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Summer morning - pink jets of clouds splash out from the golden well of the east falling just short of an ebbing moon. Streams of swallows flutter and glide over the garden - they are all flying in the same direction as if erupting from the sun’s waking pulse. Just for a moment one of the birds hangs perfectly still - like the top-most drop of water from a fountain before it turns to face the glittering pool. Beneath them all the hummingbird makes her rounds and a dove scratches the earth below the feeder keeping an wary eye on the scribbling intruder. So many summer mornings - too many summer mornings I have wasted worrying about the world and my place in it – absent from my own body and breath the cage of my ribs rising, falling, and pausing without me. Meanwhile, another swallow stills her wings. Buoyed by an unseen breeze she is both feathered sail and cresting wave as she slices over my shoulder bearing west. Tom Spencer © 2015
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Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 12:16 PM UTC
Summer Morning
See loudness but be silented hearing things not needed pencils and pens scribbling teacher constant speaking smell of freshness yet sight of trashness
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Feb 7, 2013
Feb 7, 2013 at 3:40 PM UTC
TEAMWORK
I have always liked, Defiant Africans, Nelson, Patrice, Kenyatta, Martin Luther King, Groovy black men, ******* with attitude, But they intimidate me, Black men. Freedom fighters, Bar room brawlers, And I rise from sleep, Sheened in sweat, Running away, Scribbling my number, On scraps of paper, On foreheads and trousers, On outstretched palms, And I’m breathing heavily, Feeling stained, Because, That one there, The white man in Navy uniform, With hair on his ***** I know him, -conquistador- He smells of garlic and grease, And my black friends call me, ****** ***** ***** Will he take the lion tooth offered, Will he make the tribal dance? -I can teach him to love the earth, Teach him to plant his feet in, deep- I ********** from sleep, supported By thick, colonial, muscle. I am forging steel, Industrial iron, I am engineering a white lover Beneath the sheets, whilst Apologising to freedom fighters, Who call me ****** ***** *****
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Jul 20, 2012
Jul 20, 2012 at 4:55 PM UTC
****** ***** *****
I Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood. For nothing now can ever come to any good. II O the valley in the summer where I and my John Beside the deep river would walk on and on While the flowers at our feet and the birds up above Argued so sweetly on reciprocal love, And I leaned on his shoulder; 'O Johnny, let's play': But he frowned like thunder and he went away. O that Friday near Christmas as I well recall When we went to the Charity Matinee Ball, The floor was so smooth and the band was so loud And Johnny so handsome I felt so proud; 'Squeeze me tighter, dear Johnny, let's dance till it's day': But he frowned like thunder and he went away. Shall I ever forget at the Grand Opera When music poured out of each wonderful star? Diamonds and pearls they hung dazzling down Over each silver and golden silk gown; 'O John I'm in heaven,' I whispered to say: But he frowned like thunder and he went away. O but he was fair as a garden in flower, As slender and tall as the great Eiffel Tower, When the waltz throbbed out on the long promenade O his eyes and his smile they went straight to my heart; 'O marry me, Johnny, I'll love and obey': But he frowned like thunder and he went away. O last night I dreamed of you, Johnny, my lover, You'd the sun on one arm and the moon on the other, The sea it was blue and the grass it was green, Every star rattled a round tambourine; Ten thousand miles deep in a pit there I lay: But you frowned like thunder and you went away.
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Funeral Blues
I Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put crêpe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood. For nothing now can ever come to any good. II O the valley in the summer where I and my John Beside the deep river would walk on and on While the flowers at our feet and the birds up above Argued so sweetly on reciprocal love, And I leaned on his shoulder; 'O Johnny, let's play': But he frowned like thunder and he went away. O that Friday near Christmas as I well recall When we went to the Charity Matinee Ball, The floor was so smooth and the band was so loud And Johnny so handsome I felt so proud; 'Squeeze me tighter, dear Johnny, let's dance till it's day': But he frowned like thunder and he went away. Shall I ever forget at the Grand Opera When music poured out of each wonderful star? Diamonds and pearls they hung dazzling down Over each silver and golden silk gown; 'O John I'm in heaven,' I whispered to say: But he frowned like thunder and he went away. O but he was fair as a garden in flower, As slender and tall as the great Eiffel Tower, When the waltz throbbed out on the long promenade O his eyes and his smile they went straight to my heart; 'O marry me, Johnny, I'll love and obey': But he frowned like thunder and he went away. O last night I dreamed of you, Johnny, my lover, You'd the sun on one arm and the moon on the other, The sea it was blue and the grass it was green, Every star rattled a round tambourine; Ten thousand miles deep in a pit there I lay: But you frowned like thunder and you went away.
