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"ideally" poems
I can lay right next to you and never touch you I can see you smile from across the room without kissing you I can watch you leave the room and resist hugging you goodbye But sometimes when I'm next to you you have to ask me to move away Because for a few minutes I let fantasy get confused with reality and I lean against you during a movie And it's so warm your arm and mine, touching for that minute I'm at peace But when you ask of course I make room Because I don't want you to feel uncomfortable And if you weren't my friend I would probably try it just once, to know what it would be like to kiss you But ideally, I'll get over this and when I am, we'll still be friends So in the meantime I try not to think about kissing you and I only hug you when I have reason to What I'm saying is I will do what I can to keep myself sane and our friendship intact But just know that with every look I give I wish I could give so much more.
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Nov 30, 2013
Nov 30, 2013 at 2:24 AM UTC
I Can Only Try
Did you know that if you don't stretch in the correct way, you might end up thwarting the entire purpose of your workout and suffer unwanted injuries? Doing pre-workout stretches thoroughly will determine whether you are benefiting from your workout or whether it's worsening your muscle tear. Here are the major stretching crimes that you should never commit. Not doing a proper warm-up According to gym instructors worldwide, this is the most commonly committed crimes in any gym. A warm-up is a must before any kind of workout — cardio or weights — and must ideally last at least 12-15 minutes. Assuming that stretching is a warm-up Stretching and warming up is not the same. You need to warm up first, before you are ready to stretch. A slow jog or brisk walking on the treadmill is a good warm-up. Rushing through your stretching exercises Stretching should be for the entire body. You cannot skip any parts. Involve stretches that work your lower back, shoulders, calves, stomach, quads etc. You should not move from one stretch to the other in very quick succession because that may cause untoward injuries. Try to hold each stretch for 20 seconds. When you breathe deeply and hold the stretch, your muscles get trained to tolerate the maximum that your limbs can go to. Giving stretching a skip after a workout You have done an hour of strenuous exercise and now you just want to rush out of the gym; that is a huge mistake. Spend some time bending and stretching after your sweat session. Then, do a cool down before you leave the gym. Not stretching every day You need to be your flexible best always and that can only happen if you stretch daily, even on the days that you aren't gymming. This ensures that your gym days are more fruitful and that you make the most of them. Not breathing properly Breathing right is a very important aspect of stretching. Breathe naturally while you inhale through your nose, expand your rib cage and upper abdomen as you fill in your lungs. When exhaling, breathe out through your mouth, preferably making an audible sound. This relaxes you. While stretching, you need to breathe out when you are exerting, that is, when you are actually contracting your muscles. Doing static stretches Never stand still and do stretches that work only one muscle. You should rather do stretches that work a group of muscles — like a lunge that stretches your upper hamstring muscle, your ankles and also your glutes. Ignoring pain while stretching When you are in the middle of a stretch and you feel pain, stop immediately and consult an expert. Your stretch should make you feel a gentle pull only, not immense pain. If you are hurting, you are doing it wrong. Rest a few days and then go back to working out under a qualified trainer.Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/formal-dresses
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Mar 31, 2015
Mar 31, 2015 at 5:40 AM UTC
8 stretching mistakes you should never commit
Did you know that if you don't stretch in the correct way, you might end up thwarting the entire purpose of your workout and suffer unwanted injuries? Doing pre-workout stretches thoroughly will determine whether you are benefiting from your workout or whether it's worsening your muscle tear. Here are the major stretching crimes that you should never commit. Not doing a proper warm-up According to gym instructors worldwide, this is the most commonly committed crimes in any gym. A warm-up is a must before any kind of workout — cardio or weights — and must ideally last at least 12-15 minutes. Assuming that stretching is a warm-up Stretching and warming up is not the same. You need to warm up first, before you are ready to stretch. A slow jog or brisk walking on the treadmill is a good warm-up. Rushing through your stretching exercises Stretching should be for the entire body. You cannot skip any parts. Involve stretches that work your lower back, shoulders, calves, stomach, quads etc. You should not move from one stretch to the other in very quick succession because that may cause untoward injuries. Try to hold each stretch for 20 seconds. When you breathe deeply and hold the stretch, your muscles get trained to tolerate the maximum that your limbs can go to. Giving stretching a skip after a workout You have done an hour of strenuous exercise and now you just want to rush out of the gym; that is a huge mistake. Spend some time bending and stretching after your sweat session. Then, do a cool down before you leave the gym. Not stretching every day You need to be your flexible best always and that can only happen if you stretch daily, even on the days that you aren't gymming. This ensures that your gym days are more fruitful and that you make the most of them. Not breathing properly Breathing right is a very important aspect of stretching. Breathe naturally while you inhale through your nose, expand your rib cage and upper abdomen as you fill in your lungs. When exhaling, breathe out through your mouth, preferably making an audible sound. This relaxes you. While stretching, you need to breathe out when you are exerting, that is, when you are actually contracting your muscles. Doing static stretches Never stand still and do stretches that work only one muscle. You should rather do stretches that work a group of muscles — like a lunge that stretches your upper hamstring muscle, your ankles and also your glutes. Ignoring pain while stretching When you are in the middle of a stretch and you feel pain, stop immediately and consult an expert. Your stretch should make you feel a gentle pull only, not immense pain. If you are hurting, you are doing it wrong. Rest a few days and then go back to working out under a qualified trainer.Read more here:www.marieaustralia.com/formal-dresses
