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Aug 2020 · 322
The Only You, You Are
Because true love is what you are,
And I wish its what you'd see.
You should know exactly who you are.
And it's everything to me.

It doesn't have to be so hard...
Please don't make yourself bleed.
You're the only YOU, you are...
And that's everything to me.
Really been writingnsome heart fueled emotion driven shorts. I really hope you guys enjoy these mini-poems of mines, I'm having some nice therapeutic fun writing them
Aug 2020 · 732
Deserved
I've been staying up at night,
Burning the midnight oil.
Thinking about our fights and something didn't feel right...
I don't deserve you...
I do not deserve you in the ways that you treat me.

I know that I was wrong,
and you always played along.
Even when I had hurt you, you still loved me,
we looked like fools.
I don't deserve you...
I do not deserve you in the ways that you treat me.
A rough blurb of inspiration. Haven't written in a while. I hope it is something you all can enjoy
Jun 2019 · 316
Stored Battles
All I could feel was red,
from the trees
that had roared
like flaming manticores,
                                                     ­ to the sky
                                     who had bled
                                                      its final dawn..


The veins in my head cut sharp corners
through my temples,
trying to break free from the prison
of my mind.
Steam emits itself
from my ears.
The amber tea was ready.
Lava erupted
from my face
and through my head.
I felt it ooze
                                    through my eyes
                    through my ears
                   Even through the corners of my mouth.


My demons stayed dormant
no longer.
My fist shook holding them,
my mouth relentlessly
sewn shut..
I bottled them like genies
and stored them
in a cellar.
                                                         Hot-blooded merlot
              and Foam-at-the-mouth pinot.
Dec 2018 · 315
Replacement
All i needed was a moment.
To keep myself in check.
Not end up like the rest.
A mess.
You couldn't give me a moment.
Cuz you were feeling down,
When i wasn't around
Can't you see.

That it isn't just you.
I've too been feelin blue.
But you didn't have a clue.
You were so focused on yourself.
Didn't know i needed help.
But its too late for me now
Shouldn't have stuck around,
Not stuck around for you.

You knew that I knew,
Something between us wasn't right.
Just a wick to a flame.
Burn bright till there is no more light.

It is too late for me now.
I hope you're finally feeling proud.
That I'm six feet in the ground.
I know your hearts probably in pain.
Watch all of it go away.
When you find you a new main.


You'll just find you a new main.
Going through some things. Haven't written in quite some time. I hope you enjoy it.
Oct 2018 · 353
Something About You
I saw your eyes, from across the room.
You felt my gaze, take control of you.
If this ain't something, what does it mean?
It can't be nothing, it ain't a dream.
I need you closer, closer to me.
Don't know where to start.
But we can't be apart.

There was something, something, something, something about you

Was it that sparkle in my eye
That attracted you to me
The lust in your voice
That made my heart bleed

There was something, something, something, something about you

Distance yourself, from confusion.
What we just had, was no delusion.
It can't be nothing, you felt it to.
If this ain't something, what do I do?
You want me closer, closer to you.
Don't know where to start.
But we can't be apart.

There was something, something, something, something about you

Was it that sparkle in my eye
That attracted you to me
The lust in your voice
That made my heart bleed

There was something, something, something, something about you
About my first love and how it felt to fall in love for the first time
Oct 2018 · 365
Devil's Got My Strings
Been feeling kind of lonely.
As these days go by.
Been trapped in my feelings.
Heart's locked behind my mind.
Can you see the shadows?
Carressing my skin.
I see the fire rising.
And the clouds rolling in.

I'm just a pawn.
But honestly thats just fine.
I lost myself.
Somewhere along the line.
I tried to go back.
To right my wrongs.
I tried to go back.
But the pains too strong.