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With eager eyes and tempting smile, I beckoned 'cross the wharf And they returned, a sad reply, stating he must morph into a man -in pieces then- who puts things back together Whilst I sit here, and wait and wait, and keep on till forever. Kingdom comes, piggies fly, time churns soft and slow Every hour, like the other, shuffling to and fro Mind is racing, heart is beating, must be with him soon... He is the sun, he is the stars, he is the solstice moon. But he is full of hatred, and angry, scary things That I cannot behold because my covered ears will ring. I will not hear the wretchedness that billows from his mouth I will not be the victim of intentions headed south. Now he’s an angel, under God, and all the better creatures that prize the gentlest, passionate, souls who mirror all their features. They never asked, only assumed, that I would be alright But Oh! the torture over one who turned away from light. So here I wait, on endless shores, until they come for me Or maybe not, really, who knows, what lies beyond the sea The water holds the untold words of thousands who've passed on And here I am, scribbling the script, of stories before dawn.
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Apr 6, 2013
Apr 6, 2013 at 2:51 AM UTC
Poetry Beside the River Styx
they'll paint white walls over your thoughts because they think simplicity looks better than polka dots. they will strip you down to nothing because bare is better than bare minimum. they say your body is your canvas, then why are they scribbling on her canvas? they’ll doodle words, perhaps phrases of flatter like "You're pretty" teaching her that that's all that matters. They'll hang up a **** model picture because her body should look like this, you know? Richer. They'll say her body is a temple “she's eating all that for lunch?” they'll say her body is a temple but her body is the house she grew up in and yet you have the audacity to try and burn it down? Oh I forgot to mention the white paint that they used to paint over her? yeah ... slight misunderstanding It's permanent. what could they expect? it's their fault actually, it said everything on the label but they were too busy you see.   Too busy to see what it was really made out of, too busy to read what made it the way it was. Because one glance is enough, right? One glance is enough to ask her "what did you eat today?" And as her stomach grumbled and her blood ate her alive, she would answer "oh plenty!" And you would look happy with her answer because she is treating her body like a house she doesn't even recognize. And you would look happy with her answer because she let her body become your canvas And you would look happy with her answer because Your white paint was worth your money after all.
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May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 8:35 PM UTC
how to paint a masterpiece
they'll paint white walls over your thoughts because they think simplicity looks better than polka dots. they will strip you down to nothing because bare is better than bare minimum. they say your body is your canvas, then why are they scribbling on her canvas? they’ll doodle words, perhaps phrases of flatter like "You're pretty" teaching her that that's all that matters. They'll hang up a **** model picture because her body should look like this, you know? Richer. They'll say her body is a temple “she's eating all that for lunch?” they'll say her body is a temple but her body is the house she grew up in and yet you have the audacity to try and burn it down? Oh I forgot to mention the white paint that they used to paint over her? yeah ... slight misunderstanding It's permanent. what could they expect? it's their fault actually, it said everything on the label but they were too busy you see.   Too busy to see what it was really made out of, too busy to read what made it the way it was. Because one glance is enough, right? One glance is enough to ask her "what did you eat today?" And as her stomach grumbled and her blood ate her alive, she would answer "oh plenty!" And you would look happy with her answer because she is treating her body like a house she doesn't even recognize. And you would look happy with her answer because she let her body become your canvas And you would look happy with her answer because Your white paint was worth your money after all.