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Okay I'm a guy and thinking something positively about my body is something I've never even tried! Deep breath... Deep breath.... alright, maybe This'll be for the best ahem Okay now to think about my body in a positive manner I'm not the best looking guy but I can clean up and look dapper I have curly hair and some ******* up teeth but embracing my flaws is the only way to get over my raging insecurity I may get inked up soon ideally on my birthday at high noon yes I'm a guy and I'm not Charles atlas but I'm taking my body off of my mental blacklist
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May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 3:21 AM UTC
Positivity
I love everything about you. I love your smell, from the way your cologne and deodorant sticks to your freshly washed skin to the way your natural musk smells when you sweat through a hot summer night stuck to me. I love how your skin is always soft, it brushes up against my thighs and cheeks like a blanket of the highest quality. Your voice is deep, but comforting and I adore all the sounds your body makes, especially the little grunts and sighs. When you speak soft words in my ear, I just melt into soft butter and I even love the way your silly words tease me, even when I get upset. Your bone structure is manly, but in a way that your body wraps around mine ideally when we hug. The way your eyes sparkle in the sunshine is like fairy dust and I could get lost in your gaze forever. Your hand fits into mine perfectly and your tongue twists perfectly with mine when our lips collide. The movement of your hips with mine is like a metronome to my heart. All you could do is sleep and eat and I would never get tired of watching you. If you were a colour, you would be your favourite, purple, because it represents devotion, pride, mystery, magic and nobility. If you were a smell, it would be freshly cut grass on an early summer morning. Most people would say love feels like a sunny summer day, but ours is like one of those spring days where the temperature is fit for flowy dresses, but the sky is filled with some dark clouds that pass in the evening and there is a slight warm wind breezing through everyone's hair. Every single evening when you tell me you love me over the phone my stomach flutters with butterflies. As an item, you would be my favourite comfy old sweater. I love every single imperfection on your skin and in your soul. If I were to describe hanging out and having fun with you, the closest thing I could compare it to is the first bite of a freshly baked warm cinnamon pastry. I used to hate the idea of life, but if we were to create a family I would actually want to grow old with you. If there exists a heaven, it would be us sharing a fresh lemonade and chuckling next to a lake where tiny birds chirp and eat the crumbs of the bread we baked together. If you were a drink, you would be high quality whiskey and lastly, if you were a person, you would be mine.
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Aug 15, 2023
Aug 15, 2023 at 6:49 PM UTC
For him
I love everything about you. I love your smell, from the way your cologne and deodorant sticks to your freshly washed skin to the way your natural musk smells when you sweat through a hot summer night stuck to me. I love how your skin is always soft, it brushes up against my thighs and cheeks like a blanket of the highest quality. Your voice is deep, but comforting and I adore all the sounds your body makes, especially the little grunts and sighs. When you speak soft words in my ear, I just melt into soft butter and I even love the way your silly words tease me, even when I get upset. Your bone structure is manly, but in a way that your body wraps around mine ideally when we hug. The way your eyes sparkle in the sunshine is like fairy dust and I could get lost in your gaze forever. Your hand fits into mine perfectly and your tongue twists perfectly with mine when our lips collide. The movement of your hips with mine is like a metronome to my heart. All you could do is sleep and eat and I would never get tired of watching you. If you were a colour, you would be your favourite, purple, because it represents devotion, pride, mystery, magic and nobility. If you were a smell, it would be freshly cut grass on an early summer morning. Most people would say love feels like a sunny summer day, but ours is like one of those spring days where the temperature is fit for flowy dresses, but the sky is filled with some dark clouds that pass in the evening and there is a slight warm wind breezing through everyone's hair. Every single evening when you tell me you love me over the phone my stomach flutters with butterflies. As an item, you would be my favourite comfy old sweater. I love every single imperfection on your skin and in your soul. If I were to describe hanging out and having fun with you, the closest thing I could compare it to is the first bite of a freshly baked warm cinnamon pastry. I used to hate the idea of life, but if we were to create a family I would actually want to grow old with you. If there exists a heaven, it would be us sharing a fresh lemonade and chuckling next to a lake where tiny birds chirp and eat the crumbs of the bread we baked together. If you were a drink, you would be high quality whiskey and lastly, if you were a person, you would be mine.
