I'm in so much f.cking pain
Depression running through my veins
I wish I could fly so high
And then just let myself fall and die

I wish I was different
Not so many imperfections
I wish I could open my mouth and scream
All this dying dreams
Is it all in my mind
Is it just me
Or is it mankind?

What the f.ck is going on
I'm trying to stay strong
But I'm always wrong
Now my soul is gone

Tired
Fu....d up
Dead inside.

Like a metal to a magnet you pull me in
So Different like Fire and Ice
We found a way for our lives to intertwine.
We had nothing in common but the sky.
So we counted the stars in each other's eyes.
As darkness fall our bodies became tangled.
Not shutting an eye
In the sheets we lie till the morning came inside.
Your were only teasing my body
But touching my soul.

I know im not perfect
and I know your not perfect
I wont lie your on the plus size
I wont lie im more on the stubborn side
but that never change the sparkle in our eyes
I wont lie you hurt me deep sometimes
I wont lie I hurt you sometimes
but our love healed in a record time

I wont lie we almost never fight
I wont lie we Fit just right
I wont lie I Love you more than I could ever promise
I wont lie your the best thing in my life
I wont lie you love me more than anyone else

I wont lie
I don't deserve you.

I LOVE YOU -L

Guys are good
BUT
GIRLS way better
Lovers

Your sitting next to me
So innocent
Not in my head
Your already in my bed
Our clothes scattered all over the floor

I bite my lips on the thought
You noticed
And gave me your bedroom eyes

And I knew we both were,
having an affair in our heads.

I know I'm not as strong as I pretend to be.
I though I was before u walked across.
My knees gone weak I fell hard.
Over and over everyday for u my love.
My love grew like a fire being fed with gasoline Uncontrollable it spread to every piece of me.
U gave me a burning desire to be with u.
Everyday I fought against your walls.
But u opened a door trusted me with the key.
The world outside don't want us side by side but darling they can try. The world outside don't matter. I already found my world in one girl, I now can call my own.

Roses are blue voilets are red, my words get messed up when your in my head.

She asked me
why did you fall for me
Its not like im a beauty queen
and look what I wear
My hairs a mess
There are ather girls who would be better for you
I smiled and said
That's way I love you
You don't see how beautifull you are
so you don't show it off or think your better
You don't care what people think about what you wear
or how your hair looks
And there no one else I rather fall for
Becouse you may see yourself as a 6
But I see you as a
Amazing 10

Love isint blind..
Love just ignore the fualts..
Until the faults cover the whole page.

Some will love you for who you were.
Some will believe they can erase the ink.

But most will leave and find a blank page ,rewrite their story.

But no one seems knows they could just turn the page. Because thats just a chapter of their life.

And most pages are emty waiting for you to change the story's end..

The refreshing breath of spring remains with me,i shall collect the flowers and sit by the rivers. Climb the mountains and explore the valleys.
I will chase the butterflies and the rainbows. Listen to the bird songs and follow my heart into summer.

And when the first leaves fall, i know the time has come to start letting go. Becuase searching flowers, rivers, rainbows and butterflies in the winter months i will just catch a cold.

And with you when things are good their great but then everything good has an experation date

I have learned to enjoy the butterflies and the rainbow when the breath of pring is here, but when the last leave fall i will also accept the cold of the winter air.
When im inside my home

I can find myself again.

Soft whispers of love.
Hints of unsure desire sparked on.
Shiny Stars that float on the dark salty sky.          
The moon image shattered into a million pieces
The darkness covered by dull candle light
Two people joined
With unbearable lust
Made the moment
Unforgettable by time
Their two heart synchronize
On a swift speed
Their bodies rising the heat
Muscles tightening
Breath galloping through the night
Time passed Slowly for them who takes their time
They enjoyed multiple times the hours that went by
Essence of love was there all along
Two girls cuddling for the rest of that night
Distracted by the beauty they found
They could not stop starring at each other's eyes.
Knowing that the night was.
never to be mentioned again by the two best friend.
But to be secretly enjoyed inside.

I want more than just holding your hand..
Can't you see in my eyes
A flame that desires.

My heart burns to touch your lips. Fore they are the filter of your thoughts.
And if I touch them they might give in.
Allowing me to get a glimpse
Of what you really think of me.

And if they won't speak
I would kiss them
Allowing them to express themself in movement .  
Then I would tell if they meant to kiss me as well.

And if they won't kiss me.
I would share the silence.
And glare into those eyes
For they are like a mirror to mine
That same flame of forbidden desire burn in every pixel of that ice blue eyes.

Can't you see our friendship can be much more than it already is.