oh darling,
even if you rate yourself as
6 out of 10
i will still love you,
10 out of 6

Beat me up

until my skin turns blue

Slice me up

until my blood dries out

Choke me hard

until my throat can't shout

End my life

so i can meet with my lover...

im coming darlin

There's a Song I Keep Singing In My Head
A song that I once Wrote While Lying in My Bed
A Song That I Want To Sing Out Loud
But It's Never Meant for an Entire Crowd

A Song That Its Intent is To Reach You
A Song That I made Just For You
A Song That Shouts I LIKE YOU
A Song That Was Made Pure And True

But Whenever I see You Around
This Song I Made Won't Convert Into Sound
My Throat Went Dry My Voice Can't Be Found
Now What Should I Do? I think While Looking Down

Now This Song Is Always Stuck In My Head
A Song That I Once Wrote Under The Night Sky's Bed
Somewhere Soon My Song Would Turn into Sound.
This Song Of Mine Where My Feelings Can Be Found

But Today is Not The Day To Sing The Song In My Head.
I Decide Not To Sing.
But Started Humming Instead.

I don't care about what will happen tomorrow.

But I regret

What didn't happen yesterday.

Every night i count the stars
Sitting on the grass,
Looking from a far.
Every night I wish
To capture all the stars
To juggle them in my hands
And put them in a jar.
But i believe.
If i do that...
The sky will be losing its light
The sky will be blank every night.
Every time i think of it
It feels not right
To be selfish and greedy
For taking all the starlight
But your smile keeps on barging in my mind
The memory of you being happy
While watching the stars dance in the sky
Suddenly i feel loneliness
Knowing i will no longer see your smile
"Please give the stars to me"
That's what you said
Before you
Die

i told you before
that i will go through the storm
because i know you're inside
you're creating this storm tonight

the rain is your tears
the wind is your wail
the dark sky's your emotion
and your anger is the hail

the wind is saying to stay back
but i forced my legs to march on
splinters of wood are penetrating my skin
but i braced myself to hold on

i can see you now
you're the eye of the storm
you smile as i arrive
but there's a man inside

the storm calmed
as you rest your head on his chest
that smile wasn't intended for me after all
and then something from my eye fall

i step back
and turn around
my face is wet again
and it's not the storm's fault

i'm lying down
on a bed of white roses
just to make it red

hey, hey
you know what?
i really love your eyes
the way how it stares...




to the guy behind me

the fact that
i won't ever commit suicide
doesn't mean
that
i
.
don't
.
want
.
to
.
die

We crossed the pedestrian Lane
Our Lives got Entangled
I Noticed a Red String Appeared
And Our Hearts were slowly Shackled

Don't Die Yet
Don't Die Yet  
These words repeating in my head

Don't Die Yet  
Don't Die Yet  
That's what I Said Before Your Last Breathe

Don't Die Yet  
Don't Die Yet  
I kept on whispering as I Pull my Knife from Your Head

Don't Die Yet!


I Sigh.  


This is Boring.  


You're DEAD?

I Chase a Rat  
I want It Dead

I Didn't catch it
It went under my bed

BUT I WANT IT DEAD! DEAD! DEAD! DEAD!

Then I saw you walking
Wearing RED

I Stand and Turn
Without a Feeling of Dread

I Stare You In The Eyes
"Shall I **** You Instead?"

Let's Follow The Rabbit
Who Worries That He's Late
Down To The Rabbit Hole
Where We Will Change Our Fate

Let's Forget The World
That Once We Were On
And Start A New Life
In This New Place
That Is Far Beyond.

Where Apples Are Poisonous
And Mermaids Are Real
Where Shoes are Made Of Diamonds
Crystal Clear

Where Kisses Are Antidotes
And Dusts Makes You Float
Where You Can Only Have 3 Wishes From A Lamp
And A Goose That Lays Gold

Where Step Mothers Are Evil
And Dwarves Are Good
Where Dragons Exist
So Does Magical Food

Different Kingdoms
Different Story
We Can Create Our Own Adventures
Don't You Worry

Together We Will Create
Our "Happily Ever After"
Together We Will Perform Mischiefs
And Laugh Hard Together

I Offered My Hand To You
Hoping You Will Grab It Too
"Let's Go To The Rabbit Hole Together"
That's What I Said To You

But Suddenly You Chose
Not To Go With Me
Down To The Rabbit Hole
In A Place Full Of Fantasy

You Smiled at Me
And You Told Me "I'm Sorry"
You Ran Away
And Left Me Completely

I Dreamed A
"Happily Ever After" With You
And Then I Realized
There Wasn't Even An "Once Upon a Time"
To Begin With.