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Every day is the same; they wake up in the same bed, at the same ungodly hour, to the same monotonous ringing from the alarm clock. They grumble their ‘good morning’s; whether they believe it is or not, rolling out of opposite sides of the duvet. They dance around each other in the bathroom, the heat of the shower creating a fog through which neither of them can see; causing him to stub his toe on the toilet or the counter, and steaming up the mirror so she can’t apply her make-up. They continue their ritual into the kitchen; flicking on the kettle, popping in the bread, pouring the orange juice; stirring the tea, catching the toast and spreading the butter and jam. Crunching and slurping together at the table, mumbling about what their days have in store; tapping texts on their phones, crinkling newspaper in their hands. They peck each other a kiss goodbye and mutter a ‘see you later’ before going their separate ways. But then Monday comes... Mondays are different. He knows she doesn’t like Monday mornings. It’s the very beginning of a new, long, tiring week. She never looks forward to Mondays. So he changes that. He sets the alarm on his watch a little earlier than other days; shutting it off before it can wake her. He slips silently out of bed and tiptoes quietly into the bathroom to shower; leaving her smiley faces and love messages on the steamy mirrors. He creates her favourite tea and makes her toast with raspberry jam; just the way she likes it. Picking a flower from the garden; whichever one looks the happiest and brightest, he places it all on a tray and pads back up to the bedroom to wake her. She no longer sets her alarm on Mondays. She knows he’ll not let her oversleep. He places the flower in her hair and drops delicate kisses; full of his love and affection for her, to the corner of her mouth, until she stirs gently. She smiles on Monday mornings. They eat breakfast in bed, covering the sheets in crumbs and giggling contentedly as the cat licks them up. She hums in the bathroom while he clears away crockery, and always re-emerges with the flower tucked behind her ear. It remains there ‘til night fall. They never once look at their phones or the paper, far too focused on each other to pay anything else mind. Their kiss as they part reminds them of their love for each other and of the good things in life; like strolls along the shore, strawberries dipped in dark chocolate, smiling sunflowers that open to a beautiful summer’s day, and of course, Monday mornings.
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 5:17 PM UTC
Monday Mornings
Every day is the same; they wake up in the same bed, at the same ungodly hour, to the same monotonous ringing from the alarm clock. They grumble their ‘good morning’s; whether they believe it is or not, rolling out of opposite sides of the duvet. They dance around each other in the bathroom, the heat of the shower creating a fog through which neither of them can see; causing him to stub his toe on the toilet or the counter, and steaming up the mirror so she can’t apply her make-up. They continue their ritual into the kitchen; flicking on the kettle, popping in the bread, pouring the orange juice; stirring the tea, catching the toast and spreading the butter and jam. Crunching and slurping together at the table, mumbling about what their days have in store; tapping texts on their phones, crinkling newspaper in their hands. They peck each other a kiss goodbye and mutter a ‘see you later’ before going their separate ways. But then Monday comes... Mondays are different. He knows she doesn’t like Monday mornings. It’s the very beginning of a new, long, tiring week. She never looks forward to Mondays. So he changes that. He sets the alarm on his watch a little earlier than other days; shutting it off before it can wake her. He slips silently out of bed and tiptoes quietly into the bathroom to shower; leaving her smiley faces and love messages on the steamy mirrors. He creates her favourite tea and makes her toast with raspberry jam; just the way she likes it. Picking a flower from the garden; whichever one looks the happiest and brightest, he places it all on a tray and pads back up to the bedroom to wake her. She no longer sets her alarm on Mondays. She knows he’ll not let her oversleep. He places the flower in her hair and drops delicate kisses; full of his love and affection for her, to the corner of her mouth, until she stirs gently. She smiles on Monday mornings. They eat breakfast in bed, covering the sheets in crumbs and giggling contentedly as the cat licks them up. She hums in the bathroom while he clears away crockery, and always re-emerges with the flower tucked behind her ear. It remains there ‘til night fall. They never once look at their phones or the paper, far too focused on each other to pay anything else mind. Their kiss as they part reminds them of their love for each other and of the good things in life; like strolls along the shore, strawberries dipped in dark chocolate, smiling sunflowers that open to a beautiful summer’s day, and of course, Monday mornings.
