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Lyn Jul 2021
I love it whenever Cookie. . .

kneaded her cute paws on cushions. . .

slept on my bed. . .

slept near the TV. . .

slept on top of the furniture cabinet. . .

slept in between my legs. . .

gave us Norman, Zoe, Vincent and ****** (but he sadly left us so soon). . .

played with her kittens. . . and. . .

defended them whenever Buddy bullies them. . .

gave me gentle gazes. . .

gave me gentle meows. . .

looked at me with her big, innocent eyes. . .

played very energetically. . .

showed her the moments where sheʼs still a kitten at heart. . .

she comes whenever we call her. . .

she responds to calling her name. . .

was very affectionate. . .

melts my heart every time. . .

she rolled around whenever she was playful. . .

she told off Claudia sometimes. . .

comforted me without any effort. . .

I love her tri-colored coat, her beautiful innocent eyes, her cute face that I will dearly miss. I may have not shown you how much I love you, Cookie, but I will always remember you through your babies. I will protect them.

I love it whenever Oli. . .

knocked over things whenever he throwed a tantrum. . .

bit or scratch me gently when I irritate him. . .

whined when I hug him. . .

ignored me whenever I call him. . .

would give me a meow of warning before biting me. . .

followed me home the first time I saw him. . .

gave me that irritated gaze. . .

can be sweet when he want to be. . .

screams whenever he fights with some other cat. . .

doesnʼt want to fight other cats. . .

lightly bumps my hand or lean whenever I touch him. . .

slept beside me. . .

slept on top of the refrigerator. . .

doesnʼt care about pleasing me. . .

knew that I love him so much.

Oli knew how much I love him. I love the black spot on his lower lip, his orange eyes, his white and orange coat, the cute pattern of his front paws, his long orange tail, his innocent face, his gayness (****). I love every single detail about you, baby.

I never thought that you impregnating Pola was a blessing in disguise, because I didnʼt know that you would leave us so soon.

You might be gone, pero lahat kayong mga dumaan sa buhay ko ay may kanya-kanyang espesyal na lugar sa puso ko. Miss na miss ko na kayo. Sobra. You guys are perfect. You didnʼt deserve any of what happened to you. Iʼm sorry I couldnʼt protect you guys from this cruel world. One day, you will get the justice you deserve. And the same goes for all of the animals they abused. Hindi natutulog ang Diyos. They will get what they deserve.

October 15, 2019 - July 22, 2021
October 14, 2019 - July 22, 2021
Oli and Cookie were my cats. They were murdered by my neighbor who are animal abusers. Please, if you donʼt like animals, just ignore them. Do not hurt them. Please.
ruby stains Jan 2015
she was like a thread-bare
cotton sweater; she needed to be turned  inside//out when w:ash*ed.
kui ta oli number viis : if she was number five in estonian form
Julia Anniina May 2016
Istuin pelkääjän paikalla, jalat syliin nostettuina, jotta varpaista ei katoaisi tunto.
Oli yksi vuoden kylmimmistä päivistä. Talvi oli tullut myöhemmin kuin minään aikaisempana vuotena, mutta ottanut yhden yön aikana loppukirin, ja upottanut kaupungit muutamassa tunnissa paksun lumikerroksen alle.
Ilmastointi puhalsi haaleasti päällemme, välillä katkonaisesti, välillä tasaisesti huristen.
Nukahdin ehkä jossakin vaiheessa, pää nuokkuen selkänojaa vasten.
Sujautit toisen kätesi takkini alle lämmitelläksesi. Kaksitoista viikkoa on pitkä aika, sanoit hiljaa, nostamatta katsetta tiestä. Ikkunasta näkyi metsänvarteen maamerkiksi rakennettu, nyt harmaaseen ja valkeaan peittynyt panssarivaunu.

