unique and happy, until reality came along; ruining everything."

#pain #sadness #teen #happiness #hurt #her #him #adult #sui

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

to: him

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

to: him

you don't visit me in my dreams anymore, and i miss you now
more than i ever have before.

part of me wants you back, and the other wants you gone. i miss you.

#love #sad #teen #dreams #night #young #sleepy #e

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

metamorphic/shining diamond

Sep 2016 The Winter Jester

m i a

metamorphic/shining diamond

i remember
being pure and free
but it all stopped eventually
and slowly
,
society
reality
parents
teachers
peers
and more things begin to pressure me
,
but i guess
i should be thankful
for these things have
greatly changed me,
to the beautiful diamond i've
come to be.

i still don't know if they changed me in a good way or a bad way.

#pain #society #science #hear #change #human #pressure #metamorphic