Why do I have to endure it?
Why do I have to burden it?
The devil's got my strings.
Why won't this pain just go?
My life is not my own...
The devil's got my strings.
One of the darkest things I've probably ever written. I hope you all enjoy it! (: im experimenting different kinds of things! Please let me know your thoughts
Aug 2018 · 13.0k
Heartbreaker
Is it wrong for me to hate you?
Its so hard not to love you.
Everytime I try to move on with my life..
You just have to go and make things all right.
Just know I don't need you.
Do note how bad I want you.
Because when I'm gone.
Thats the end of our song.

Is it wrong for me to say this?
Why is it so hard to move on?
If I  said none of this.
Would you still play along?
As if we're still in love.
Like we never even stopped.
Maybe I should've stop.
Forget what I said, its dropped.

There is something that we love about us.
Its a shame that we both mask it with lust.
Guess we were never meant to be.
That future will stay a mystery.

I remember how we were.
Just years ago.
The world was our own.
And i held you so high.
Stars in your eyes.
How I fantasized.
Until you ****** it up for us.
So now, I'm gone.
Can't take this pain no more.
So tonight I'll give my loving.
But tomorrow I leave with yours.

Is it wrong for me to say this?
Why is it so hard to move on?
If I had not said any of this.
Would you still play along?
As if we're still in love.
Like we never even stopped.
Maybe I should stop.
Forget what I said, its dropped.

There is something that we love about us.
Its a shame that we both mask it with lust.
Guess we were never meant to be.
That future will stay a mystery.
I feel really good about this one! haven't written in months...enjoy all! Thoughts opinions?!?! Im just hoping no one forgot About me. I fell into a bad state of depression but it inspired me to write through my struggles and aftef waiting so long to write something i finally found enough courage to do just that. Thank you all again.
Jul 2018 · 325
Regrettable
I'll let you tell me things that hurt me, but I have to.
Its cuz part of me's in love with you.
In these days, I find it harder for me to want to know who you are.
Though its been months since I've known you, do you really know me?
Oh how I wish our friendship was a dream.
Since its not, I have to wake up, every morning, with these tears polluting my eyes.

Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.

That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I can feel it in my bones now.
Trying to fight the urge to reveal it all.
They all can see it on my face now.
Somehow you're still oblivious.
I don't want to stop talking.
But I do want to stop hurting.
I just don't know what to do.
Even though you ******* hurt me.
That wont stop me from wanting,
The pity hours I get from you.

Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.

That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
I know you too much.
Do you really know me?
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
When will it all stop.
I dont want to fall for you anymore.

But my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.
Hey everyone! So sorry I have been gone for so long. I've been battling some really bad depression but I'm feeling a lot better now (: please enjoy this piece.
Apr 2018 · 330
Set in stone
I bet you thought that you finally had me out now.
I don't mean to be a mystery.
Cuz even half the time I question myself and even who I've become.
I hope you're not trying to find some love in me.
Cuz all you'll see is a heart emptied.
Though I said its a waste of time.
You still try to find a new way to prove me wrong.

Because you think I have something to hide.
You really think Im holding myself back.
And yet you tried to project yourself on me.
I projected myself right back.
Yet somehow you haven't given me up.
Hate to admit, I like that fire in you.
But it's too late. I have already made up my mind.
And theres no going back now.

Now its set in stone.
And your on your own.
You tried to move yourself in my heart only to realize it is not your home.

Why you look so **** defeated now?
Had a plan and I guess it didn't work out?
Ain't no reason to feel defeated now.
You won't give up without a doubt.
And so you may be curious.
How exactly do i know this?
Well sorry but I've seen your kind before.
The ones always pursuing.
For the ones immune to wooing.
Sorry but I've read this book before.

And yet you think I have something to hide.
You really think Im holding myself back.
And yet you tried to project yourself on me.
I projected myself right back.
Yet somehow you haven't given me up.
Hate to admit, I like that fire in you.
But it's too late. I have already made up my mind.
And theres no going back now.