Kolme kuukautta myöhemmin helle seisoi painostavana talojen välissä ja katukiveyksillä, saaden paidan liimaantumaan märkänä kiinni selkään. Tuon lisäksi juuri mikään muu ei ollut muuttunut.  
Et ollut vielä korjannut auton ilmastointia, ja sisätilaan putoili kanavia pitkin kukkivien puiden silmuja. En vaivautunut kysymään, minne olimme menossa, tai kuinka kauan sinne kestäisi ajaa. Mitä kauniimpi sää, sen hauskempaa oli painaa jalkaa lujemmin polkimelle, tapasit sanoa.
Rullasin puoleiseni ikkunan auki, ja lepuutin hetken kättäni sen reunalla.
james nordlund Nov 2018
Earthen formed, as clay, my bodhi,

Deeba, with inner wick always lite,

Oli, light of Thee light, sits.
Belated Good Diwali, Deepavalli, Deeba Oli to All   :)   reality
Safana Apr 2022
The trumpet is gradually blowing.
It's neither awake nor asleep.
And the drum beat hit a bit.
And the whispering voice that you hear
Later, the bold roar of a wolf rises.
Far in the distance, a speechless child
Waving her hand to catch the green
Imagine this kind of dreaming.
Happening in the sense of reality
Moving toward the girl horrendously
But my tongue was quaking like a snake.
I don't know what to say to help.
Because of the hideousness of her face,
It was a call from the darkness.
My name is loudly mentioned periodically.

Safana...
Safana...
Saaaffffaaannnnaa!
Take me away.
Take me away.
Take me away.

Dark smoke diffuses from an unknown space.
It covers almost everywhere in space.
I started coughing.
I think I will go to the grave. That is.
I am absolutely tethered to the rope and,
I'm being dragged somewhere like a hole.
 
I screamingly shouted 
Again and again,
And then, quite suddenly,

And then,
silence suddenly,
My eyes slowly begin to open
I am beneath a concrete canopy.
It's a stone chamber like a crypt.
Far from it, it's a ropeless,
a suspended bed draped in a red blanket

I am dragged heavily towards the bed's edge.
Suddenly, I am suspended between up and down.
And the man, with a horror face, woke from the bed
approaching my side, invoking Cyphe incantations.
He circled the ground with red blood.
His gaze was fixed on the roof. He is
Incanting with an unperceiveable word.

"wede demi yimit’u
  wede demi yimit’u
  wede demi yimit’u"

"demuni yimitu ina
gurorowoni yarik’u."

"o፣ widi yesī’oli āganiniti፣

weyi widi yesī’oli seyit’anati

weyi widi yekirīpiti seyit’ani"

He took his head and looked 
deeply into my sight, then a knife.
appeared in his hand. 
He approached where I am suspended.
All of a sudden, he came and stabbed the knife in the area of my chest.
I screamingly shouted again
and again and I woke up when
I realized it was my cat 
sitting on my chest.
Kirsty Feb 2015
youcouldhearourflesh                                 rip
                                                                ­                apart.

(as though it had ever beentogether
as though we were ever
                                                            ­             more
than car crashes
than house fires.

I held onto your address, you know
when you held on to my hand;
when you held up the traffic;
when you                                                        left
 ­                                                                 ­                  me
and drank
                                                           ­     
                                                           ­               Copenhagen
through a paper straw.


The whetted splendour of it all:
I wonder if the drowned ever
noticed
how the sun kisses                                     The Sea?
                                                            ­                                
down
                           ­                                  
                              ­                      we
                                        ­                                                  
sank.

Did your feet touch the bottom or
did you                                                              ­ swim
to the sound of -

to the sound of br ea k ing vi oli  n s ?
I snapped each string
like I was                                         pulling teeth.


Your address  folded into
                                                         wav­es,
your house burned to
                                                         dust,


the kind god                     keepssafe -
“one last
                                                        keep sake”
in his pockets.



If I tightened my hands,
doyouthinkicouldchokeonthis
                              ­                                      cable?
Wouldthatstop                              time or
your voice or
my voice;                                       the voicemails;
the answer machine that
no one                                            ever
                                                                ­  answered?


My blueeyed boy was born in              goodbyes
he sleeps in seas                        
                                    ­                            irrevocable:
and The Tide washes him home to me
                                                              ­  every day.)