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I've been in a writing slump lately. I don't know why. I've been focusing on being a real human being again - getting back into school, being more sober, working more, making more money, working out, being more social. But whenever I find the time to write I just feel tired and want to sit on my *** watching tv. I don't know, this is just a rant I guess. I'm going to try to work on it. Keep scribbling guys- Harry J. Baxter
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Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 10:44 PM UTC
Not a poem: status update/ rant
Malcom was fed 16 bullets because of his. A slug kissed the jaw of King Jr. and silenced him forever. Gandhi shriveled like snakeskin. Joan of Arc became Joan of Ash- so you can understand why Melle Mel was jittery scribbling it all down, on a napkin, at Lucy's Noodle Shop in Harlem. Sweat poured into his green tea. He thought Jesus hanging from the dull wood. Heard about the poet Lorca under an olive tree, shot in the back. Everyone has felt this way through, he thought, never could he have imagined what would happen when he pressed his thumbprint into vinyl. Hip-Hop was still a tadpole. The DJ had just learned to scratch a record and make sounds no ear had never conjugated. How was he to know Tupac and Biggie would follow his lead and get plugged with lead? So he wrote it down, in big curling letters, emphatic: DON'T PUSH ME
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Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 4:42 PM UTC
The Message
Don't You Dare Speak, Your Words Trying To Make Blue Streaks, On The Monalisa Of My Soul, Black Graffiti Stains My Wishes, And Teeth Bare At My Well Being, Am I Daft? Or Sane? My Head Pounding With Lyrics, About How Cruel Life Can Utterly Be, Sharpie Crossing Out My Faith, Paint Vandalizing My Mended Heart, Rust Dressing The Hinges Of My Heartbeat Itself, And Golden Irises Reset, Back To Seaweed Green, Resting On A Bloodshot Background, Crayons Scribbling On The Coloring Book, Of My Dreams, Making It A Midnight Sky Mask, Flecked With Miserable Maroon Tears, Slang Covers My Intellect, Making It Foggy And Usless, You Can Thank Society, For Sculpting My Strength, From A Slab Of Clay, Burning It In A Kiln, To The Foundation Of Life, I Am Art, Sculpted From The Earth's Face, Yet I Sit On A Shelf, Collecting Dust, And All Of The Arrogent People, Doodle On My Shell, Colors Make An Ugly Mix, On My Bodies Skeleton, And What Is Making Me Special, Is Slowly Drowning, Underneath A Sea Of Graffiti
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Nov 3, 2012
Nov 3, 2012 at 4:05 PM UTC
Sea Of Graffiti
Wiling away someone else's restless hours as they serve you your elegant cafe au lait you're flicking through newspapers or maybe waiting for a friend or a lover or maybe contemplating your next masterpiece scribbling or drawing on a folded napkin or in a notebook & watching someone get out slowly out of a taxi as someone rides by on a bike & the first umbrella goes up & it starts to rain & the music is jazz or blues & you're dreaming of something just people watching & the hours pass by almost invisibly as if afraid to disturb
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Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
Cafe
So that I can purge these feelings inside of me The feelings and urges Of recent heart cracks That make me Want to hurt you The solution it seems Unsurprisingly to me Is to Write More Words I don't need to talk. Talking is circles And friends agreeing With every view I see Even though my view Has been skewed By you. It's no secret I'm no fool So why do they do it? If I could just Gather these feelings On to a page Surely my rage Will subside And then Like a full body sigh Things will- ...feel lighter And you will be More memory Than constant reminder So here I am Madly scribbling All this time later These words Which allegedly Will release me From all the Convictions of you But I write with a pencil Just in case The seasons change and I should ever want to erase These documented tears And instead Pick up the phone And talk circles With a friend Or even talk circles With you.
