You wet my eyes
But i dont care

I gave you my time
I gave you my love
I gave you my mind

But what did you give me?

i fall asleep in my bed
even after the entire day
i still have you in my head
i wake up in the morning
dreamed about you
trust me nothing boring
i see you
i don't wanna look you in the eyes
scared to show the truth after all these lies
i always told myself i only see you as a friend
what do i do now
cause now i see you with me at my end

why

why do i make plans
and wait for my friends to cancel
why do i expect them to cancel
why do i hope that they cancel
why don't i wanna wake up
why do i wanna stay in my bed all day
why does time pass by so slowly
why do i feel so tired all the time

why why why why

why do i have so many questions about life
why can't i just live my life
why do i cry so easily
why are my friends still friends with me

why why why why

awake at 5AM
with you and only you
on my mind

I only write when i am falling in love,
Or falling apart.