Now its set in stone.
And your on your own.
You tried to move yourself in my heart only to realize it is not your home.
Now its set in stone.
And we've crossed the line.
It hurts to see how hard you tried only to realize that you lost at the line.

Yet this hurts me, more than it hurts you.
But I'd be lying, if I said I love you.
I hate to see you lose, i hate to watch you lose
Yet this hurts me, more than it hurts you.
But I'd be lying, if I said I love you.
You keep trying so hard, to win my emptied heart.

Now its set in stone.
And your on your own.
You tried to move yourself in my heart only to realize it is not your home.
Now its set in stone.
And we've crossed the line.
It hurts to see how hard you tried only to realize that you lost at the line.
Another lyrical poem. Inspired by past events with that same dark undertone im apparently loved for lol please enjoy.
Apr 2018 · 471
When the day is done
Thought I told you we were done and I don't need you.
But here you are in my bedroom.
I tried to push you out but yet you always seem to find a new way in.
You won't give up cuz you know you have control over me.
I have no shame though honestly.
I'll let you take control of anything, I say and anything that I happen to do.

Cuz in the end you seem to disappear.
Is it the fear of loving me?
Do you like to fall in lust when there's no love to be found?
Im curious to see where things are going.
I really wish that you could stick around.
Cuz i know, that when you are ready again. you wont hesitate to let me know.

When the day is done, and you're on your own.
You want to see me again and your heart screams yes, but your body says no.


You just can't resist the urge now.
You had a taste and now your craving for it all the time.
And I can see it on your face now.
Trying to avert your gaze away.
You say that you can't love me, you say you'll never want me.
But your eyes play my favorite kind of song.
All you really want is loving, all you say you want is nothing.
So please don't treat your fantasies so wrong.

Cuz in the end you seem to disappear.
Is it the fear of loving me?
Do you like to just fall in lust when there's no love to be found?
Im curious to see where things are going.
I really wish that you could stick around.
Cuz i know when you're ready again.
you wont hesitate to let me know.

When the day is done, and you're on your own.
You want to see me again, and your heart says yes, but your body says no.
When the day is done, and your in the night.
You cry yourself to sleep allowing your precious soul to take its first flight.

You said you hate me, but you want me.
Now you love me, but you hate me.
Its okay I understand.
What you are going through.
You said you hate me, but you want me.
Now you love me, but you hate me.
You have been hurt so much.
I have never hurt you.

When the day is done, and you're on your own.
You want to see me again, and your heart says yes, but your body says no.
When the day is done, and your in the night.
You cry yourself to sleep allowing your precious soul to take its first flight.
New part of ny life, new kind of flow. Please let me know what you think. Definitely more lyrical than i thought lol
Apr 2018 · 324
The Line
What makes you think I like to fight?
Oh yes I love to waste my life.
You can't leave well enough alone.
The two of us create war zones.

My line, your line, the line.
We have crossed it. We have lost it.
Your line, my line, the line.
We just passed it. No point in backing.
If hell on earth were near.
It'd run away in fear.
The line, the line, the line.
We just crossed it. We have passed it.

////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

I never really felt so...unusual with you before.
Even though I say I hate you...i could use your arguments some more and more its that rage I adore.
In your eyes.
I see the fire slowly burning.
And those souls slowly roasting.
Now my heart is quickly beating.
Is this terror?
Or anticipation?
This feeling I'll never lose.
It's something about you.
You hate what we've become.
Sorry whats done is done.
A new style im trying out please let me know what you all think (:
Mar 2018 · 531
Rememberance
I remember this moment as if it were just years ago.
Felt this feeling before, guess my lifes been put on hold.
I sensed the fear in my heart.
Been too scared to rip apart.
The negativity attached to me. (Its all I know)
Its been exactly three 3 years since I've walked this path.
And now I realize there's no turning back...no turning back.
Just know that I realize
I know whats on the line.
I just gotta remember to remind myself

You just want to be dependable.
No you don't want to be dispensable.
You're much older now.
You're much wiser now.