it sounded like                             fingers
tangled in                                             phone wire
and br ok e nv io l in  s.
vircapio gale Apr 2013
oli  alolalia, alloilaalia llia
my voice complies to echo
distant emblems of a theory of all fate,
destined  with a syntax  of a mainly nonsense  pedantry
..paling.. beside a string of random words--
whether nature's bare effect,
or some intentional array--
ailololalieae, aellolalia la aolilolalia, allollia allali lllla, alloalia alllaia, allolalia*
--bearing ologies of whim and isms without ambit,
a farce within a sham in a sham in a sham
waiting there atop an abstract, ancient hill
gloriously stale, and always having been to be
what only poor Laplace could see.
the comely resignation siren sings,
her hair of timely strands agleam
and waving as she wails before a wall of necessary moans
aelloliaolia llali, alilaolaloiaa. Lllaa oali, aallolalia, lli ll ol, llolalia lllalia, aallaoloaloia
in dagger tongues of old and new, even divination ends--
anti-grammar soothsaid by the stars,
pointless thanks for all respite
and fortunes womb to womb
in tones of equal portions,
loving and malicious lies
invested blindly in a causalistic chain
compelling freely all to learn
another hyle verse refraining on,
"sweet sweet sweet sweet sweet tea."
allolalia.
        
allolalia of the soul, for certain.
of what is romanticized as soul. the Incy would know,                         
chosen in fantastic leaps a chorus strips
to vocal altivolant cries
rebounding buttress heights
with savored dionysian sin
the gods descended to revise--
listen, in abandon, an amatorculist's ictus speaks:
allolalia a allaia. Alloolalia allolalia alaloolaleioa
resounding deep beneath the waters, ecstatic envelope of tides
in which the stars reflect the spiral of my inner gaze
chiaster noemes tipping pleasure over domes,
verdant crotches rooted by ephemera of lights
and hazes floated over eyelash swoons
from piercings into satisfaction's desert end,
where sternums drip with scoured lusts
and wide-eyed recollections of the moment's selfhood sight
betray the freedom in the heart, and sacral pride.
***** imagined ease of future tropes
conjoined with inner plights to balance
what the furrowed brow concerns,
and widened visions offer further depths
to penetrate the interweavement of all times--
alone i'm here again, recognizant of wills
familiar as the flaming star i contour shadows from
to reminisce on mentor's sayings,
"exact description of inner and outer reality"
Alelaoolaliai alololialiia, aallolaleia
experiment of worlds, archer of the proper noun
allolalia... beloved allolalia...















.
"Susie Asado" is a poem by Gertrude Stein, with "Sweet... tea" as its opening line.

allolalia
n. - form of aphasia in which words are spoken at random.
or Any speech defect, esp. one caused by a cerebral disorder.

word mutations are taken from http://wordster.onvyder.com/wiki/allolalia.html
Juno Nov 2018
Kissa oli musta.
Kokonaan, myös silmät.
Sen nimi oli Lunta,
Vaik’ se oli musta.
Emanzi Ian Feb 2022
Nkwatako n'obwo obugalo obuwewela ng'obuviiri bw'omuwele
Nkwatako mpewele
Engeli gyo nkwatamu empeweza ne'mba ng'omuwele
Buli lwonkwatako mpulira nga nzikakanye
Mpulira ng'omuliro ogubadde gubumbuggya munze gukakanye
Bwombela okumpi,kyinzikakanya ebilowoozo,nzenna omutima neguba muteefu
Bambi jjangu gyendi,vaayo eyo ewala ggyooli
Jjangu ombeele kumpi omponye ekiwubaalo
Okubeela wo kwo,okumpi nange kyimpa essanyu elya namaddala
Kunze,eddoboozi lyo ddagala
Ye ggwe omu bwati gwe njagala
Ye gwe gwe njoya
Bambi jjangu onkwateko omponye okufa
Bwemba naawe,mba siyoya
Bwombela ewala,mba nkuyoya ng'akasana ko kumukya
Mba nkutaawa ng'olubuto kumakya bwe lutaawa ekyenkya
Sisobola kuliinda lwa nkya,olwaleero lee netaaga
Naye bwe lunaaba lwa nkya,nja kusula nga nkwesuunga nga mbaga
Nja kuguma,nja kuliinda kuba gwe wange,
Tosobola kunjiwa!