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no emotionally ecstatic experience compares to the seminal instance whence spermatozoa (from profuse *********** beget the miraculous propensity to procreate despite the steep odds female fertility fosters potential impregnation fusing the hereditary debt of feral, fiery, fomenting friskiness fueling fancy free footloose fornication prior to seminal fertilization union sans ova doth induce fret full ness in tandem with diametrically opposed exultant sensations (biologically, embryonically, microscopically, et cetera) seismic shocks inject when deliberate intent arises to disregard applying prophylactics choice plying reproductive roulette let which analogous fruitful uterine plain bastes the "cooking" egg omelette which impregnation upends cessation of "self" first and foremost asper desire to breed wrenching role of "me" as operative of webbed world de jure upon consummating that most miraculous deed necessitating yet for the fecund female relief from messy menstrual cycle she becomes temporarily freed that perhaps a novitiate (or even a gal practiced in the euphoric family, she instinctually abides prenatal signals that heed without feeling debased, harangued, lectured pedagogical, polemical, puritanical, et cetera blast assessing copulation enjoyed gloriously, ineluctably, kinesthetically lectured by elder, especially cast in thee reel life drama, that nine months til offspring utters initial whimper elapses exceptionally fast emitting a radiant golden halo wishing to bottle confluence of hormonal secretions last ideally fully awake to the birthing process, when juiced the first stage of maternity past cuz every moment thee inconsolably (perhaps colicky infant) gets first dibs to suckle, which round the clock nursing consumes moments many vast.
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Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 11:04 PM UTC
aye miss the trials and tribulations of expectant fatherhood
no emotionally ecstatic experience compares to the seminal instance whence spermatozoa (from profuse *********** beget the miraculous propensity to procreate despite the steep odds female fertility fosters potential impregnation fusing the hereditary debt of feral, fiery, fomenting friskiness fueling fancy free footloose fornication prior to seminal fertilization union sans ova doth induce fret full ness in tandem with diametrically opposed exultant sensations (biologically, embryonically, microscopically, et cetera) seismic shocks inject when deliberate intent arises to disregard applying prophylactics choice plying reproductive roulette let which analogous fruitful uterine plain bastes the "cooking" egg omelette which impregnation upends cessation of "self" first and foremost asper desire to breed wrenching role of "me" as operative of webbed world de jure upon consummating that most miraculous deed necessitating yet for the fecund female relief from messy menstrual cycle she becomes temporarily freed that perhaps a novitiate (or even a gal practiced in the euphoric family, she instinctually abides prenatal signals that heed without feeling debased, harangued, lectured pedagogical, polemical, puritanical, et cetera blast assessing copulation enjoyed gloriously, ineluctably, kinesthetically lectured by elder, especially cast in thee reel life drama, that nine months til offspring utters initial whimper elapses exceptionally fast emitting a radiant golden halo wishing to bottle confluence of hormonal secretions last ideally fully awake to the birthing process, when juiced the first stage of maternity past cuz every moment thee inconsolably (perhaps colicky infant) gets first dibs to suckle, which round the clock nursing consumes moments many vast.
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I have a hole inside my heart A hole that's shaped like you A hole so big I feel it ache Every time I move At first I didn't notice I thought my heart was strong I figured I was happy Even though you were long gone Physically I felt okay Though my soul was torn apart I pretended everything was fine And I even played the part I lived my life from day to day In a cheerful, up beat manner I was caught up in a world of firsts And got lost in all the glamour But as soon as I got home again My heart began to crumble Slowly it got worse and worse So bad it made me stumble Stumble over every thought that drove us both away I wondered if I'd ever feel Or love again someday So now I live looking for a piece that will fit inside the hole Anything that will complete my hollow little soul Ideally you would mend me By coming home to stay But fantasies are empty dreams that keep despair at bay I know that you are happy now And I'm just a distant thought The only thing I do regret is that I never fought If you ever think of me Remember that I tried To give you all the love and joy That a woman can provide I loved you then I love you now And tomorrow is uncertain The hole might grow or disappear but you will never be forgotten
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 4:17 PM UTC
I have a hole inside my heart
"do you know that feeling when you realise that you don't quite know what you're missing (if anything) and never will?" ideally i'd give you a level look: "yeah." i want you to ask. even if it's your last question and a black sheep amongst all the others. in reality i wouldn't look up again.