There are certain things that I've come to understand.
The expectations I had for myself didn't go as planned.
I tried to mask all the pain.
Of my failure of a life.
Just to see that that ain't right.
But in moments like this, i ask myself.
Is this really the road you wanna go? Hell no.
But just know, that I realize now.
I know whats on the line.
I just gotta remember to remind myself.

You just want to be dependable.
No you don't want to be dispensable.
You're much older now.
You're much wiser now.
You don't want to be emotional.
No you don't want to be disposable.
You're so much older now.
You're so much wiser now.
Sorry I have been gone for so long! I hope you all enjoy this piece. I recently lost a poetry contest and it hurt my confidence and self esteem....I just hope I still am as talented.
Feb 2018 · 239
Wicked
I knew, i should have known from the start.
Made a fool out of me, but I gave you my heart.
Im glad you just tore our love apart.
Im glad I'm free from being trapped in the dark.

Oh so you played me?
How ignorant, baby.
You said you loved me.
You said I would be the only one you needed.
But you ****** with my head it was you that i needed.

You led me on so cold.

I know that you played me.
How ignorant, baby.
You said you loved me.
Now im begging you please.
Broke our love and wasted it.
How did it feel when you sat there and tasted it?

I knew, i should have known from the start.
Made a fool out of me, but I gave you my heart.
Im glad you just tore our love apart.
Im glad I'm free from being trapped so long in the dark.
Feb 2018 · 228
Someone Else
Making me feel like everything was okay.
Now i see that ain't the truth, cuz nothing is the same.
Falling in again falling out again, falling in love with you.
What did i say? What did i say?
Everything is different now from where it once was.
Everything done changed on me, it wasn't really love.
Im Feeling like, you're feeling like, I'm feeling betrayed.
What did I say? What did i say?

How bout you just say the truth.
Look me in the eyes and tell me its all true.
How bout you just let me know now.
Just go on and say it now, say it now.

You never even let me love you.
Cuz there was someone else.
There's always someone else.
And its ******* with my health.

Is this is the hand that I've been dealt.
You never let me touch you.
Cuz I was someone else.
Someone else who tried to love you.

Im never that someone else.
Jan 2018 · 655
Domestic
If what we had was real, why does it feel so wrong?

You never noticed me, until I decided to play along.

But then you got too rough, I had to push you away.

But my heart you had took, now I'm doomed to stay.

Everyone around me wanted you, but you chose me.

Now I'm asking myself what did you see...in me?

Looking back, I wasn't interesting, not in the least.

But I guess I had to intrigue your interests at least.

But you pulled me into depression.

With your streaks of aggression.

But I didn't learn my lesson.

Now im covered in suppression.

Anything I say, and anything I do.

Could be the end of me...

but not the end of you.

If what we had was real, why does it feel so wrong?

You never noticed me, until I decided to play along.

But then you got too rough, I had to push you away.

But my heart you had took, now I'm doomed to stay.
Jan 2018 · 272
Jealousy
No love in the air.
Just confusion all around.
This is so unfair
I wish you'd turn around.
Please notice me.
Just take one minute.
Please notice me.
Don't want to feel so foolish.

I don't understand it.

When i noticed you.
I started to think love was true.
You never noticed me.
Unless it was convenient to you.
Tried my best not too cuss.
Tried not to ******* fuss.
Made a ******* fool of me.
Anger is the only love to me

I don't understand it.
Why'd you have smile at me.
Make me feel so pretty.
Don't understand it.
Why'd you go and lead me on.
Should've known you weren't bout it.


And you won't ever know how much you meant to me.
And you will never know how much it hurt, To see you.
Fall in love with the only right one for you
I'll try to move on, cuz i just gotta breath.
Im so consumed with jealousy.
So much jealousy.
Been having problems with mh account but good to see everyone again
Dec 2017 · 307
Heartbreak City
All these people staying single
They just wanna mingle
No time for commitment
Just a hit it and quit it
Faithfulness is a sin in this city
Breaking hearts is a law you must obey
Day by day depression just grows

Heart break city!