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Apr 15, 2017
Apr 15, 2017 at 8:18 PM UTC
I need to write words
I walk on a park so serene that birds gather on the tree tops to sing a song that so nostalgic in a way you lighten up and smile to embrace the setting sun an overwhelming feeling nonetheless and you cannot ignore the view of the diving sun splattering depths of maroon to the innocent clouds co-waltzing by with the grey blue sky so obvious which only shows a beauty the nature can offer to the mortal eyes to see the scenery is alluring that I would rather enjoy to sit under a tree than to relax my body on a bench that are lined in an amusing way facing the performance  of the slow warm afternoon I write under a tree to feel the fullness of this afternoon scribbling poems because in this way I feel amazingly close to  nature that I appreciate every bit of it, watching the butterflies playing a game of hide and seek while the one hiding are the little pretty flowers rooted near the trees and the other rooted under the bench and how I notice the trees are laughing cause the butterflies can’t seem to find the shy flowers because in this spot I can see clearly what’s happening around me every bit of it kids running around full of innocence and happiness not minding the butterflies a lovers embracing each other like they are the only sweet thing around and gaze at each other’s eye that seems likely make the time lingers and look at the bench again that is not so far away from me an uneasy feeling, a feeling of familiarity, a feeling of connection just like me sitting alone under a tree a girl alone on her bench I look at you partly because you’re alone like me enjoying the dawdling afternoon, partly because you have the beauty my very heart so desire, partly because you make my heart skipped a beat this past few days, partly because my love for you is growing every day I see you here and it is not that hard to focused my all attention to you ignoring everything around me even the love the couple emits with their embrace but you seem to be in trance with the love the couple radiates and closely in your eyes melancholy tears fell but still your even perfect when you cry and even angels weep to see you cry maybe you miss the love you once have, maybe you feel so alone and so absorbed that you feel there is no hope for the right one for you but only if you would look at me here by the tree and I’ll give you a hope, I’ll offer you a smile so warm but I can’t tell I’m the one only you can, but I’m sure I could kiss your tears goodbye and you’re the only one I see myself dancing and holding each other’s hand to stand near the tree when the sun sunk and this is all I’m hoping tell you about it.
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Oct 17, 2015
Oct 17, 2015 at 6:24 AM UTC
Alone under a tree..
I walk on a park so serene that birds gather on the tree tops to sing a song that so nostalgic in a way you lighten up and smile to embrace the setting sun an overwhelming feeling nonetheless and you cannot ignore the view of the diving sun splattering depths of maroon to the innocent clouds co-waltzing by with the grey blue sky so obvious which only shows a beauty the nature can offer to the mortal eyes to see the scenery is alluring that I would rather enjoy to sit under a tree than to relax my body on a bench that are lined in an amusing way facing the performance  of the slow warm afternoon I write under a tree to feel the fullness of this afternoon scribbling poems because in this way I feel amazingly close to  nature that I appreciate every bit of it, watching the butterflies playing a game of hide and seek while the one hiding are the little pretty flowers rooted near the trees and the other rooted under the bench and how I notice the trees are laughing cause the butterflies can’t seem to find the shy flowers because in this spot I can see clearly what’s happening around me every bit of it kids running around full of innocence and happiness not minding the butterflies a lovers embracing each other like they are the only sweet thing around and gaze at each other’s eye that seems likely make the time lingers and look at the bench again that is not so far away from me an uneasy feeling, a feeling of familiarity, a feeling of connection just like me sitting alone under a tree a girl alone on her bench I look at you partly because you’re alone like me enjoying the dawdling afternoon, partly because you have the beauty my very heart so desire, partly because you make my heart skipped a beat this past few days, partly because my love for you is growing every day I see you here and it is not that hard to focused my all attention to you ignoring everything around me even the love the couple emits with their embrace but you seem to be in trance with the love the couple radiates and closely in your eyes melancholy tears fell but still your even perfect when you cry and even angels weep to see you cry maybe you miss the love you once have, maybe you feel so alone and so absorbed that you feel there is no hope for the right one for you but only if you would look at me here by the tree and I’ll give you a hope, I’ll offer you a smile so warm but I can’t tell I’m the one only you can, but I’m sure I could kiss your tears goodbye and you’re the only one I see myself dancing and holding each other’s hand to stand near the tree when the sun sunk and this is all I’m hoping tell you about it.