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Down the back alley on the cold winter evenings your eyes stared only at me I didn't smoke as my father gave up yet i didn't dare disagree you parted your lips you drew in a breath and your body relaxed in turn exhaling slowly, you grin and you show me how much your body did yearn for the taste of a cigarette the embers and ashes matches and lighters, causing flickering flashes you said I didn't have to but I said I didn't mind that the smoke in your mouth would soon be in mine I did not draw back my mouth- under attack I just had to last the duration because I didn't smoke the taste scorched my throat and gave off a burning sensation It must have felt different as just in an insant You stub out the cigarette with a hiss silently relieved and now more at ease oh, the things that you do for a kiss
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 4:41 AM UTC
Second Hand Smoke
I Is the total black, being spoken From the earth's inside. There are many kinds of open. How a diamond comes into a knot of flame How a sound comes into a word, coloured By who pays what for speaking. Some words are open Like a diamond on glass windows Singing out within the crash of passing sun Then there are words like stapled wagers In a perforated book-buy and sign and tear apart- And come whatever wills all chances The stub remains An ill-pulled tooth with a ragged edge. Some words live in my throat Breeding like adders. Others know sun Seeking like gypsies over my tongue To explode through my lips Like young sparrows bursting from shell. Some words Bedevil me. Love is a word another kind of open- As a diamond comes into a knot of flame I am black because I come from the earth's inside Take my word for jewel in your open light.
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Coal
of this wilting wall the colour drub souring sunbeams,of a foetal fragrance to rickety unclosed blinds inslants peregrinate,a cigar-stub disintegrates,above,underdrawers club the faintly sweating air with pinkness, one pale dog behind a slopcaked shrub painstakingly utters a slippery mess, a star sleepily,feebly,scratches the sore of morning. But i am interested more intricately in the delicate scorn with which in a putrid window every day almost leans a lady whose still-born smile involves the comedy of decay,
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Of This Wilting Wall The Colour Drub
Please be gentle, because I am frail If you're going to break me, I want it to count I want to be a million pieces of shattered glass blowing in the wind Spreading like the weeds you pluck from your garden every day So when you're walking barefoot through the green grass You may stub your toe and remember that I used to be more than just a thorn in your foot I used to be the mirror you looked into every morning, laughing because there's no one you would rather see across from yourself I was once a seed you planted in your mind You will let me grow with beauty and might And you will **** me out when I occupy too much of your space Like a **** in your garden, Please be brutal, so I can no longer be frail.
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Apr 8, 2015
Apr 8, 2015 at 12:00 AM UTC
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They said that since I play certain games, I'm worth a broken shoe. They judge people for being fans! Think about that. Would you? My heart's pounding like a drum, But my blood is running cold. I came here with a question; The answer I must be told. The air is filled with music As I slash to the beat. Getting past just one zone Has got to be a feat! Searching for my long-lost Dad I need to find the answer... First, I must groove through the Crypt Of the NecroDancer! I play my games; all I want Is to have some fun. There are seven deadly sins, And my passion isn't one. My annoying childhood friend Sees me walking down the street. She overslept again! Now we finally meet. She told me I should join A club after school. I don't really want to, But if it makes her happy, it's cool. Turns out, it's full of adorable girls! My poem may be a stub... But it's all worth it for Doki Doki Literature Club. I have tried other hobbies. How many I liked: none! There are twelve horrid curses, And adventuring isn't one. I may just be one small Protector, But now that we've been attacked, My ship was broken, destroyed! I had barely time to react. Stranded in space, thought I was lost. So I gave myself the quest To beam down, fix the ship, And save all the rest. Now the universe is in danger, Six artifacts must be found. I explore space to find them all. I am truly Starbound! They say it's better for me To get my own things done. There are 4 apocalyptic horsemen And my high score isn't one. I tripped and fell into a hole Forever going down... A small yellow flower Welcomed me Underground. Along the way, I met these beasts, Heard tales of those above. Learned of their search for humankind With SOULs full of LOVE. Long ago, we lived in peace With monsters, though that failed. It's up to me to free them In my little UNDERTALE. You may think that all these games Would weigh on me a ton. I have 99 problems, And gaming isn't one.