Relationships don't exist
Friendships just a myth
Born in this world alone
Ain't nobody for you to hold
And I bet you're asking yourself
Was I born to die?
I bet your telling yourself
Don't let them see you cry
But have you figured it out
No one gives a **** about you
This city's so demented but people call it home
And now you understand it all
Everyone is gonna fall
Maybe It's best if we remain alone

Heart break city!

The smog that surrounds the city can suffocate your heart
The stares people give you can tear you apart
Everyone's living a world they believe is right
Trapped in the dark no one was brought to the light
No emotion, just *** drugs and money
Maybe that is why these people are so lonely

Heart break city!
A place where bad things always happen
Dec 2017 · 537
Who hurt you?
I see you crying there again.
To yourself in the corner.
With no friends here for you.
I tried to walk up and introduce my name.
But you brushed me away,
trying to hide.
All your mysteries.
Why the secrecy?
I must know exactly whats going on.

I never thought I would have caught your attention!
The way your eyes had met mine.
I want you to know Im here.
I want you to know I'll be there.
Even if you try to hide.
All your mysteries.
Why the secrecy?
I must know exactly what's going on.
Who hurt You?
Why does friendliness frighten you?
who hurt you?
Why open up then close me out.
Who hurt You?
Im not trying to complicate anything.
Who hurt You?
Please just let me give you some tenderness.
For those who have been hurt so much by different people everyone seems fake to you and you lose all hope. Don't worry, I understand.
Nov 2017 · 289
What I have done
I knew it was pointless for me to fall back in love with you.
When i fell into your arms in that moment i knew we were through.
However i was satisfied. Even living in this lie.
Never even knew how much it'd hurt.
Tell me exactly how I am to understand.
You're in love with me yet your ******* some other man.
I hope, he makes you so happy.
Feel like royalty.
But just remember when you close your eyes.

You will only ever think of me.
And i will only ever not think of you.
Look what you've done to me.
Look what i've done to you.

There are certain things that I've come to realize.
That your love was headed down a path of pretty lies.
I tried to live with the pain.
Of the shame i brought to me.
Only to see you moved on..well not really.
In moments like this i try to calm myself.
From the ******* you spread on to me. Honey please.
But i hope, that you see now.
The mistake you've made.
But just remember when you close your eyes.

You will only ever think of me.
And i will only ever not think of you.
Look what you've done to me.
Look what i've done to you.
I like how you can feel the anger in this poem. Please enjoy another chapter of my life
Nov 2017 · 619
I've Been Hurt
This won't ever work out.
Because I've lost all hope.
In this world im living in.
My lifes gone down a *****.
You say you can relate to.
I find it hard to believe.
I want to get close to you.
But I just can't breathe.

Is it strange, that my hearts been rearranged.
Is it wrong, that I've cried for so long.
You said you'd be there for me.
Please don't lie.
You said you be there for me.
Telling me not to cry.

If i seem too complicated..
Feel unappreciated...
Its cuz I've been hurt.
If I seem so depressed.
Seem way too stressed.
Its cuz I've been hurt.
Yes I've been hurt.

What seems like a thousand times of me trying to gain control.
Of a life that goes round and round, my heart is growing so cold.
But there you are, trying your hardest to break in.
My paranoia won't ever let you win.

Is it strange, that my hearts been rearranged.
Is it wrong, that I've cried for so long.
You said you'd be there for me.
Please don't lie.
You said you be there for me.
Telling me not to cry.