Obulungi bwo kitone
Omutonzi yabukuweesa mutima gumu
Empisa zo zzaabu,oli ttabbu
Oli wanjawulo ela omutonzi ya kwawula mu banno
Nesiimye mu bonna abangi omukisa waguwa nze
Nesiimye oli wange,ela nkukakasa nange ndi wuwo wekka
Bali abalina ensimbi be zzaabu wabaleka n'osiima nze
Nkusuubiza tojja kwejjusa
Sili kuletera kwejjusa
Nze Ani,
Nze Ani eyalondebwa malayika
Nesiimye omutonzi yakunsiindikira ompe emirembe
Leero lwatuuse netuba ffembi neera,Bambi nkwatako nfune otulo

(4/11/2021)
Nkwatako nfune otulo
Ignatius Hosiana Mar 2016
I carry my mother wherever I go
and I am my mother the more I grow
she is a lady who never quits no matter the hurdle
a perfect example of endurance I've seen since my cradle
till now that I'm Journeying to the Grave,
she is wonderfully made and brave
a proof that true love exists, yes my mother
she loved Justus, she loved Ezra, she loved Cornel,Olive, Lucy,I & my father
the praise the Pacific receives is because the world isn't aware of the vastness of my mother's heart
she is a firm centrepiece and her family's close even when set apart
by the Sea that hides cornel out of sight somewhere in  Turkey
by the fresh responsibilities that blanket Lucy in Nairobi
by Destiny that holds father captive Home by the Countryside
Work that's keeping Justo and Oli dancing to the tune of Mint,
Ezra working his fingers to the bone
for my niece Shanty to spring up to a brighter dawn
Hustle that often keeps Mama a far toiling so that we become
who we are and who we will be tomorrow
and Education and future that manacles me in this city
Mama's the best student of the family
for she learnt all our
Weakness, Threats, Opportunities and Strength
weaknesses and helped us overcome
our threats and dug them out even when it meant whipping our *****
the opportunities she opened our eyes to
and our might, she is the reason we all know where our strength lieth
Mama'll always be the law that I follow
the woman I trust most and the best thing that ever happened to me
I carry my Mama in my Heart, I carry my Mama in my Soul
my Mama is my face, my Mama is my character too
she taught us to spread love wherever we go
by loving us unconditionally
she taught us to make the best decisions
for she chose for us the best Papa in the Stellar
she taught us to endure from her persistence
and today we stand for the people because from her resistance
& fight for what's right, truth defines our existence
I'm proud to say I carry my mother wherever I go
I carry her smile, I go an extra mile
I carry her heart even if not in the same measure
I carry her Soul, world's greatest treasure
And I carry her person in my Heart everywhere I go
Call me young, but I will always walk
with my Mother and pieces of my father
if I am an art piece of clay
the two are responsible for the pottery
and being moulded in such warm and caring arms
feels better than winning any lottery
or accidentally finding oneself in a treasury
I love Mama not only because her womb was my safest sanctuary
but also because she's the best player in the siblings I have & love
the baby and boy I was yesterday, the young man I am today
and the success of the person I see in my tomorrow
she's responsible for the art in my Heart
the upper in my cut and the purr in my cat
I love you Mama, World's most wonderful woman
Sending you this message from Stars away
Simply to Say
I love you Mama and
Happy Women's Day
Julia Anniina Mar 2016
Kävelen ohi muurin päälle kiivenneen poikajoukkion
Heillä on ylös käärityt housunlahkeet
rikkinäiset kengät
vaniljalta tuoksuvia sikareita
reput täynnä kolisevia tölkkejä
Kaiuttimista soi sama kappale
jota kuuntelin viime kesänä
kun taivas oli tummennut mustelman väriseksi
ja onnellisuus tuntui kylmänä hikenä paidan alla
vaikka myöhästyin viimeisestä linja-autosta
Kotiin tullessa piti piilotella naurua äänessä
vaikka isäkin oli juonut sinä iltana
Daivik Apr 2021
If you believe in flat earth
Read on
If not
Be gone, thoughts.

Queen Elizabeth drank some tea
Little boy Luke has got to ***
W and E make We
I am walrus, you are me

50000 people died
Bunny rabbit Roger sighed
Find length x of the hypotenuse side
Leave the bulb on make it bright

Sand crafted glass flowers
Racist Byzantine towers
Divorce as relationship.sours
Home great female powers

Morbidly obese
Dinosyus reads
Heeds
California dreams

Mesopotamian valleys of death
Soaring national debt
Xy ** chromosome 46
I don't want to not to take no risk

Bees
Bees
Bees

Ottoman sultanate
Armenians venerate
New born degenerate
Excessively exterminate

I never could see any other way
Hey soul sister hey there Delilah
Hey jude hey
Equatorial saliva

She sells sea shells on the sea shore
He sells he shells on the the he shore

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Yo John Cena
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D Minor Nov 2013
The verses are screamed like Oli Spikes and the Chorus is sung like Brandon Saller