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Jan 5, 2018
Jan 5, 2018 at 4:26 PM UTC
Gamer
They said that since I play certain games, I'm worth a broken shoe. They judge people for being fans! Think about that. Would you? My heart's pounding like a drum, But my blood is running cold. I came here with a question; The answer I must be told. The air is filled with music As I slash to the beat. Getting past just one zone Has got to be a feat! Searching for my long-lost Dad I need to find the answer... First, I must groove through the Crypt Of the NecroDancer! I play my games; all I want Is to have some fun. There are seven deadly sins, And my passion isn't one. My annoying childhood friend Sees me walking down the street. She overslept again! Now we finally meet. She told me I should join A club after school. I don't really want to, But if it makes her happy, it's cool. Turns out, it's full of adorable girls! My poem may be a stub... But it's all worth it for Doki Doki Literature Club. I have tried other hobbies. How many I liked: none! There are twelve horrid curses, And adventuring isn't one. I may just be one small Protector, But now that we've been attacked, My ship was broken, destroyed! I had barely time to react. Stranded in space, thought I was lost. So I gave myself the quest To beam down, fix the ship, And save all the rest. Now the universe is in danger, Six artifacts must be found. I explore space to find them all. I am truly Starbound! They say it's better for me To get my own things done. There are 4 apocalyptic horsemen And my high score isn't one. I tripped and fell into a hole Forever going down... A small yellow flower Welcomed me Underground. Along the way, I met these beasts, Heard tales of those above. Learned of their search for humankind With SOULs full of LOVE. Long ago, we lived in peace With monsters, though that failed. It's up to me to free them In my little UNDERTALE. You may think that all these games Would weigh on me a ton. I have 99 problems, And gaming isn't one.
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I head outside for cold air and quiet, escaping too-loud laughter and the filth of drunkenness. As the porch door closes behind me the silence explodes, cacophonous, both ears simultaneously bursting with the high pitched squeal of the sudden nothingness. It surrounds me, vibrating my bones, frothing the marrow within, pressing my temples, heart quickening to steady the body against the assault of the stillness, the stagnation of the world around me. I don't know who I am. I am not -- not anyone. I am alone. I am what they want me to be. Seated cross-legged on cold concrete, the alcohol plays the stars across my eyes like a projector: they move this way and that across my field of vision, swaying, dancing. I feel myself floating, getting lost in my own mind again. I hate that feeling. I put a cigarette out on my hand, pressing orange embers into soft flesh. I grit my teeth as the world rushes back. The voices bring me down. The clink of glass bottles brings me down. The searing smell of my skin brings me down. I light it again, pull a few deep drags, then stub it out again, this time inside my forearm. My eyes squeezed shut, I feel myself fall back into reality, like a soft bed, like my skin loosens just enough to let me breathe again. I land on both feet, quietly, softly. I stand up, bush myself off, and walk back inside. I'll burn the whole pack tonight. I kissed him on the cheek, secretly hoping he'd wake from his stupor and keep my company, but he was too far gone, lost hours ago to two or three too many shots taken in bad faith, but with good intentions. I left him on his couch. He'd be safe there. He needed his sleep. Why couldn't I get as drunk as them, drunk enough to numb away the emotions, the longing? I was disappointed, but I wasn't surprised. I curled up on the couch alone, pulling my sleeves down to cover the blisters, already rising. If I could just sleep, I could forget. Everyone slept but me. I went out for another cigarette.
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Nov 5, 2012
Nov 5, 2012 at 11:13 AM UTC
This Is Not A Poem.