If i seem too complicated..
Feel unappreciated...
Its cuz I've been hurt.
If I seem so depressed.
Seem way too stressed.
Its cuz I've been hurt.
Yes I've been hurt.
Where I am at currently in my life
Nov 2017 · 482
I'd only want you (Sequel)
That I have.
You said you need love that's all I have.
All I have, All I have.
Is this true?
How can I prove that I love you.
Yes i do, yes I do.
That I am.
You want someone you can trust, I am.
That I am, that i am.
You want me.
And yes its true that I'd only want you.
Yes its true, yes its true.
Nov 2017 · 518
I'd only want you
You've been through so much.
Them boys lost all your trust.
Let me be your 'pick me up'.
I'll try my hardest not to rush.

Your eyes show me all your shame, your pain.
Your words show me all your pain, your shame.
Your heart wasn't there cuz its broke, so broke.
I can fix that, I will fix that, let me fix the broken pieces babe.

If I have ever gave you a reason to doubt.
Let me show you How loud my heart can honestly shout.
Cuz when im around you that's all it'll ever do.
I knew from the very first day I'd only want you.

You are so strong.
But around me you get so weak.
All I see is gold.
Took a peek inside your soul.

But your eyes are filled with shame, your pain.
And your words are filled with pain, your shame.
I have found your heart, its fixed so fixed.
Told you I'd do it, yes I did it, yes I did it, did it all for you.

If I have ever gave you a reason to doubt.
Let me show you How loud my heart can honestly shout.
Cuz when im around you that's all it'll ever do.
I knew from the very first day I'd only want you.
Reaching deeper into my heart I managed to find this gem and put it to paper. Now I am sharing it with you all, another chapter in my life.
My world is a ride, so strap yourself in.
Theres no place to hide, you knew how it'd end.
Say you've been here before, thats no suprise.
The way them eyes look at me, have I met my demise?
Your halo's not what it seems, what is this feeling?
Your halo's not what it seems, why isn't it gleaming?

I see it now, didn't notice it before.
What i've already been through, you have and more.
If I seem a bit weary, don't runaway.
This is just the first time, I've met someone like me.
Your halo's not what it seems, what is this feeling?
Your halo's not what it seems, why isn't it gleaming?

We'll face our demons tonight.
We'll face our demons tonight.
We'll face our demons tonight.(x2)

How did it feel? To live in a place so cold.
To have nowhere to call home.
How did it feel? Are you free?
As for me they haven't broke me yet
As for you don't let them break you.
As for me...

I've been here before. My lifes a cold war.
I've been placed in limbo, so i know whats in store.
My guards always up, so i'll always be prepared.
For I see the future ahead is nothing but despair.
I tried to end it all but they didn't let me do it.
I tried to end it all but I ******* think I blew it.
I tried to end it all, tried to end it all, tried to end it all.

We'll face our demons tonight...
I wrote this on my way to school this morning I didn't know what direction it would go in to be honest but I am happy with the end result.
Nov 2017 · 265
Shorty But Sweet Pt. 2
Its just you and I.
You could always see through my lies.
When you left me behind.
Your tears fell from my eyes.

Even though I broke your heart, my scar.
Glad to see you know you're a star, my star.
And even though our love is far, so far
Please don't leave me, please don't leave me, please don't leave me, Don't you leave me babe.

If I could rewind time to when you were my first.
You know i'd erase the time I became your worst.
Please believe in me when i say that I learned.
It was your love, your love, your love, that I always have yearned.

Can there be an us?
Even though I lost all your trust.
Don't give up on me .
I need more than just your lust.

Yes I know I broke your heart, my scar.
But you will always know you're a star, my star.
So sad to see our love is far, so far
Please dont leave me, please dont leave me, please don't leave me, Dont you leave me.

If I could rewind time to when you were my first.
You know i'd erase the time I became your worst.
Please believe in me when i say that I learned.
It was your love, your love, your love, that I always have yearned.
The second part the mysterious stranger I had once fell in love with
Nov 2017 · 276
Shorty But Sweet Pt. 1
And there you are.
Waiting at the bus stop.
Wondering if I should talk...to you.
I know I made some mistakes,
But just tell me what it will take.
To be yours again.