I don’t think
you can understand
How in love with you
I really am
And now you’re sad
And now you push me away
But I’ll still fight
no matter what you say
Your spirit is broken
Well so is mine
But to hurt you again
I’d rather die
(Chorus)
Don’t leave, you saved my life
You taught me how to stand
You made me realize
How wonderful I really am
(Verse 2)
Just a dull boy
In his closet alone
Bleeding and crying
But no one knows
When I told you
You cried on the phone
You stole my weapons
Now my addiction is gone
Nobody believed
In me like you did
All of them thought me
Incapable of happiness
And the worse it got
The more I started to believe
They were right
There was no hope for me
(Chorus)
Don’t leave, you saved my life
You taught me to stand
You made me realize
How wonderful I really am
(Bridge)
I promise I can really change
And I’ll learn from my mistakes
After all they don’t make me who I am
I love you with everything
Every fiber of my being
You’re full of wonderful things
(Chorus)
Don’t leave, you saved my life
You taught me to stand
You made me realize
How wonderful I really am
I’ll change I know you don’t believe
But I will prove you wrong
It’s never too late to fix
What we have wanted all along
Alicia Sep 2021
Oli
in the dry yellow rolling hills of wine county
where crickets and cicada sing
sweat and memories guided new creation
a place for her spirit to rest
all gathered on homemade pews
strong stones and brilliant quartz the focal point
through cracked voices, stories erupted
they filled tin buckets with their grief
listened to the sound hit the bottom so softly
found a whisper of rhythm
linked arms and danced with sorrow
in a place of peaceful remembrance
those moments her nymph spirit was holding all there
she was the sky full of stars on that dark night
the electric energy in the air
with hands clasp tight
a united silence for the
celebration of her life
and a painful goodbye
For a friend I lost and the ceremony.
Half a million dollars moved
by political giants
say our chimera hearts
are lion about some parts
look about my parts, see fur
see teeth, see claws
Lions? that's right,
We are.

Pounce on scorn
for these gender norms
we're pressing eulogies in binary's
for transcribing our identities
to hetero70's minded
heredity enemies.
fixated on tellin' me
my parts are prescribed
like sedatives, sleepin' on it
'till I'm good and dead,
like the rest of them.

I love a lion
Son of a lion
daughter of a lion
daddy was a liar
mommy was a fighter

but I'm not lyin'
I've been rhymin' since third grade.
back than I said I was a lesbian
to try and get laid
nobody knows who they are that young
Our personalities grey
and unsung
media does an oli-oop
propaganda elected a spoof.
a Caricature opposite from any revaluation
Who was it
that wanted to watch Disney villains
start performing Macbeth
wrapped in a flag, carrying a privileged crest
white owls, burning bathroom signs on crosses
Tinder deleted her account
For the wrong parts,
used the wrong Lions stall.
They viewed her as lyin'
Aren't we all?
Aren't we fake for six months?
Jack-o-lantern carving out
new masks to try on?
The tea lights stay the same
keeps flickering sin
and shout.
If the wind blows just right,
I watch them sometimes,
burn out.
CallMeVenus Nov 2021
My identity is
both water
and oil


                    It does not stick


Sometimes if i pour it in a bottle and shake really well,
for a few moments
I pretend that the SMALLER i get
oli bubbles to be,
the more blended it looks