I head outside for cold air and quiet, escaping too-loud laughter and the filth of drunkenness. As the porch door closes behind me the silence explodes, cacophonous, both ears simultaneously bursting with the high pitched squeal of the sudden nothingness. It surrounds me, vibrating my bones, frothing the marrow within, pressing my temples, heart quickening to steady the body against the assault of the stillness, the stagnation of the world around me. I don't know who I am. I am not -- not anyone. I am alone. I am what they want me to be. Seated cross-legged on cold concrete, the alcohol plays the stars across my eyes like a projector: they move this way and that across my field of vision, swaying, dancing. I feel myself floating, getting lost in my own mind again. I hate that feeling. I put a cigarette out on my hand, pressing orange embers into soft flesh. I grit my teeth as the world rushes back. The voices bring me down. The clink of glass bottles brings me down. The searing smell of my skin brings me down. I light it again, pull a few deep drags, then stub it out again, this time inside my forearm. My eyes squeezed shut, I feel myself fall back into reality, like a soft bed, like my skin loosens just enough to let me breathe again. I land on both feet, quietly, softly. I stand up, bush myself off, and walk back inside. I'll burn the whole pack tonight. I kissed him on the cheek, secretly hoping he'd wake from his stupor and keep my company, but he was too far gone, lost hours ago to two or three too many shots taken in bad faith, but with good intentions. I left him on his couch. He'd be safe there. He needed his sleep. Why couldn't I get as drunk as them, drunk enough to numb away the emotions, the longing? I was disappointed, but I wasn't surprised. I curled up on the couch alone, pulling my sleeves down to cover the blisters, already rising. If I could just sleep, I could forget. Everyone slept but me. I went out for another cigarette.
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it will be, you know 1. small bird shivering kind hand covering warmth spreading destined for life 2. her well-trained cats at the door          ants always spared (!)          on sill          with sugared saucer poultry in the yard collecting deep-yolked eggs          making gooseberry jam and sweet, strong tea with hot milk just for me she taught me inner grace and the real meaning of quietness         just birds chattering away         whistling wondrous         in fig trees laden with heavy fruit awaiting her deft hands how I loved her so accounting exams interrupted in sixth grade sorry she's gone, dear dumbstruck silence           they ask           why I'm not crying? 3. kismet peeps in to embrace you and kiss your brow you try to sidestep and stub a toe knock your head in the end: full-circle prayer que sera...sera S T, 28 June 2013
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Jun 28, 2013
Jun 28, 2013 at 3:32 PM UTC
kismet-bird
she's never known a man that could walk on water before. 'come on in,' he said the water's fine,' as he wades farther and farther out into a tided pool of nothingness. 'i'd rather stub my toe against something sticky like a starfish- then feel nothingness with you.' she's never known a man that could walk on water before. do you
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Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 11:10 PM UTC
starfish
If I moved a muscle right now a window would break. If I took a solitary step the tiles beneath me would crack. Submerged in the oscuridad save for a small pulse of luz called optimism because that’s just how I was raised. I know I can’t pretend to make an oasis Because how well did that work out for me last time The lightbulbs can yell and scream and punch the air But nothing will make them turn on without a power source. I can’t be breathing hard or else the candle stub I have left will blow out I have to Guard it but keep looking for my next step using its meager light trusting That the beacon I look for is not further than the reaches of my Light that I will with the remaining shards of my life to keep on Reining now is uncertainty that is diametrically opposed to the concept that the sun is gonna rise tomorrow I promise so let me stroke your hair and shroud you until it does. I exist in this limbo of heeding the hours that come. The ticking of the clock drudges yet I gulp every last second as it arrives. I voraciously **** the teaspoon of trust I have left that the Audience is just watching the plot arc to progress and that The dramatic irony of  some surety is just beyond the radius of the hardly illuminated path beneath my shuddering feet. Maybe someday I will stumble upon the next candlestick or something. Maybe someday I’ll find a working light bulb buried in the snow or something. But here I progress or something. Un día a la vez or something. Grappling foot by foot for something. Something.
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Dec 11, 2021
Dec 11, 2021 at 5:37 PM UTC
oscuridad
If I moved a muscle right now a window would break. If I took a solitary step the tiles beneath me would crack. Submerged in the oscuridad save for a small pulse of luz called optimism because that’s just how I was raised. I know I can’t pretend to make an oasis Because how well did that work out for me last time The lightbulbs can yell and scream and punch the air But nothing will make them turn on without a power source. I can’t be breathing hard or else the candle stub I have left will blow out I have to Guard it but keep looking for my next step using its meager light trusting That the beacon I look for is not further than the reaches of my Light that I will with the remaining shards of my life to keep on Reining now is uncertainty that is diametrically opposed to the concept that the sun is gonna rise tomorrow I promise so let me stroke your hair and shroud you until it does. I exist in this limbo of heeding the hours that come. The ticking of the clock drudges yet I gulp every last second as it arrives. I voraciously **** the teaspoon of trust I have left that the Audience is just watching the plot arc to progress and that The dramatic irony of  some surety is just beyond the radius of the hardly illuminated path beneath my shuddering feet. Maybe someday I will stumble upon the next candlestick or something. Maybe someday I’ll find a working light bulb buried in the snow or something. But here I progress or something. Un día a la vez or something. Grappling foot by foot for something. Something.