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as the shimmering stars in the scorpio skies samba in syzygy, here on scorched earth the sparkling eyes of this silk rose become stress’s antidote to soothe body and soul. feeling sanguine, even a tad sangfroid, i smile, scribbling sultry muses sauced with sass and sibilance © 2021
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Nov 20, 2021
Nov 20, 2021 at 9:23 AM UTC
sibilance
The hollow wind funneled the voice of the distant night-train crossings, awakening  a  familiar  silence hanging from the vast wilderness sky A restless heart hearkening the echoes, imagining  a  runaway  Pullman flew away off the rails,    airborne on the winged wind headed north Winter  pausing  for a moment in  the  shadows  of  familiarity, as if parsing the unspoken breathings in an  echoless  surrendered sigh; uncertain if tacit words set free could ever allow a heart broken         to feel whole again There  is  no  absolving  voice that whispers in a solemner tone :         Death  has  no  mercy  ―   love remains marooned in the wake ,.. and it feels like the world’s gone mad letting time be the arbiter of perpetuity The fading dream of a motherless child; a wish to be held maternally fell to the ground with a thud,         breaking the silence, dissipating formless as the shape of water Muted cold lips so full of questions morphing into fugitive sighs come the unsettled night; when shadows disappear like frail memories that  passed  too  soon  to  grasp, thickly palpable as the warm breath a winter bird alone on frosty branch There’s no fear in braving the darkness in the  winter wilderness of life borne alone There’s no way of knowing what you’ll find down that long empty road back home Life just flashes by silently before your eyes         through the windshield     of countless miles and miles And there’s nothing you can do about it ― It’s like hearing the moment of truth in a lie when all I was looking for was  how I got here in this now,.. yesterday only finding a hopeless poet scribbling  slightly stained pages, spilling  a  bitter  sweet  dream ...         harlon rivers ... February 2018 ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
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Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 10:31 AM UTC
Awakening a Familiar Silence ...
The hollow wind funneled the voice of the distant night-train crossings, awakening  a  familiar  silence hanging from the vast wilderness sky A restless heart hearkening the echoes, imagining  a  runaway  Pullman flew away off the rails,    airborne on the winged wind headed north Winter  pausing  for a moment in  the  shadows  of  familiarity, as if parsing the unspoken breathings in an  echoless  surrendered sigh; uncertain if tacit words set free could ever allow a heart broken         to feel whole again There  is  no  absolving  voice that whispers in a solemner tone :         Death  has  no  mercy  ―   love remains marooned in the wake ,.. and it feels like the world’s gone mad letting time be the arbiter of perpetuity The fading dream of a motherless child; a wish to be held maternally fell to the ground with a thud,         breaking the silence, dissipating formless as the shape of water Muted cold lips so full of questions morphing into fugitive sighs come the unsettled night; when shadows disappear like frail memories that  passed  too  soon  to  grasp, thickly palpable as the warm breath a winter bird alone on frosty branch There’s no fear in braving the darkness in the  winter wilderness of life borne alone There’s no way of knowing what you’ll find down that long empty road back home Life just flashes by silently before your eyes         through the windshield     of countless miles and miles And there’s nothing you can do about it ― It’s like hearing the moment of truth in a lie when all I was looking for was  how I got here in this now,.. yesterday only finding a hopeless poet scribbling  slightly stained pages, spilling  a  bitter  sweet  dream ...         harlon rivers ... February 2018 ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
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G Perfection. D                         E They tell us to strive for, C                         D They tell us to live for G Perfection. D       E They’re set on a quest for C           D Making us test for G Perfection. D     E So they stuff us in uniform C    D Make us have perfect form D           E      C                 D And never let us stop working for G Perfection D I don’t want to D Spend my life A Scribbling A Homework E Until I do G Pop G I HATE IT G I HATE IT G I HATE IT G I HATE IT G IT HAS D TO STOP Perfection Is not what they’re making They’re really just faking Perfection As they make our hands aching Our times they are wasting Perfection Our lives they are taking Our souls they are raking And the worst of it is they will never reach Perfection I don’t want to Spend my life Scribbling Homework Until I do Pop I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT IT HAS TO STOP
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 8:23 PM UTC
Perfection
Sometimes half asleep, scribbling words or waiting for the morning sky to deliver birds I fall off the edge, leave this tiny bed float on rainy streets, there is no one that I meet only a corner vacant house, where precious paintings hang I am staring in the window, at flowers yellow, blue this must be the room of Vincent Van Gogh, this starry night with lily ponds so beautiful, fields of flowers purple iris, Monet meadows brown skin woman, hibiscus flowered island scenes of Paul Gauguin, so brightly colored there are pastel Degas dancing ballerinas Marc Chagall, blue indigo people without legs, they smile surreal this museum of the mind minutes like hours turned sublime
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Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
Impressionism
This is an Instrument a Verser must have Without it, we cannot Write with Love. This Tool, yet so small Does so many for All. Ink-Filled Skinney, With a ball-soaked head. Passing-out stains of Blue Blood And creating Words which Read. People throughout Literacy Seek for this Sword. To furnish their own Feelings And Bsuiness in the Ring. It all started, With a large, downey feather From the Swan's sacrifice, Dipping the tip with sticky paint, And scribbling onto leather. Paper, in progression, was its Factor Then came the Fountain - Civil Man's writing major. This Pen does well And so does much. Ink goes up, Goes down, Though still plans to Blot. However it may be, How the Ball-Point was born. "This is way Better!" People would say And now - the New Century - is still Used today. And because of it, Production was born In Business, Literary and most Of all - Journalism Was so Progressive. And so this ends, This Tale of the Happy Ballpen. Of Friend's in-take, Which is needed much in the Open.