I shake and I shake
But separation always comes back
Julia Anniina Jan 2016
Humallun musiikista, suloisista juomista,
ihmismassan päämäärättömästä liikkeestä
Ajautuen jonnekin mieleni ulottumattomiin
Pehmeästi, kuin vahingossa
Liveten ulos harkintakyvystäni
Ulos mukavuusalueeltani, ilman vastalauseita
Ulos tahmealta lattialta
Ulos parvekkeelle tuntemattoman kanssa,
kaupunginosaan, jossa en ole käynyt koskaan aikaisemmin
Ahmien omaa tiedottomuuttani
Lopulta ulos kurkusta sormien kautta viemäriin
Pää edellä maahan
Eikä se mieli ole kadonnut sillä välin minnekään
Vaikka juoksin sitä karkuun henkeni edestä
Vaikka siinä hetkessä luulin, ettei sitä koskaan ollutkaan
Vaan kaikki oli täysin selvää ja kirkasta
Surya Kurniawan Sep 2018
Dari dalam diri Dali dan Dada datang menghampiri ke daftar orang-orang mati.
Meyakinkan manusia manapun yang mau mendengar musik merdu melodi mimpi.
Yang lalu lalang bergentayangan malang di terang liang lawang-lawang.
Luapan oli di lobang lintasan lalu lintas layaknya di lorong-lorong lupa.
Obrol diobral, diobok-obok oleh organisasi olahraga oportunis yang jadi objek operasi.
Jalanan yang jelas-jelas jelek jangan dijadikan juga sebagai jaminan judi dan jamban di jaman sekarang.
Sebab itu saudara sekalian sudah sanggup kah simpanan saudara selamat sampai sasaran?
Julia Anniina May 2016
Jaksat usein muistuttaa ensitapaamisestamme, kerrata tarinaa verkkaisesti äänensävyllä, jonka pehmeys muistuttaa rauhoittavaa silitystä.

Silloin tuntui lähestulkoon kunniakkaalta olla juuri se ihminen, jonka valitsit niiden kaikkien vastaan tulleiden joukosta. Ehkä juuri sen takia en juurikaan vastustellut, kun vetäisit minut rivakalla otteella suoraan altaan syvään päähän. Totuin kylmään veteen ennen kuin ehdin huomatakaan, opin täydentämään lauseesi ja tuntemaan kehosi jokaisen piirteen, trauman ja eleen.
Yhtä huomaamattomasti kuusi kuukautta pauhasi ohi kosken tavoin, ja sorsat saapuivat uiskentelemaan rannan liepeille. Siinä vaiheessa olin jo auttamattomasti puolihukuksissa, kaulaani myöten kietoutuneena sinuun, keveyteesi ja mutkattomuuteesi, kehräten häikäilemättömästi kosketuksia ja kuiskien tuhmia sanoja korvaasi.

Puhuessasi et vilkuile turhaan ympäriinsä, vaan lasket katseesi kiertelemättä ja painavana iholle. Välissä venyttelet laiskasti, kohotat käsivarsiasi, jolloin paidanhelmasi nousee hieman, paljastaen kaistaleen alavatsasi suloista kaarta. Kun niskasi on taivutettuna hennosti taaksepäin etkä välttämättä huomaa, annan silmieni viipyillä sinussa hieman pidempään, kyynärtaipeista sormenpäihin asti.

Ennen sinuun tutustumista puolitutuillani oli pois kääntyessäni tapana kuiskutella paheellisuudesta ja huorista, enkä viitsi kieltää, ettekö muisto noista sanoista tuntuisi edelleen aamuisin kohmeisuutena luissani, mutten siltikään malta olla miettimättä, miltä nuo sormet tuntuisivat sisälläni.
Julia Anniina Apr 2016
Pohdin, pitäisikö lauseista sittenkin karsia pois hieman pikkusieluiselta kuulostava katkeruus ja täytteeksi laitetut kirosanat, vaikka niillä jos joillakin saa kaivettua esille kauan odotettuja reaktioita. Tosin tuohon sääntöön sinun oli tietenkin tehtävä poikkeus, ja pysyä aina yhtä ilmeikkäänä ja vastaanottavaisena kuin tiiliseinä. Se piirre sinussa on yksi ainoita, josta en tunnu saavan otetta, vaikka kuinka repisin hermojani ja haavojani auki. Miellyttävämpää olisi pitää yllä kuvitelmaa, että jossakin sen tyyneyden ja päälleliimatun rauhallisuuden alla kuohuu, kuohuu niin vitun kovaa, että jossakin vaiheessa läikähdät yli reunojesi, ja voimme taas alkaa käyttäytyä niin kuin kuuluu.
Haluan hienovaraisesti varmistaa, että paikalla tuolla hetkellä, seuraten sivusta, antaen jääpalojen sulaa hiljaa lasissa. Jälkeenpäin voin vaivihkaa hivuttautua viereesi, ja niin kuin on tapana, ujuttaa sormeni hitaasti selän ja niskan kautta hiuksiisi. Vasta kun olet tarpeeksi lähellä, tunnustan harmistuneena, että oikeasti olen vihainen vain siksi, että lähtöni jälkeen maaliskuussa vaihdoit kiireesti sänkysi lakanat, etkä ole suudellut moneen viikkoon.
Julia Anniina May 2016
vehreiden harjujen päällä kohoaa ilmavoimaloita
piirtyen selkeärajaisina vasten taivasta
metalliset seinät välkkyen valon osuessa niihin
muistan ilman pienintäkään epäilystä
että noiden harjujen takana
umpeen kasvaneiden polkujen päässä
niin syrjässä, ettei sinne eksy sattumalta
on kallioisia rantoja
bensalta ja nuotioilta tuoksuvia
sameavetisiä lampia
nokkosia polttamassa jalansyrjiä