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You have abandoned purity for perfection. Even the blind have moments of clarity but you ***** around like the Cyclops feeling nowhere for noman while affecting a quiet, moronic expression. You can't knit without needles, but you have mislaid the point and so things unravel into random skeins. Your typewriter rattles only in reverse. Bards stub their toes and wail. You hear them, but pay no attention. You are listening for the atomic thunderclap. Nothing less than finale of final will do. When it explodes at last you will know the inarticulate, unspeakable name of god. Perhaps Fred. Perhaps Norma or Justine. Perhaps merely a very loud Boom... That will be more than enough for one life.
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Feb 11, 2017
Feb 11, 2017 at 8:59 AM UTC
Rabid Declamation
Drinking up your dark roast With your stub cigarette I fell for you down sideways A mouth full of baguette My French country vacation A choking silhouette My sandals went off walking In a place I won’t forget…
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Mar 6, 2013
Mar 6, 2013 at 5:39 PM UTC
Dark Roast
Thousands of sheep, soft-footed, black-nosed sheep-- one by one going up the hill and over the fence--one by one four-footed pattering up and over--one by one wiggling their stub tails as they take the short jump and go over--one by one silently unless for the multitudinous drumming of their hoofs as they move on and go over-- thousands and thousands of them in the grey haze of evening just after sundown--one by one slanting in a long line to pass over the hill-- I am the slow, long-legged Sleepyman and I love you sheep in Persia, California, Argentine, Australia, or Spain--you are the thoughts that help me when I, the Sleepyman, lay my hands on the eyelids of the children of the world at eight o'clock every night--you thousands and thousands of sheep in a procession of dusk making an endless multitudinous drumming on the hills with your hoofs.
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Sheep
There’s plenty of flesh on her finger, sagging, loose, folded , crumpled at the knuckle. The nail is peach, white at the tip manicured, manufactured; plastic. She reaches out towards a musty key. The greyish, flesh-coloured cube awaits her touch. She withdraws from her ****** her finger folds away with the rest. Reassured, she begins again. Her fat stub hovering over the scrabble of letters With a satisfied click the key flattens into the board.
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Mar 7, 2012
Mar 7, 2012 at 6:19 PM UTC
The Receptionist
I draw on lilac cigars through my mask so her journey in neon stays safely as a highlight in gas filtered clouds the faulty starter judders the light flora scented and in the flickering clouds an attempt at landing reveals her girdle red in a flash of steely eyes and suddenly mine were blinded just as she rubbed against the dark combing her strands wildly apart she shook blonde roots and brunettes alike I'm a sucker for hair turned hydrogen peroxide mixed with air to make stars startling amidst malefactory dye metal booms swung away at each other in the distance building her model oxygen tanks for pin up flower cuttings and garlands on picket fences she kissed the ground and I gas peddled a stomp on the glowing end to the stub only to drop like a skeleton with lead hands to follow any seeds ******* burnt rain
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 2:41 PM UTC
Hindenburg
The clouds race golden As be chariots The sun is born Like the deviants As gusts of wind ****** the thoughts Underdressed The chest it coughs While Major Clank On wheels and stub Bellows out and Rubs the nub Then by runes the best made plans Test the dikes And angst of dams The age of truth The youth desired Across the space without the wires The universe comes In a box Neatly packed Shelved , detoxed And all because Annointed by rain The blue sky morning Clouds it's pain
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Nov 19, 2016
Nov 19, 2016 at 8:29 AM UTC
Blue sky morning after rain
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May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 4:18 PM UTC
YOU ARE