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Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 12:45 PM UTC
THE BALLPOINT PEN
I find my refuge in poetry. For in twisted stanzas, that passionate-scribbling, I can read of blue skies, write amber waves, dream rusty signs squeaking, flapping in hot summer breezes, oil rigs pumping & wavy-trees, behind broken screened doors, I hear phone’s ringing, laughing children screaming. I can eat biscuits & gravy, savor catfish & string beans, see the rolling plains, feel the clapping thunder, listen to yellow parakeets as the morning sunlight peeks through stained-glass, the pitter patter of gentle rain. Sitting on porch swings, watching ripples on streams, inhaling rivers of cigarette smoke, I visualize hay rolls & barbed-wire fences under flocked geese in flight. Soothing wind chimes in c-minor, jingling, meandering through lace curtains, I lay on lily white tiles crying, clutching my tissue, trying to make it through another starless night. Rocking with Eric’s slow hand, wearing Tony Lama’s & driving Buicks, this random selection of cells I cannot keep inside me. There are millions of things hidden in my stronghold of words, yet to be written.
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Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
Stronghold of Words (My Refuge is Poetry)
* During the first half, I , started scribbling my verse on your face: During the second half I , sipped smelling my wine on your lips: Finally, I embraced, kissing my better-half to lay; lust and   to love........ * ** By Williamsji Maveli ** Email:[email protected]
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Jan 2, 2013
Jan 2, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
My better half
Here's something to impress you it's my heart wide open, curious, fearless approach me, remove the flowers from my hair take them home and wait for them to die then tell me about the thoughts that possessed you in the moments you tried to cry, but couldn't. There's always something eating away at you, isn't there? Keep scribbling, croak louder! Wake the town, bring me down. Take me take me take me down! Build the wall of silence just a little thicker I want to be sure I'm not nervous, I want to release all solidity and flow through you as liquid, as sunlight, as starlight as wishes as glances you cast me that I wasn't supposed to notice, (but did). I love you is a funny way of starting a sentence, a sentence is just something we use to get through the day. ****** up communication building blocks burying me deeper than I can climb and they're crumbling like your emotions when you've got hallucinations spreading in your spine, breaking you down, back broke, stomach chalk throat choke nose coke short **** inhale me like you do your smoke. I taste the same I taste the same. Yes yes yes yes yes I forgive you, I forgive myself self-love self-help self-yelp telepathy wavves like fog in a graveyard retracing your steps because everything's changing and you're burning wood cast your fires on me, I'll be your shallow shadow and I'll guide myself as far as you'll let me, don't drag me down just take me there. Quickly, before before before. I start to miss you and I think I'm just recycling my gatsby complex into something more tangible than tangerines in the middle of winter or a wind storm, trying to eat when there's a lack of corn, and you can't digest it anyways. you don't belong in this wagon this wagon doesn't even exist. I'm memorizing you in ways like cutting with knives and thinking about listening but then getting distracted. Re-birthing in the direction of “i thought you might” dying downwards and backwards and all the ways you've seen me because that's what I do when you see me. I die. It feels better than being alive so **** me killmekillmekillme. There! Right THERE! That's the separation.