näin unia niistä, niin värikkäitä ja todentuntuisia
että heräsin aina säpsähtäen, niskat jumissa
nyrkit puristettuina tiukasti hiusten sekaan
mutta tunsin, kuinka aloin unohtamaan
pikkuhiljaa, yksityiskohta kerrallaan
havahtumaan jostakin sellaisesta
joka oli painanut kylkiluita kasaan jo pitkään
olen varma, että unohtamisen myötä
ne unet tulevat harvenemaan
muuttamaan muotoaan joksikin toiseksi
(siksi, jonka nimeä en ole vielä oppinut muistamaan
jonka läsnäoloa en tunnista, vaikka olisin kosketusetäisyydellä)
ja ennen pitkää, hitaasti mutta huojentavan varmasti
lakkaavat kokonaan olemasta
Julia Anniina Feb 2016
Vaikken kaipaisikaan enää niin paljoa,
että tuntuu kuin sisukseni kääntyisivät ympäri
se ei tarkoita, etten kaipaisi lainkaan
(sitä että juot kahvisi mustana sillä unohdat aina ostaa maitoa kaupasta
tai että kaikki rakastamasi kirjat ovat minusta loputtoman pitkästyttäviä)
Sinussa on vielä se sama kodikkuus, kuin niissä pienissä pubeissa
joissa vietimme kaikki iltapäivät heinäkuussa
ja terassilla aurinko poltti olkapäillesi pisamia
Tuoksut savulta ja lämmöltä
etkä lakkaa silloinkaan hymyilemästä,
kun lukitsen kapeat ranteesi sängynpäätyä vasten

Lähtiessäni jätän ikkunan auki,
ja sinut puoliuneen
Pakkanen tuulettaa asuntosi nurkat
ja samalla sisälle tulee myös lumisade
havahduttaen sinut kohinallaan unesta
Puoliksi patjalta, puoliksi lattialta

Ja junaan kiirehtiessäni ymmärrän,
että on helmikuu
Kaupunki, joka oli minulle joskus uusi
tuntuu edelleen yhtä tuntemattomalta
ja saatan eksyä, vaikka olen vain korttelin päässä kotoani
Julia Anniina Jul 2016
Pouta oli lientynyt harmaaksi liejuksi ojanpohjille ja taivas ryöpytti vettä kaksi harmaata viikkoa putkeen
Ripustin matot kuivumaan parvekkeelle tuolien selkänojille mutta mun pesukone taisi olla jotenkin rikki kun ne kastelivat lattian likomäräksi yön aikana
Vähän niin kuin skidinä kun halusin täyttää koko pesuhuoneen vedellä ja ihmettelin kun vanhemmat ei antaneet
Eikä nuo olleet mitään takaumia siitä kun mut pistettiin soittamaan hätänumeroon kun ne halusivat työnnellä toisiaan portaista alas
Musta olisi vaan ollut tosi kätevää jos meillä olisi aina ollut uimahalli käytettävissä
Julia Anniina Apr 2016
miettiä jo etukäteen mikä sotku tästä taas syntyykään
tiedostaa se jatkuvasti ärsyttävänä kaiherruksena
mutta jossakin vaiheessa kieltäytyä palaamasta asiaan
ihastua loputtoman paljon ja aina vain uudestaan
ihmisiin joiden nimet menevät korvista ohi
jotka kykenivät hetken viihdyttämään olemassaolollaan
mutta joiden sanoja ei jaksa muistaa myöhemmin
aina on joku notkumassa tiskillä valmiina tarjoamaan
joku huutamassa perään että sulla on niin kivat reidet
selitellä muille että se oli vain heikko hetki
kunhan vitsailtiin ja pidettiin hauskaa
tuntea ylipäätään tarvetta selittelylle
olla jälkeenpäin selittämättömällä umpisolmulla
koettaa pitää asiat järkevissä mittasuhteissa
mutta tuntea pistelevää katumusta viikkotolkulla
ymmärtää rikkoneensa joitakin hyvin hauraita lupauksia
silti päästä pälkähästä ilman sen suurempia seuraamuksia
olla siksi ottamatta täyttä vastuuta itselleen
jos ei nyt niin tuskin seuraavallakaan kerralla
Àŧùl Sep 2018
Where's Oggy?
Where's Olivia "Oli"?
And where's Bob the Dog??
Where are Dee Dee, Joey and Marky?
Do you have any Sparrow?
Or do you have any Jill?
Do you think I am sarcastic?
My HP Poem #1720
©Atul Kaushal
Samantha DeWitt Jun 2015
As babes we bring people closer
As teenagers, we defy rules
As we grow, we lean on shoulders
Stumbling on like other fools
Lifting others we'll try
Turning out like Oli and Guy
Bleurose Oct 2020
To the friend of my friend
We've never met, you and I.
And now we never will.
I heard of you in passing, she adored you.
Oli this, Oli that.
You were so close and just as much a part of her as her liver, or her eyes.
Even to me, in her life, you were just a fact,
Like her hands, or her teeth.
Yet, I didn't know you!
So I think that I thought of you like that, in itself, is incredible.