Even though I broke your heart.
Glad to see you know you're a star.
And even though our love is far.
I'll still go where you are.
Yes I know its a shot in the dark.
But don't let that tear us apart.
And even though our love is far.
I'll still go where you are.
Nov 2017 · 309
False Affection
You love him not me, you’re so attached, so attached to me
And I’ll tell you again, that you’re not right, not right for me
You try and try so hard, to win me over
But time and time again, you’re always with, always with him

I haven’t seen your face in so long.
I’m kind of wondering how, you might be doing, kinda miss who you were, to me.
I remember, how we used to be, before you got with him.
Said that I should give you another chance... because you weren’t in love with your man

Is this love? We both know its not love.
All you needed was ***, treat me just like your ex.
But now, now I heard you’re single.
Sorry, but my shoulder you can’t lean on.

Step away, step away....step away

Baby please
Is this really destiny, that I would feel for you, how you feel for me.
But you don’t really even care.
This is a ******* love affair.
You said it was a mistake, even with your heartaches.
I know that I'm too good for you, your past golden boy.
The one that you would lust, you used me like a toy.
We are not meant to be, because my heart is free.
No chains on me, I put it on everything, everything baby.


You love him not me, you’re so attached, so attached to me

And I’ll tell you again, that you’re not right, not right for me

You try and try so hard, to win me over

But time and time again, you’re always with, always with him
Hope you all enjoy this poem about an Ex of mines
Nov 2017 · 818
Surreal
Its surreal, I can't seem to tell you how I feel
And I think that its starting to show
Its hard for me to just go with the flow
Because when you're around
My mind shuts down
My heart begins to scream very loud
I don't think you even realize
That when you're around
My mind shuts down and my heart screams loud

And all this time that I let pass nothing will last, because life moves so fast, it broke my body, now my spirits in need of a cast, but I can't blame you, its my fault for believing in you

All this time, I let pass, nothing will last, you're not you

I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze

So delusional

We're in a maze

What the **** does this mean?
When I look at you I don't feel a thing
I'm confused you know?
I left my ways 3 years a ago.
We were in love.
And now I'm doing my own thing.
Losing the memories burned in my mind.
And now you really think that you have me.
Because you saw me once again.
Thinking everything would be different.
Thinking we would reunite again.
I'm sorry too burst your little bubble.
But know im nothing but trouble.
I'm not sorry things had to end.
Not sorry I'm not your friend.
Please stop beggin'.

I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze

All these times I've stayed up late at night
You already know
Working on my goals and ambitions
You're chilling with your hoes
You already know
I've gave you chance after chance to get your **** right
You already know
But now everything you do ain't right
Tell me this,
was it all,
worth it, in the end?
Gained a loss, lost your fam, and all your friends
To the world, all your dreams, never meant a thing
Because you can never stay true to you
I know

I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
So delusional
I've changed, you've changed
Nothing's the same
We're in a maze

So delusional
A darker time in my life where I honestly hit rock bottom and tried to pick up the pieces I've dropped
Nov 2017 · 259
Roulette
A friend's someone you can depend on
Someone you can trust over anyone
Little do we know friends can be mysteries
Treating you worser than your enemies

And here we go again,
This is the final time that I, let you, use me, as a friend,
I ******* told you way, too many, times, my heart, is weak,
But witness all my rage and anger as it starts to leak
I should've known

Living in this world,
Its choking me, I can't breathe
Demons with halos, surrounding me,
All the **** time
Smiles in my face, knives in my back,
Now trust is what i lack
I guess its ok, what can I say?
Imma live another day

Living each day as if it were my last
Not caring about how much time has passed
Picking up the pieces I dropped on the way
Why is it that we all live to die?
Tell me why?
Am I really gonna die all alone?
In this hole... Ooh! im so cold im so cold

Living in this world,
Its choking me, I can't breathe
Demons with halos, surrounding me,
All the **** time
Smiles in my face, knives in my back,
Now trust is what i lack
I guess its ok, what can I say?
Imma live another day
Another story of my life I am sharing with you all
Nov 2017 · 1.0k
Worth
I've made a few enemies.
the decisions that I've made.
You say you see a friend in me.
that's about to change.
I am not worthy of your kindness.
Im not worthy of your trust.
When people get close to me.
Things tend to blow up.