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Snow falls quickly and harshly to the ground. Sort of how your fist grazed my face earlier. I place a cigarette up to my lips and take a deep inhale, Instantly the nicotine begins to course through my veins I’m praying to the gods that this love doesn’t fail. As I feel the memories escaping my brain. The mirror last night told me that you were lying. So, I smashed it into a million pieces, falling to the floor. The entire process was almost strangely gratifying. The glass is stained with a dark reddish hue. It’s my blood that protects our apartment. Because I know your girlfriends certainly will, not. I’m seeking those beautiful nights With your arms lovingly wrapped around my waist Instead of your forceful hands throwing me onto the bed. Loneliness stings more than your foolish ways. I repeat this over and over again. The shadows of our love hang heavy and low. As if it has already evaporated from this moment. You have pushed me to the breaking point. To an alleyway outside in the cold. Where I give in and take puffs of a single cigarette The choking and coughing feels so far from elegant But by this point I don’t give a **** I need something to cope with the pain Something to erase your name Anything to get you out of my brain. The smoke that falls out of my mouth Peacefully disrupts the cold bitter attitudes. I spend this time kissing a final farewell To the innocence that used to exist. My heart aches wholly for the girl that Used to believe in a love like this. I know you are cheating, lying, behind my back But instead of screaming and crying. I take a deep breath. You never deserved the love I so freely gave to you. So, I try to walk away. But it’s no use. I’m called again to your side, to your bed. Without a single breath, you lie to me as if I mean nothing. As if I’m worth nothing. I’m starting to believe, and to fall again. Who is going to pick up the broken pieces of my heart? I dream of the day that your door slams A day where we no longer exist. Where the fire that burned for so long has finally been extinguished As I throw the stub of my cigarette to the floor I dream of the day that I grow a semblance of a backbone. The world around me blurs into vision that hazy and blue I just want to leave and to experience life on my own. But maybe leaving you is a fate that’s too good to be true.
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Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 5:22 AM UTC
A slightly bitter farewell.
Snow falls quickly and harshly to the ground. Sort of how your fist grazed my face earlier. I place a cigarette up to my lips and take a deep inhale, Instantly the nicotine begins to course through my veins I’m praying to the gods that this love doesn’t fail. As I feel the memories escaping my brain. The mirror last night told me that you were lying. So, I smashed it into a million pieces, falling to the floor. The entire process was almost strangely gratifying. The glass is stained with a dark reddish hue. It’s my blood that protects our apartment. Because I know your girlfriends certainly will, not. I’m seeking those beautiful nights With your arms lovingly wrapped around my waist Instead of your forceful hands throwing me onto the bed. Loneliness stings more than your foolish ways. I repeat this over and over again. The shadows of our love hang heavy and low. As if it has already evaporated from this moment. You have pushed me to the breaking point. To an alleyway outside in the cold. Where I give in and take puffs of a single cigarette The choking and coughing feels so far from elegant But by this point I don’t give a **** I need something to cope with the pain Something to erase your name Anything to get you out of my brain. The smoke that falls out of my mouth Peacefully disrupts the cold bitter attitudes. I spend this time kissing a final farewell To the innocence that used to exist. My heart aches wholly for the girl that Used to believe in a love like this. I know you are cheating, lying, behind my back But instead of screaming and crying. I take a deep breath. You never deserved the love I so freely gave to you. So, I try to walk away. But it’s no use. I’m called again to your side, to your bed. Without a single breath, you lie to me as if I mean nothing. As if I’m worth nothing. I’m starting to believe, and to fall again. Who is going to pick up the broken pieces of my heart? I dream of the day that your door slams A day where we no longer exist. Where the fire that burned for so long has finally been extinguished As I throw the stub of my cigarette to the floor I dream of the day that I grow a semblance of a backbone. The world around me blurs into vision that hazy and blue I just want to leave and to experience life on my own. But maybe leaving you is a fate that’s too good to be true.