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May 23, 2011
May 23, 2011 at 9:12 PM UTC
sulfur
The Sun Is Shining Today The Storm Has Finally Stopped a statement says: <we have done something yesterday nothing like our best just something to stop that storm> the statement returns true as fact inconsequent gestures of nature we weave to serve an unknown wish -made of numerous physical and non-physical senses- so that fabric of a network   evolves  itself materializes sense sense to fabric fabric to sense scientifically improbable it remains an infinitesimal loop unwinds when you are not there runs within an ideally operating closed circuit remains invisible to the factual eyes of daily lives an etheric vitality materialized by our definable senses of touch, of smell, of see, of taste and some of yet undefined ones - possibly  assigned to maybe a Poetic Variable- executable within that program of simultaneous causalities only. So then Only then When You Combine the patchy Network of Things of Beings You Can Dance Them Sing Them Play Them Make Love To Them Become One With Them Compose Them but All these on condition that it remains as an unpacked gift Without telling to Yourself   or to Others or to That Storm because You Don’t Even Have An Intention To Stop The Storm All you do is Wish for Sunshine so you can maybe bike tomorrow But again How important is it really that biking tomorrow ? I mean when sighs and cries whirl around? a statement says: <you can’t stop wars by fights> the statement returns true as fact And if I know that you can stop storms by touches touches to smells smells to lights lights to metals metals to elements elements to stars stars to flights flights to a breeze on my fingertips breeze on my fingertips to an auric kiss then I think maybe it is **** important to keep a seemingly futile wish to bike to a beach of my dreams tomorrow so that I can be blown away on a broken December day and let my long hair collect dune corrals  made of cosmic ray Huh So Yeah I can Stop Storms if I want to or Create Some! - not because I need to for my own sake or think about it.
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Mar 8, 2015
Mar 8, 2015 at 5:13 PM UTC
Today Is Tomorrow's Promised Beach Of Dreams
The Sun Is Shining Today The Storm Has Finally Stopped a statement says: <we have done something yesterday nothing like our best just something to stop that storm> the statement returns true as fact inconsequent gestures of nature we weave to serve an unknown wish -made of numerous physical and non-physical senses- so that fabric of a network   evolves  itself materializes sense sense to fabric fabric to sense scientifically improbable it remains an infinitesimal loop unwinds when you are not there runs within an ideally operating closed circuit remains invisible to the factual eyes of daily lives an etheric vitality materialized by our definable senses of touch, of smell, of see, of taste and some of yet undefined ones - possibly  assigned to maybe a Poetic Variable- executable within that program of simultaneous causalities only. So then Only then When You Combine the patchy Network of Things of Beings You Can Dance Them Sing Them Play Them Make Love To Them Become One With Them Compose Them but All these on condition that it remains as an unpacked gift Without telling to Yourself   or to Others or to That Storm because You Don’t Even Have An Intention To Stop The Storm All you do is Wish for Sunshine so you can maybe bike tomorrow But again How important is it really that biking tomorrow ? I mean when sighs and cries whirl around? a statement says: <you can’t stop wars by fights> the statement returns true as fact And if I know that you can stop storms by touches touches to smells smells to lights lights to metals metals to elements elements to stars stars to flights flights to a breeze on my fingertips breeze on my fingertips to an auric kiss then I think maybe it is **** important to keep a seemingly futile wish to bike to a beach of my dreams tomorrow so that I can be blown away on a broken December day and let my long hair collect dune corrals  made of cosmic ray Huh So Yeah I can Stop Storms if I want to or Create Some! - not because I need to for my own sake or think about it.
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Losing you slowly..like a slow stream running drenching. Draining down to a slow finger tips run drip. It drips.. Before I can ever have even a sip. Emotions will rip.. We were almost there reaching by finger tips... Ahh the passionate intimates. In my silky girly short lingerie slips. The way its huggin at my hips. As I desire the taste of your lips. A romance may be gently dipped. A touch of yours I want it equipped. Touch me and whisper ever so low. Making my river follow..... Don't leave me with thirst.. I almost came undone the dream rehearsed. I painfully reached without you there. I must now proceed with care...Seek me where, My lonely places you aren't there. I know my not being there it isn't the way you prefer.. Try my wine..I can not ideally define...keep my scent within your mind. I'm that precious Rose you'll find. Sharday3 Rose
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Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 12:47 PM UTC
"Reaching Through Finger Tips"
I need the beach sand in the places where it's hard to reach the sea clotted cream and strawberry jam for tea You at my side when the tide comes in bingo and sin, oh! the devil says no so sand eels fishing reels catch of the day. B and B you and me double room ideally.
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Jun 1, 2017
Jun 1, 2017 at 4:11 PM UTC
The Cornish Riviera
He lived his eighty years well, they said he often knotted his wrinkled hands around the smooth fleshed hands of his grandchildren still, his heart gave out eventually, swollen with love I went to his funeral, a bystander, an intruder of grief I take flowers to his grave, purple tulips with petals that eat up rain clouds and sunlight like a **** taking nourishment from the red and white roses that neighbour them photosynthesis, I recall the word, from chemistry classes an age ago I never knew him, though I got his name from a newspaper obituary I ideally flicked through at 4am I had never known old age, you see and it seemed beautiful to me
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Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 9:31 AM UTC
Photosynthesis
I can do this too, when I'm not au naturel And trying to beat all of your @sses with how well I make the gentleman, how excellently I am the imp, How swell I step, dancing, aside, how terribly I simp - Sometimes catch me getting back and giving the barman a chance - I heeded their call; I washed off the day, and stepped into a trance Of raspberry, rose and sandalwood; I donned my blue and pink silk, And my black boots, tights and blazer - She's got style; And in that ilk I also painted my face, with blues, whites, pinks, blacks, golds And it was late when I stepped out, and in the very holds Of the night that a lady like I should find terrifying, but I walked The quarter of an hour to the Silk Mill; talked For something more like four or five, Face sharp, hair artfully mad, alive In every sense, aided by the fine cocktails in this student setting I could enchant all in four languages, and I did, forgetting For a bit that another one of my faces I believe to be repugnant: Because it begs for attention; and my current, commanded it Because I came expecting nothing, and asking nothing, And I quite frankly didn't give a d@mn about much of anything, But if I wasn't very much a part of the room, and very much she Whom every boy needed to speak to, and would ideally keep the company Of, if that wasn't I Then every lie's a truth, and every truth, a lie.
