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Nie Mar 2021
I’m functioning of 2 hours of sleep because I was up until 3 doing the assignments that were ‘easy’ -every teacher said

I have no idea what I’m going to do after school but hey, don’t worry about me
I know how to solve ‘X’

‘You can have fun in the weekend’-they said
But don’t forget
Make the assignments and study all the things you get through the internet

Don’t worry the exams aren’t going to be ‘that hard’
Just make sure to study 10 weeks beforehand

Memorize at first sight and don’t forget
You can also just study a dozen hours
Because who cares about mental health?

A man said
Wait you’re 18, that’s cool
What did you do to celebrate?
Oh, there’s a pandemic going on and you can’t see anybody’s full face?
I mean be happy you aren’t growing up the at the time I was your age.

A woman said
School is going to close for 2 weeks
It’s only temporary don’t get attached
4 months later I graduated through the internet
But hey I’m one of the lucky ones
An extra year of high school now really doesn’t sound that bad.
for any confusion- I graduated high school but took a speciality course which cause me to actually stay an extra year longer in high school haha
Nie Mar 2019
Act like you care.
Nie Jan 2019
it was your birthday
you didn’t care much about it
but the moment i knew
i was counting down the days
i made you something
i couldn’t wait for you to see it
i had to held myself back with some stuff
i wanted to end every sentence with : i love you
but i couldn’t
i couldn’t do that to our friendship
but i do
i do love you.
Nie Apr 2019
This may be a sad chapter
But
You are not a sad story.
Nie Mar 2019
Getting bored of everything lately.
Nie Feb 2019
So busy i forget what i feel.
Nie Feb 2019
what i would give to go back in time,
and tell you what i feel when i had the chance.
Nie Apr 2019
Everyone and everything is changing around me.
And not one of it is a good change.
Nie Jan 2019
our worlds collided at the most random time
i didn't expect someone coming into my life
and claiming this huge part of it
but you did
even without knowing
maybe you still don't
Nie Jul 2019
don't fall in love with the first person that gives you a little bit of attention.
Nie Feb 2019
My dreams are better then reality.
Nie Feb 2019
wishing your dreams to become reality is also wishing your nightmares to become reality.
end
Nie Feb 2019
end
why do i keep telling myself
that someday we will end up together
without me or you even doing effort right now
Nie Jan 2019
find yourself someone
who makes you feel special
the feeling that you are living in an endless summer
the best summer of your life
someone to love
Nie Apr 2019
Mostly living in my fantasy.
Nie Apr 2019
Sometimes feelings stay,
even when we beg them to leave
Nie May 2019
I’m trying my hardest to not act how i feel
Nie Feb 2019
when i see you my heart skips a beat.
maybe two.
maybe three.
who knows
maybe i'll even have a heart attack.
but i will have no problem with that
because i get what i want.
i get that 0,001 second that you look into my eyes.
and for that i'll give up everything.
Nie Feb 2019
home is wherever i am with you.
Nie Feb 2019
be who you needed
when you were younger
Nie May 2019
Can time stop for a while?
Something feels wrong.
Your lies keep echoing and i can’t move on.
I tried to fake a smile and act like i’m staying strong.
But now i dont know who i am anymore
How come you look like you’re doing fine
I dont know what to do without you
You said you’d wipe my teats if i ever cried.
You left me memories that are so blue
Every season there’s people changing , but im still the same stuck in this frame
How can everything weel excrutiating
I dont know what to do without you.
Nie Feb 2019
How is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time.
Nie Feb 2019
i lost you
why did i think that i could still have you
we weren't made for each other
but i liked to think we had a chance
a chance to stay with each other
that someday we will get back together
now you moved on
and im standing here on my own
i lost you
Nie Mar 2019
Love is You.
Nie Apr 2019
I just miss how things used to be.
Nie Apr 2019
I wish i was kissing you instead of
Missing you.
Nie Feb 2019
maybe we aren't meant to be.
Nie Feb 2019
Its alright to not feel Fine.
Nie May 2019
You can never be just friends with someone you’re madly in love with.
Nie Jan 2019
if you wake up
and the first thing in your mind is
i don't want to wake up
stay
think about what you wanna do
and do what you wanna do
we shouldn't be driven by responsibilities
we should be driven by love, excitement, creativity,...
don't be grey
Nie Jan 2019
Everything is temporary
Nie Feb 2019
Love is that drug
i  heard of it
And what it can do to you
But
Never tried it
And scared for the side effects of it.
Nie Jan 2019
i see someone
she looks like me in a way
but she also looks like someone
that i don't know
she is the shell of me
the cover up
the part that everyone sees
but they don't see me
who i am
inside
Nie Apr 2019
I was missing you before we even met.
Nie Jan 2019
you can do everything great but if you fail one test
your score goes down
and it'll be hard to get it back up
love is the same
you can have an awesome relationship
but the moment you **** up
thats the moment its not the same anymore
and it will take time to get it back to how it was
Nie Feb 2019
why don't you notice me
like the way i notice you
Nie Mar 2019
When you dont feel okay
Just know
I feel the same.
Nie Apr 2019
not sure what i feel or if i even feel anything at all.
Nie Feb 2019
i can't wait to be your number one.
Nie Jan 2019
i could stub my toe
i could pour lemon juice in my wounds
i could get paper cuts all over my body
and still
nothing could compare to the pain i feel
the pain that you made me feel
now that you aren't here.
Nie Jan 2019
i don’t want this
i don’t want to doubt every decision i make
i just wanna be certain all the time
i don’t wanna ask all this advice
i need to learn how to live my life on my own
forget the safety pin
and just fire me into life .
Nie Jan 2019
you and only you can appreciate yourself the way you want it without asking for something in return.
Nie Apr 2019
Every word has a meaning
But every silence has one too.
Nie Feb 2019
i feel like i have an axe above my head.
mental
Nie Jan 2019
you make me smile.
it makes me smile when you put the ugliest beanie on to cover up your messy hair.
it makes me smile that you feel insecure about yourself when i know that you don’t have to feel insecure, cause you are perfect.
it makes me smile the way you have this accent when you talk and when you try your best to not let it show that you have one.
it makes me smile the way that you talk to her, because i’m imagining that one day you will talk to me like that.
it makes me sad that you don’t talk to me like that.
it makes me sad that you think your accent isn’t perfect.
it makes me sad that you think you aren’t perfect when you clearly are.
and it makes me sad that you think you need to cover up a part of your body because you think it isn’t good enough
but whatever you do, you makes me smile.
Nie Feb 2019
its true
I text you when im bored
I call you when im bored
I ask to hang out with you when im bored
I miss you when im bored
I think about you when im bored

But i don't need to be bored to do all of this

I just wanna text you all the time
I just wanna call you all the time
I wanna ask you to hang out all the time
I miss you all the time
And thats the truth.
Nie Feb 2019
you can't heal in the same environment that made you sick.
Nie Jan 2019
when two halves collide
they will become one
one stronger form of themself
but don't make mistakes
one can only break easy
and become two halves again
then the question is
is the connection strong enough
to bring them back together
Nie Feb 2019
im wasting my life on pointless things.
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