I can only hope your passing was quick. For her it will be painful, and I cannot be there in the ways I would like.
Over nine years we've done nothing but grow apart, briefly passing in the night or In a hot summers day.
I hope she finds solace in the people around her. I hope they dry her tears when I cannot.

I hope if there is an afterlife, you are at peace.
You will be missed.

Sincerely
A friend of your friend.
I wrote this after finding out a close friend had experienced one of their best friends dying, and I'd known of them for a long time to the point where they were such a part of her life.
It's odd to think that he's not there anymore, and if it's odd for me, it must be excruiciating for her.
Grev ca the loqi el
Fel world sitram onj
(Is vetr yil eff)
Uner random eeja na
Wickreta and ilst
Unjust oli scon
Emanzi Ian Dec 2019
Kulembela Ngobelele
Oli Wamanyi
Otiisa abamaanyi
Ekitangaala kyo kya'maanyi
Kilaba ne kumwoyo munda
Wagulu ne wansi w'omutima,ne munda mu byenda
Nkuuma buli lunnaku Ku calendar
Ekisa kyo ky'amaanyi, kigonza n'abasiinga okukola entiisa
Wooli,embeela enzito eggonda
Elinnya lyo lya kyitiibwa n'ettendo
Omukwano gwo gwa muwendo

Kulembela ngobelele
Ndi mu lugendo gw'avuga
Ayi taata,gw'afuga
Nnungamya,sindika ba malaika bo bannyanukule
Nyongela amaanyi,
Yongela okundaga ekisa
Biingi by'ompisizaamu ela nkwebaza
Yongela okumulisiza
Nyongela okukwebaza okunkuuma nga nzisa
Eko kye kisa

Kulembela Ngobelele.

©Emanzi Ian 2019
Meruem Oct 2018
No ka manawa hope
Noho me ka hau’oli
I ka manawa?
No Keia La, No Keia Po, A Mau Loa
"For the last time, be happy. When? From this day, from this night, forever more."

I gave you a list of things that I just realized recently during these times, I wrote down 5 things for you but I haven't told you the last one:

6th - I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY. By any means necessary. Even if it means that I have to go away. I love you this much that I'd do anything for you.

Don't mind me, I'd find my way home. ~
Emanzi Ian Dec 2019
Omulungi wange sembera
Sembera wanno Wendi tubalumye
Sembera onkwateko,twekwateko
Nga tuli ffembi,nnyumilwa nnyo
Mu bulamu bwange oli kirungo,nga emmele n'omunnyo
Nze mmele,gwe mmunnyo
Nga ka-sukaali ne chai
Bali baleke,emitima ggyabwe jjajula obukyaayi
Tebakunjagaliza,bagala kukukwabula
Baleke bamale ebiseela
Nga ffe eno twennyumilwa.

©Emanzi Ian 2019.
Juno Sep 2019
Joskus oli kamalaa
Siis joskus kauan sitten.
Mut nyt mul on nää runoja.
En enää herää itkien.

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