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Mar 20, 2022
Mar 20, 2022 at 11:15 AM UTC
Go on, flirt with me
If I took the lyrics of 'I can't make you love me' and 'See beneath your beautiful', remixed them into a rap tainted with Eminem's vengeance and Ed Sheeran's soul, and plagiarized Beethoven's most romantic composition to bring it to life, maybe I would come a little closer to expressing my true feelings, if at all. To tell you, though you already know, that I am in desperate need of saving. I'm showing all the symptoms such as losing control, sense, rationality, sight, and only you can cure me, not because of the doctor you're studying to be, but because you are both my Superman and kryptonite. I spend my days searching for a replacement, an alternative, a pastime, but of course it's impossible as nothing can substitute perfection. So I wrestle insomnia to dream of you, but I don't, I'm wide awake, it's a nightmare. Then I pray only to behold that I'm denied salvation. However as an intelligent, smart, independent young woman, with my hair down, head held high and hips swinging to the beat, I try to channel my energy elsewhere. Amidst all the positive thinking tequila takes over and I return to my cold bed, with aching feet. Ideally I want to be the woman you love, or realistically your **** on the contrary I'm Neo from Matrix who took both pills. Bewitched by your once in a blue moon texts, ignoring the red siren in my head blaring, "nothing makes you stronger, it only kills!" I have nothing exceptional to offer, so I do not know how to pitch my average intelligence, talent, wit, personality and body. Unless God, who you have no faith in, by some miracle leads you to this, yet another one of my mediocre poetry.
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Oct 29, 2012
Oct 29, 2012 at 9:20 PM UTC
Maybe a love poem...
If I took the lyrics of 'I can't make you love me' and 'See beneath your beautiful', remixed them into a rap tainted with Eminem's vengeance and Ed Sheeran's soul, and plagiarized Beethoven's most romantic composition to bring it to life, maybe I would come a little closer to expressing my true feelings, if at all. To tell you, though you already know, that I am in desperate need of saving. I'm showing all the symptoms such as losing control, sense, rationality, sight, and only you can cure me, not because of the doctor you're studying to be, but because you are both my Superman and kryptonite. I spend my days searching for a replacement, an alternative, a pastime, but of course it's impossible as nothing can substitute perfection. So I wrestle insomnia to dream of you, but I don't, I'm wide awake, it's a nightmare. Then I pray only to behold that I'm denied salvation. However as an intelligent, smart, independent young woman, with my hair down, head held high and hips swinging to the beat, I try to channel my energy elsewhere. Amidst all the positive thinking tequila takes over and I return to my cold bed, with aching feet. Ideally I want to be the woman you love, or realistically your **** on the contrary I'm Neo from Matrix who took both pills. Bewitched by your once in a blue moon texts, ignoring the red siren in my head blaring, "nothing makes you stronger, it only kills!" I have nothing exceptional to offer, so I do not know how to pitch my average intelligence, talent, wit, personality and body. Unless God, who you have no faith in, by some miracle leads you to this, yet another one of my mediocre poetry.
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Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 3:04 AM UTC
Happy Ending Trending (Monorhyme)
Do you want the truth? I ideally I would want A taller than me By much Blonde haired Blue Eyed Boy With no dark secrets Or spare tickets To the club But what I keep getting Is a dark haired Dark eyed Know it all who drinks till hes drunk Smokes till hes gone And bleeds on the outside Looking in Listlessly and amourously For the first month. And a quarter of the Half. Then he turns Rambles softly Moving On. Oh What a sweet tragedy love. And oh how stupid we are for wanting it.