Why can't you see, we are nothing but enemies.
Haven't you heard, Im nothing but a bird.
You said you'd take a chance.
Don't waste it on me.
You said you'd take a chance.
But im begging you please...

Why can't you just leave me alone.
Don't nobody have to know.
You found a friend in me.
Why can't you please just go.
Don't nobody have to know
I tried to be more than enemies
Im just an enemy

People say what they want when they want, but yet somehow you know the truth.
The madness that surrounds me, yet somehow you always break through.
But this ain't right, yet somehow it feels so right.
Look what you've done.
You have managed to somehow get through.

Why can't you see, we are nothing but enemies.
Haven't you heard, Im nothing but a bird.
You said you'd take a chance.
Don't waste it on me.
You said you'd take a chance.
But im begging you please...baby

Why can't you just leave me alone.
Don't nobody have to know.
You found a friend in me.
Why can't you please just go.
Don't nobody have to know
I tried to be more than enemies
Im just an enemy
A lot of my poems are about personal moments in my life, I hope you enjoy the stories I have to tell
Oct 2017 · 377
Don't Know Me
I find it kind of funny.

How you say it’ll be okay.

But now every time I see you.

I can tell things have changed.

Conversations are emotional.

Phone calls are cut short.

And now when I need you the most.

You turned into a ghost…Babe



Please don’t leave me

Behind in these lonely times.

Please don’t leave my

Mind abused ‘cuz your hearts confused.

If I say imma stay.

Please don’t walk away.

If I say imma stay.

Everything will be okay.



If you think Imma mistreat you

Domesticate you

You don’t know who I am…

If you think I’ll ever misuse

Only always abuse you

You don’t know who I am…

No you don’t know who I am



Think about all the times

I’ve stayed up with you late at night

You crying about your life and how

Nothings seems to be going right

But here I am, arms open wide to hide your cries

But you got to put your trust and faith in me



Please don’t leave me

Behind in these lonely times.

Please don’t leave my

Mind abused ‘cuz your hearts confused.

If I say imma stay.

Please don’t walk away.

If I say imma stay.

Everything will be okay.



If you think Imma mistreat you

Domesticate you

You don’t know who I am…

If you think I’ll ever misuse

Only always abuse you

You don’t know who I am…

No you don’t know who I am...
Oct 2017 · 526
Twenty-One
My heart is not a place for you...
I just came here to tell ya
Im just not right for you.
There aren't enough words for me to describe the problems.
So just listen to me please..
Just before I leave baby.



Im so cruel, im so cruel.
So naturally cruel.
Yet you had to be fooled.
You had to be fooled.
Now where here in this mess.
Is it too late to address...



Why are you confused?
Did you really think what we had, would last any longer than a night.
Did you have to curse my name?



We all knew what this was.
Yet you still tried to find love.
Now you're sitting in the closet contemplating the decisions you made.



Im so cruel, im so cruel.
So naturally cruel.
Yet you had to be fooled.
You had to be fooled.
Now where here in this mess.
Is it too late to address...



Somehow you found love.
In the hour that we spent.
In that night of our sins.
I should've never let you in.
You know you don't belong.
In the kind of world i live.
Yet you tried to fit in...
In this world i live in.
You're too pure...so pure
Too pure



Im so cruel, im so cruel.
So naturally cruel.
Yet you had to be fooled.
You had to be fooled.
Now where here in this mess.
Is it too late to address...

— The End —