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oh.have.the.heart.to.welcome.a.stranded.soul 1. If you’re given the jolly gift of a green ribbon Would you use it as a link to answers Or to hang your pretty neck? 2. If a tree has been yearning to the sky for more than sixty years Would you now stub out your ciggie in its folds Or embrace its giving energy? 3. If such books have been written many millennia ago – saying a multitude Would you shut your ears to debate and follow blindly Or respectfully ask bold questions? 4. If a man kneels repentant in the dust to wipe your shoes Would you offer a hand up Or trample on his fingers and spit on his bent head? 5. If the insipid cashier annoys your sensibilities Do you leave it unattended And later sickeningly vent and shout at the wrong one at home? 6. If a once-beautiful cat lies dead in the road Would you let your rapid wheels contribute to its messy mince Or do the ***** job of humanely scooping away its remains? 7. If a powerful dream comes mayhap to honour you Would you ignore its seemingly-confusing message Or follow its signals (in a maze)  to certain life-enhancing enrichment? 8. If constant calamity touches your being on stretched resources Would you keep popping those three sublinguals with alarming ease Or try to surrender and accept the pain under arborescent canopies? 9. If an old woman suffers a stroke in the heart of festivity Would you refrain from visits while sending easy bouquets and fruit-baskets Or take the time to help her struggling steps to the toilet? 10. If the moon shines tonight on your wretched suffering Would you hurl silent abuse and curse its half-light Or glance up to catch perchance the echo of your deepest wishes in the air around ...? *you.can’t.honestly.say.that.it.matters.not for.it.touches.you.too* S T, 16 July 2013
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Jul 16, 2013
Jul 16, 2013 at 12:52 PM UTC
Bold questions
oh.have.the.heart.to.welcome.a.stranded.soul 1. If you’re given the jolly gift of a green ribbon Would you use it as a link to answers Or to hang your pretty neck? 2. If a tree has been yearning to the sky for more than sixty years Would you now stub out your ciggie in its folds Or embrace its giving energy? 3. If such books have been written many millennia ago – saying a multitude Would you shut your ears to debate and follow blindly Or respectfully ask bold questions? 4. If a man kneels repentant in the dust to wipe your shoes Would you offer a hand up Or trample on his fingers and spit on his bent head? 5. If the insipid cashier annoys your sensibilities Do you leave it unattended And later sickeningly vent and shout at the wrong one at home? 6. If a once-beautiful cat lies dead in the road Would you let your rapid wheels contribute to its messy mince Or do the ***** job of humanely scooping away its remains? 7. If a powerful dream comes mayhap to honour you Would you ignore its seemingly-confusing message Or follow its signals (in a maze)  to certain life-enhancing enrichment? 8. If constant calamity touches your being on stretched resources Would you keep popping those three sublinguals with alarming ease Or try to surrender and accept the pain under arborescent canopies? 9. If an old woman suffers a stroke in the heart of festivity Would you refrain from visits while sending easy bouquets and fruit-baskets Or take the time to help her struggling steps to the toilet? 10. If the moon shines tonight on your wretched suffering Would you hurl silent abuse and curse its half-light Or glance up to catch perchance the echo of your deepest wishes in the air around ...? *you.can’t.honestly.say.that.it.matters.not for.it.touches.you.too* S T, 16 July 2013
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An eraser goes through its life caring about all the tiny details but not about itself. it degrades itself trying to fix others mistakes until suddenly it’s gone. it knows it’s dying, it know it, and it doesn’t care. it cares too much about other people to care about itself. Some people say an eraser would be a model human. i don’t. If everyone was like an eraser, if everyone cared about others just a little too much, how would life work? People would degrade just like the eraser, not caring about themselves. an eraser plays an important role in art. so it does. you can care about other people, but don't not care about yourself. do not be an eraser, you need loved too.
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Oct 13, 2017
Oct 13, 2017 at 1:47 PM UTC
An Eraser Stub
Asphalt hot will scald the toe The smallest step will stub it, Succulent pots will catch the eye— Surely to leave you rubbing. And Fear, the wretched, ***** cat, A mane sheer black with pause Shimmies down the fire escape Like good old Sandy Claws. Blind as night these twenty years With memory for an action. Fear, that ***** is blind as me, But she seems to find her satisfaction. The difference between stepping Stones and stumbling is the lesson; You turned the light on, a quarter to three, And from my blindness, drew a crescent. Asphalt hot could scald the toe Could melt holes in shoes, you know. But nothing ever burns quite like Denying your weary feet that road. And Fear, the wretched, hoarding cat, A mane sheer black and sane: You ought to thank her for the ride Once you’ve felt, at last, the pouring rain.