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Jun 17, 2010
Jun 17, 2010 at 4:49 PM UTC
Stu{pity} ( Mispelled Lovers)
I can't tell you how much I'm hurting To acknowledge my pain is weakness To share my weakness is pathetic But I hurt, oh, I hurt I can't tell you how much I want you to love me Because to say it would be to jinx it And to jinx it would be to lose you But, by god, I wish you loved me I can't explain how much I depend on you Because to explain would be to trust you And to trust you would be to make me vulnerable But I depend on you. I really do. I can't tell you all the little things I want you to say Because to tell you would be to make them unoriginal And to make them unoriginal would be to make them unsatisfactory But I wish you would coddle me and tell me those things I can't tell you how much I want to be yours Because to tell you would be to give you power over me And to give you the power would be to give you my leash But I wish I could, and you would own me. I can't tell you how twisted I am Because to tell you would be to make you notice And to make you notice would be to disgust you But I wish you'd accept me I can't tell you I'm sorry for that You've given me your trust But I can't give it back I can't explain So I'll apologize I simply don't want to be Pathetic in your eyes I can't confide And I'll always feel remorse But if I were to lose you I'd feel much worse I can't be who you wish me to be So I'll keep who I really am Under lock and key I'll chain up my personality So, ideally you'll see The person you can't help but love That person that leaves you starstruck I'll hold back all I am Because I am not your ideal And your ideals are above me So I can't let myself be real I've shunned who I am Because of who you are I am bitter and angry But you'll never see my scars I want to let you closer I want to try my luck But deep down I know I'm not who leaves you starstruck
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Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 10:18 AM UTC
Starstruck
I can't tell you how much I'm hurting To acknowledge my pain is weakness To share my weakness is pathetic But I hurt, oh, I hurt I can't tell you how much I want you to love me Because to say it would be to jinx it And to jinx it would be to lose you But, by god, I wish you loved me I can't explain how much I depend on you Because to explain would be to trust you And to trust you would be to make me vulnerable But I depend on you. I really do. I can't tell you all the little things I want you to say Because to tell you would be to make them unoriginal And to make them unoriginal would be to make them unsatisfactory But I wish you would coddle me and tell me those things I can't tell you how much I want to be yours Because to tell you would be to give you power over me And to give you the power would be to give you my leash But I wish I could, and you would own me. I can't tell you how twisted I am Because to tell you would be to make you notice And to make you notice would be to disgust you But I wish you'd accept me I can't tell you I'm sorry for that You've given me your trust But I can't give it back I can't explain So I'll apologize I simply don't want to be Pathetic in your eyes I can't confide And I'll always feel remorse But if I were to lose you I'd feel much worse I can't be who you wish me to be So I'll keep who I really am Under lock and key I'll chain up my personality So, ideally you'll see The person you can't help but love That person that leaves you starstruck I'll hold back all I am Because I am not your ideal And your ideals are above me So I can't let myself be real I've shunned who I am Because of who you are I am bitter and angry But you'll never see my scars I want to let you closer I want to try my luck But deep down I know I'm not who leaves you starstruck
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She should be sexier than my dreams, Even more so should she be supportive, Not selfish at all she should ideally be. She should be kinder than even me, Even more so should she be cooperative, Unimaginably beautiful she would be. She better be the inspiration I need, Even for my poetry apart from my life, Converting my blues to brighter hues. She should have in beautiful pairs, Even both of her eyes along with hands, Untamable be her spirit in the night. She should have her arms slender, Even her waist should be such a ****** Above or under it will never matter. She should learn awesome cooking, Even singing will my mother be teaching, Only that she has to be willing to learn. She will have my company all the time, Even dessert will be present in the bedroom, Only I will love the two of her softies, And she can grab my golf ***** As my pole goes in and out of her hole.
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Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 4:01 AM UTC
Two For The Dessert After The Dinner
Am I really self-centered? Well, certainly am I not selfish Always, do I help people in need And you definitely cannot accuse me of greed For my family, cousins and friends My love and care has no end! Am I really self-centred? Not boasting, but am I kind And loyal to a fault Certainly, am I a compassionate adult And do my best to empathise with people As far as possible Including even those who don't deserve it Because, I know what it is like To be ignored or laughed at Hence, are there certain jokes For which I do my best To keep a poker face Since, I do not appreciate insensitivity After all, known am I, for my sensitivity!! Am I really self-centred? Yes, there are certain times When I do tend to be self-obsessed However, not too often do they come In fact, often has my heart bled Even when it was not required!! Am I really self-centred? Well, many a mistake have I made However, always do I apologise And give people space I don't repeat my mistakes either Because, truly do I care For the wellbeing of others!! Am I really self-centred? Many a time, have I cried Even for relatively small things Doesn't that tell you something? The fact that I care a lot About other people's opinions Should ideally show, that I am self-centred, NOT In my life, have I learned a lot of lessons And, over a period of time, changed for the better Hope this at least provides the answer To the question I have been repeatedly asking Genuinely sorry am I, for all the time wasting However, I am sure you would have understood by now As to why and how This issue means so much to me!!
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May 19, 2024
May 19, 2024 at 12:45 PM UTC
Am I Really Self-Centred?
