My love
Do you want to rip me apart
Just to prove
That I have
A heart

Tear me to shreds
To a single thread
To to see one
Tear across my cheek

Take your nails
Dig them into my chest
I wont protest

Take what ever you left

Nothing hurts more
Than being a casualty in a war
You weren't even fighting.

Sould I scream
Sould I plead
Sould I bleed
Sould I just watch my world get taken from me.

I wish I could fight
I have the sword
I have the armour
I'm ready to strike
But I had to stand down
Put away my helm
And Walk away

Because I cant win you
With fighting you
No matter what I do
I'll loose you

I will forever ponder
In this war I wonder
Were you victorious
Or
Were you deafeted

Was my sacrifice
Justified

I'm in so much f.cking pain
Depression running through my veins
I wish I could fly so high
And then just let myself fall and die

I wish I was different
Not so many imperfections
I wish I could open my mouth and scream
All this dying dreams
Is it all in my mind
Is it just me
Or is it mankind?

What the f.ck is going on
I'm trying to stay strong
But I'm always wrong
Now my soul is gone

Tired
Fu....d up
Dead inside.

Like a metal to a magnet you pull me in
So Different like Fire and Ice
We found a way for our lives to intertwine.
We had nothing in common but the sky.
So we counted the stars in each other's eyes.
As darkness fall our bodies became tangled.
Not shutting an eye
In the sheets we lie till the morning came inside.
Your were only teasing my body
But touching my soul.

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I see the pain
I see the anger
I see every day
You are slowly fading away
Please tell me
Who is to blame

My greatest gift
My biggest burden
I can see
All the emotion
You try to hide
In Every hopeless smile

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Is there any tear I can dry
I see you are hurt
Can you please tell me
Why

I know im not perfect
and I know your not perfect
I wont lie your on the plus size
I wont lie im more on the stubborn side
but that never change the sparkle in our eyes
I wont lie you hurt me deep sometimes
I wont lie I hurt you sometimes
but our love healed in a record time

I wont lie we almost never fight
I wont lie we Fit just right
I wont lie I Love you more than I could ever promise
I wont lie your the best thing in my life
I wont lie you love me more than anyone else

I wont lie
I don't deserve you.

I LOVE YOU -L

Like the saying goes
No mountain to high
No valley too low
I'll even walk through the snow
Toward you

But it seems like I lost you
I don't know the road.
I'd would walk through hell
But on my way to you.
I forgot the way to you

Can you come and get me.
Just show me the first brick.
On this path back to you
Send me a post card with a clue.
A bird that has view of you.

But for now I dont know who is lost.
Me or you

Your sitting next to me
So innocent
Not in my head
Your already in my bed
Our clothes scattered all over the floor

I bite my lips on the thought
You noticed
And gave me your bedroom eyes

And I knew we both were,
having an affair in our heads.

I know I'm not as strong as I pretend to be.
I though I was before u walked across.
My knees gone weak I fell hard.
Over and over everyday for u my love.
My love grew like a fire being fed with gasoline Uncontrollable it spread to every piece of me.
U gave me a burning desire to be with u.
Everyday I fought against your walls.
But u opened a door trusted me with the key.
The world outside don't want us side by side but darling they can try. The world outside don't matter. I already found my world in one girl, I now can call my own.

Sometimes between these line
I realized I'll be fine

My heart of stone and bone
Is strong but it is a show piece
For everyone else but to me
Carved masterfully
By poeple all to dear to me
Their touch not so delicate you see

My heart of stone
Stops me from feeling alone

But in these line I can be fine
In these lines I can be broken
In these lines I can roam
All that
To my heart is unknown
In these line my heart can unpack
Leave all my feeling on a clear track

So let me write peacefully
All the words I dont know how to speak
Beautifully
In these pages they just come to me
My feeling most clear to me
Finally I can see on black and white
What has been on my mind

Let me write in secretly
About all the feeling you never wanted for me
For these few words written
Show maybe it is still beating
Maybe one day
It will be safe
To start speaking
And the stone
Might just start cracking

Roses are blue voilets are red, my words get messed up when your in my head.

She asked me
why did you fall for me
Its not like im a beauty queen
and look what I wear
My hairs a mess
There are ather girls who would be better for you
I smiled and said
That's way I love you
You don't see how beautifull you are
so you don't show it off or think your better
You don't care what people think about what you wear
or how your hair looks
And there no one else I rather fall for
Becouse you may see yourself as a 6
But I see you as a
Amazing 10

Love isint blind..
Love just ignore the fualts..
Until the faults cover the whole page.

Some will love you for who you were.
Some will believe they can erase the ink.

But most will leave and find a blank page ,rewrite their story.

But no one seems knows they could just turn the page. Because thats just a chapter of their life.

And most pages are emty waiting for you to change the story's end..

Soft whispers of love.
Hints of unsure desire sparked on.
Shiny Stars that float on the dark salty sky.          
The moon image shattered into a million pieces
The darkness covered by dull candle light
Two people joined
With unbearable lust
Made the moment
Unforgettable by time
Their two heart synchronize
On a swift speed
Their bodies rising the heat
Muscles tightening
Breath galloping through the night
Time passed Slowly for them who takes their time
They enjoyed multiple times the hours that went by
Essence of love was there all along
Two girls cuddling for the rest of that night
Distracted by the beauty they found
They could not stop starring at each other's eyes.
Knowing that the night was.
never to be mentioned again by the two best friend.
But to be secretly enjoyed inside.

She wants to leave
She wants to stay
It hard to say
One foot out the door
One foot on our floor

And It's hard to see
I feel powerless to say the least
I wont put her on a leash

I dont know what is
Or what isn't on her mind

I'll sit quietly
And look on hopelessly
I'll bite my tongue
I'll hold back my reaching arm

She wants to leave
She wants to stay
But my door will stay open
For either way

What if
Is a dangerous phrase

What if you
What if me
What if WE
What if there was a world
Where my What ifs were meant to be

I want more than just holding your hand..
Can't you see in my eyes
A flame that desires.

My heart burns to touch your lips. Fore they are the filter of your thoughts.
And if I touch them they might give in.
Allowing me to get a glimpse
Of what you really think of me.

And if they won't speak
I would kiss them
Allowing them to express themself in movement .  
Then I would tell if they meant to kiss me as well.

And if they won't kiss me.
I would share the silence.
And glare into those eyes
For they are like a mirror to mine
That same flame of forbidden desire burn in every pixel of that ice blue eyes.

Can't you see our friendship can be much more than it already is.