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Dec 1, 2011
Dec 1, 2011 at 10:48 PM UTC
feels better
Here's something to impress you it's my heart wide open, curious, fearless approach me, remove the flowers from my hair take them home and wait for them to die then tell me about the thoughts that possessed you in the moments you tried to cry, but couldn't. There's always something eating away at you, isn't there? Keep scribbling, croak louder! Wake the town, bring me down. Take me take me take me down! Build the wall of silence just a little thicker I want to be sure I'm not nervous, I want to release all solidity and flow through you as liquid, as sunlight, as starlight as wishes as glances you cast me that I wasn't supposed to notice, (but did). I love you is a funny way of starting a sentence, a sentence is just something we use to get through the day. ****** up communication building blocks burying me deeper than I can climb and they're crumbling like your emotions when you've got hallucinations spreading in your spine, breaking you down, back broke, stomach chalk throat choke nose coke short **** inhale me like you do your smoke. I taste the same I taste the same. Yes yes yes yes yes I forgive you, I forgive myself self-love self-help self-yelp telepathy wavves like fog in a graveyard retracing your steps because everything's changing and you're burning wood cast your fires on me, I'll be your shallow shadow and I'll guide myself as far as you'll let me, don't drag me down just take me there. Quickly, before before before. I start to miss you and I think I'm just recycling my gatsby complex into something more tangible than tangerines in the middle of winter or a wind storm, trying to eat when there's a lack of corn, and you can't digest it anyways. you don't belong in this wagon this wagon doesn't even exist. I'm memorizing you in ways like cutting with knives and thinking about listening but then getting distracted. Re-birthing in the direction of “i thought you might” dying downwards and backwards and all the ways you've seen me because that's what I do when you see me. I die. It feels better than being alive so **** me killmekillmekillme. There! Right THERE! That's the separation.
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after all her anxious scribbling while chasing late night demons dreaming she looks at the sky. now it's so hard not to cry. heavily sighing, but why? is it even worth trying? oh I... I don't know, I think I'll save my tears for someone worth my time. your pretty face isn't one that ever crossed my troubled mind. when our flaws were all undone in this battle no one has won. and the mess we made lies in scattered pieces on the floor. you know I've always played it safe too afraid of all the words I really want to say. because I know aliens are real so I'll never wish on shooting stars. I can fly away in my ufo while you drive off in your car. heavily sighing, but why? is it even worth trying? oh I... and I don't mind saying I'm a little cray from time to time. you aren't the reason for all my sleepless nights. but when our flaws have come undone in this mess we have become our hearts now shattered, lie in pieces on the floor. oh I, I think I'll save my tears for someone worth my time. your pretty face isn't one that ever crossed my troubled mind. now our flaws are so undone. oh, what a mess we have become. has nothing else mattered? we can't pretend quite like before. my heart just shattered, is it still beating? because I swear I'm barely breathing anymore.
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Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 1:21 AM UTC
pocahontas♡
Once upon a time: An aged rabbi talking with two men Asked them about their holiday in Paris The first man said: Oh, I hated Paris There was muck and filth everywhere I went Stray dogs and prostitutes roamed the foul streets And the Parisians were incessantly rude The second man said: Oh, I loved Paris There were flowers everywhere I went Artists and beauty, writers scribbling away And the Parisians were so kind to me And so: The rabbi said to them (his voice was kind): Each of you found the Paris you wanted to find (Worked up [or down, or sideways…] from a story Rabbi Joel Goor, a visiting lecturer at the University of San Diego in 1975, told his students.)
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Aug 27, 2018
Aug 27, 2018 at 3:53 PM UTC
A Rabbi Tells a Story
Biro poetry doesn’t work It does not flow or fill the page with easy thoughts The pen is a bulky lover, rather than the finer bodied pencil It gives no quarter in correction, and scribbling out is just a messy affair So it is unsatisfactory, clumsy and clogging Oh for my pencil, where have you gone, my love? Your fine point skating the velum, An extension of my mind Allowing expression beyond such coarse biro ******
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Oct 6, 2011
Oct 6, 2011 at 5:26 PM UTC
I’ve lost my pencil