Am I really self-centered? Well, certainly am I not selfish Always, do I help people in need And you definitely cannot accuse me of greed For my family, cousins and friends My love and care has no end! Am I really self-centred? Not boasting, but am I kind And loyal to a fault Certainly, am I a compassionate adult And do my best to empathise with people As far as possible Including even those who don't deserve it Because, I know what it is like To be ignored or laughed at Hence, are there certain jokes For which I do my best To keep a poker face Since, I do not appreciate insensitivity After all, known am I, for my sensitivity!! Am I really self-centred? Yes, there are certain times When I do tend to be self-obsessed However, not too often do they come In fact, often has my heart bled Even when it was not required!! Am I really self-centred? Well, many a mistake have I made However, always do I apologise And give people space I don't repeat my mistakes either Because, truly do I care For the wellbeing of others!! Am I really self-centred? Many a time, have I cried Even for relatively small things Doesn't that tell you something? The fact that I care a lot About other people's opinions Should ideally show, that I am self-centred, NOT In my life, have I learned a lot of lessons And, over a period of time, changed for the better Hope this at least provides the answer To the question I have been repeatedly asking Genuinely sorry am I, for all the time wasting However, I am sure you would have understood by now As to why and how This issue means so much to me!!
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Ideally, 9am I would wake up and weigh myself. Hopefully have gone down a pound. I would have a 16oz cup of mint tea, maybe green to boost my metabolic rate. No sugar, of course. Maybe a handful of grapes, 60. 10a Breathe in the morning air and stretch, feel my ribs, my hip bones, my chest and collar bones. 10:30a Put on my workout clothes and go for a morning run. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 miles. 11:15a Drink a big cup of water. Take a cold shower, it burns calories quicker. 11:45a Have lunch. Lettuce, 5 Tomatoes, 22 Cucumber, 8 Dressing, 120 Cut that in half. 60. 95 calories. 12:30p Go out with my friends. They tell me I have a perfect figure and should try on clothes with them. "No, I don't really want to buy anything. I will just watch you guys try things on." I start to become anxious because it's almost time for my afternoon workout. 3:15p I throw my items onto my floor and jump into my workout clothes. I run in the scorching heat, feeling like my lungs are going to collapse, panting and wheezing. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 miles. 5p Dinner. Minestrone soup, 90 5:30p Do some yoga stretching while watching some TV. Drink diet coke and munch on sugar cubes. 8p Final run of the day. I must put on reflective gear because this is my longest run of the day and I will be out running late. Okay. I got this. My legs feel weak and I am exhausted but I can do this. Slow pace. You got this. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 7, 8 miles I collapse on my front lawn. Panting, nearly feeling dead. But I did it. Can't wait to do it all again tomorrow.
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Aug 5, 2017
Aug 5, 2017 at 4:22 PM UTC
An Anorexic's Perfect Day
Ideally, 9am I would wake up and weigh myself. Hopefully have gone down a pound. I would have a 16oz cup of mint tea, maybe green to boost my metabolic rate. No sugar, of course. Maybe a handful of grapes, 60. 10a Breathe in the morning air and stretch, feel my ribs, my hip bones, my chest and collar bones. 10:30a Put on my workout clothes and go for a morning run. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 miles. 11:15a Drink a big cup of water. Take a cold shower, it burns calories quicker. 11:45a Have lunch. Lettuce, 5 Tomatoes, 22 Cucumber, 8 Dressing, 120 Cut that in half. 60. 95 calories. 12:30p Go out with my friends. They tell me I have a perfect figure and should try on clothes with them. "No, I don't really want to buy anything. I will just watch you guys try things on." I start to become anxious because it's almost time for my afternoon workout. 3:15p I throw my items onto my floor and jump into my workout clothes. I run in the scorching heat, feeling like my lungs are going to collapse, panting and wheezing. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 miles. 5p Dinner. Minestrone soup, 90 5:30p Do some yoga stretching while watching some TV. Drink diet coke and munch on sugar cubes. 8p Final run of the day. I must put on reflective gear because this is my longest run of the day and I will be out running late. Okay. I got this. My legs feel weak and I am exhausted but I can do this. Slow pace. You got this. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 7, 8 miles I collapse on my front lawn. Panting, nearly feeling dead. But I did it. Can't wait to do it all again tomorrow.
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I am not in love, I tell myself. Faint words do not reverberate, however, I know that I am very good at fooling myself. I should feel the vibration, or so they say. I am not in love. Scribbled words running off loose leaf. Words left in the margins, underneath the dotted line. No Strings Attached Or so they say. I am not in love. My hand on the small of your back. The taste of cold. Wind blows headlines down the sidewalk. Adjusting coats and gloves. Skin remained covered, to prevent frostbite, or so they say. How much prose can relinquish this fire, this intensity, which coincides with disillusion? When does an act of grace become an act of convenience? I am not in love. *Every once in awhile you find yourself at a crossroad, or you feel like you've reached a dead end. Life is hard to handle sometimes, and so are the relationships we hold. It's very confusing. Especially when it is between two people of the opposite *** The easiest way to explain this, is that it is not easy for most people to let themselves be vulnerable. We all face so many hurdles in life, trying to attain this goal that is (sometimes) unattainable. Not all of our dreams will come true. But that doesn't mean we should lose sight or become discouraged.* Or so they say. That is why we are human. We are willing to make these decisions and prepare to accept the consequences in doing so. We don't allow ourselves to take breaks, simply because life does not stop. We push forward. We strive. Although, sometimes life catches up to us. We become irritable. We become confused. We become tired. My life: far too much scrutiny. In the end, I put too much thought into something that changes my perspective. Usually a distorted one. That is why shutting down in a neurotic state is accepted. A cool down period, when all the while we know another meltdown is around the corner. I am not in love. Ideally, words should have the same encompassing power. But seeing as how I can not determine what works well for me, I have conditioned myself to being adaptable. No rhyme or reason, will ease the pain that seems to follow your name. And that is why I repeat faint words. I am not in love. She never was.