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Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 6:35 PM UTC
“Asphalt hot will scald the toe...”
Movie ticket, cinema stub, two halves torn apart by the fickle fingers of the screen attendant: he looked up at me with a smile- one learnt from a handbook compiled by the words of some corporate type, who dislikes his job, you can tell from his vibe. “The receipt's in the bag”, I requested it to be in my hand, customer service fingers are always painted a day-glow green, hideous talons of the fake queen, traced from the princesses of the TV-silver-shitty-fake-TV screen: she looked up at me with a smile- one learnt from a magazine of ink, nothing more than lies disguised within the wholesome typography imprint. Carrying nothing but a wallet, “would you like a bag sir?” I am carrying nothing but a wallet, of course I would like a bag, what do you take me for: she looked up at me with a smile- Wait. Her intriguing trapdoor smile concealed perfectly straight teeth that, through the gap in her mouth, spat out the shop floor script, as if a Shakespearean soliloquy equipped for the stage, not this retail trade.
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May 12, 2013
May 12, 2013 at 5:10 PM UTC
MOVIE TICKET, CINEMA STUB
Strangers on the subway Who I never met and never will Say, "hey, martha", like they're hailing a taxi And I say, "hey" back, because, I am martha. The lights go out in the tunnels, because, the conductor thinks it's funny and, Three murders happened in that time but, that never stopped him. That train after 1 am The grey and green one that smokes and used to have a future, That was, good at writing or something in high school, but, never made it to college, you know the one. That train rolls up and its five minutes late, but it's always five minutes late so no one complains, And I stub my toe on the way in, I forgot to, mind the gap, and A strange stranger bumps into me, They say, "watch where you're going sean" And I say "Sorry" Because, I'm sean, And we all get on and no one says a word, and most of the passengers are rodents But maybe some are marsupials I dont know the difference. And we sit in there for ten minutes maybe, avoiding eye contact like it's the plague, Excepting, of course, those few that make eye contact the whole ride, like you're interesting or, appetising, or, they're blind and those are actually glass eyes that just happen to be looking your way. And, when the train starts it lurches, it belches down the cars, because it, doesnt think anyone can hear it five meters underground. And as we sit and we ride the silence turns to tune, like the lack of even rustling, or bustling, or conversation to a friend, becomes the sound of collective recognition, often purposefully ignored, that no one on that train is going. The train moves, but they dont, except to stops around the corner, with no corner piece, without landing that gig, or getting the girl, or saving the day Because in the looming washed out morning, We're all, nothing more than, strangers, on the subway.
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Jun 6, 2019
Jun 6, 2019 at 7:11 PM UTC
Strangers in the night like ships on a train
Strangers on the subway Who I never met and never will Say, "hey, martha", like they're hailing a taxi And I say, "hey" back, because, I am martha. The lights go out in the tunnels, because, the conductor thinks it's funny and, Three murders happened in that time but, that never stopped him. That train after 1 am The grey and green one that smokes and used to have a future, That was, good at writing or something in high school, but, never made it to college, you know the one. That train rolls up and its five minutes late, but it's always five minutes late so no one complains, And I stub my toe on the way in, I forgot to, mind the gap, and A strange stranger bumps into me, They say, "watch where you're going sean" And I say "Sorry" Because, I'm sean, And we all get on and no one says a word, and most of the passengers are rodents But maybe some are marsupials I dont know the difference. And we sit in there for ten minutes maybe, avoiding eye contact like it's the plague, Excepting, of course, those few that make eye contact the whole ride, like you're interesting or, appetising, or, they're blind and those are actually glass eyes that just happen to be looking your way. And, when the train starts it lurches, it belches down the cars, because it, doesnt think anyone can hear it five meters underground. And as we sit and we ride the silence turns to tune, like the lack of even rustling, or bustling, or conversation to a friend, becomes the sound of collective recognition, often purposefully ignored, that no one on that train is going. The train moves, but they dont, except to stops around the corner, with no corner piece, without landing that gig, or getting the girl, or saving the day Because in the looming washed out morning, We're all, nothing more than, strangers, on the subway.
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