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Dec 29, 2012
Dec 29, 2012 at 12:17 PM UTC
I Am Not in Love
I am not in love, I tell myself. Faint words do not reverberate, however, I know that I am very good at fooling myself. I should feel the vibration, or so they say. I am not in love. Scribbled words running off loose leaf. Words left in the margins, underneath the dotted line. No Strings Attached Or so they say. I am not in love. My hand on the small of your back. The taste of cold. Wind blows headlines down the sidewalk. Adjusting coats and gloves. Skin remained covered, to prevent frostbite, or so they say. How much prose can relinquish this fire, this intensity, which coincides with disillusion? When does an act of grace become an act of convenience? I am not in love. *Every once in awhile you find yourself at a crossroad, or you feel like you've reached a dead end. Life is hard to handle sometimes, and so are the relationships we hold. It's very confusing. Especially when it is between two people of the opposite *** The easiest way to explain this, is that it is not easy for most people to let themselves be vulnerable. We all face so many hurdles in life, trying to attain this goal that is (sometimes) unattainable. Not all of our dreams will come true. But that doesn't mean we should lose sight or become discouraged.* Or so they say. That is why we are human. We are willing to make these decisions and prepare to accept the consequences in doing so. We don't allow ourselves to take breaks, simply because life does not stop. We push forward. We strive. Although, sometimes life catches up to us. We become irritable. We become confused. We become tired. My life: far too much scrutiny. In the end, I put too much thought into something that changes my perspective. Usually a distorted one. That is why shutting down in a neurotic state is accepted. A cool down period, when all the while we know another meltdown is around the corner. I am not in love. Ideally, words should have the same encompassing power. But seeing as how I can not determine what works well for me, I have conditioned myself to being adaptable. No rhyme or reason, will ease the pain that seems to follow your name. And that is why I repeat faint words. I am not in love. She never was.
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limiting reactant: that’s you & that's me both of us standing on a cliff, neither of us jumping is this chemistry worth the kind that will decompose our hearts at the bottom of the ocean or the kind that burns my empty hands ideal law: ideally, breaking it you're in the driver's seat, wrist on the wheel our pulses driving the car and pulsing in the floorboards speed, velocity, distance, the physical sciences (my lipstick distracts you from the road) balancing equations: you: black flame, glistening furiously me: god knows what i am but clear and soft disaster: the explosion is all-consuming, a violent display of reactivity and fire people stand in awe, wishing they could be destroyed by something so beautiful
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Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 11:51 AM UTC
chemistry
I know I last heard your voice 16 hours ago. That I last saw you 24 hours back. That I last kissed you 68 hours ago. I know it hasn't been that long. Well I know that ideally I am supposed to say that. But I miss you. And I always want to be around you. I always want to kiss you. I always want to hear you laugh. To watch you smile and to watch your eyes sparkle whenever we spoke. I want to be in your presence. **** man. I miss you
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Jan 4, 2024
Jan 4, 2024 at 10:33 AM UTC
I miss you
A quarter to one at 3 in the night could ideally be fun, not without warning. Sitting alone in a room full of one waiting for clues that glue the hour, Fluidly spacy in the psychedelic lull of drifting silence just half past none. One and three quarters align magically, weeks have just gone by. Poetry is depressing to some. Cheer up now, the waning comes.
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Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 5:20 AM UTC
Waxing
I’ve something to tell you a moment to share I’m pregnant, we’re pregnant or whatever you care A union of two, a propagation of love Forever together, no longer just us. The biggest joy, we cannot yet share Our little secret, our baby, our heir Irrational fears and high expectations but ideally good health and strong relations. We will laugh, we will cry, always love never hate Our bundle of joy encased in hope so great When the weather is grey and the lights are dim Ther'll be warmth, comfort and hope within. Our parents become grand and siblings will grow A new baby, the youngest, the highest low First words, first steps great feats alone A voice a walk our baby has grown.
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Nov 24, 2009
Nov 24, 2009 at 10:57 AM UTC
We're Pregnant
Ideally Make up is done To be beautiful To be who we want to be To feel pleased Most often to look appropriate And may be To mask who we are Blessed are those Who don’t need it And here, she is With a divine smile Profound Such is An epitome of beauty Dear
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Aug 11, 2022
Aug 11, 2022 at 10:48 PM UTC
Mesmerize