"choosed" poems
when i first saw you i new u were the truth i choosed .
So thanks for doing all that u do to make everything true.
When i couldn't move i knew that u were the men at the moon.
Waiting on me in a room, telling u that i couldnt be fooled .
But baby i knew that you did so much you can do .
To prove that you love me to .
i love ❤ huby husband fiance
Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 3:05 AM UTC
Tension clouds suffocate... he who waits...anticapates...complication...Of atmospheric pressure...Pushed down around ones thought...process of elimination...what shall be removed...what release will be choosed...Liquid, soild, gas...condensed behind the mask...Steam, Clouds, Rain...Suffed behind the Pain...Suffocation...breath.after.breath.after.breath.after....Clutter...Breathe, Stop , and Release....The tension Clouds that are around...Hope.Pray.believe. yes it takes all three..to breathe.Deep....Deeper.......Deeper..........Release....
Dec 28, 2011
Dec 28, 2011 at 12:16 PM UTC
I thought he was perfect.
He's got the cutest smile, a handsome face; yet not too hot so other girls would steal him.
Smart, aces the exams without studying, too.
Clever, cute, loyal to death and loves me, too.
What more could I possibly ever wish for?
The thin layer of sweat covers his body, glittering in the last dusk's breath.
Sparkles of silver are in his eyes, as if God himself got down on Earth to pour galaxies in his wooden eyes, which are prospecting me.
So, what's the missing puzzle?
You love him, don't you?
Then look at you.
Gazing at the reflection in the mirror, quietly standing.
I look at the dark circles under my eyes which are expanding, following my nose line by the parallel.
Then I look at my nose which I've always hated; the uneven line, like the messy sea in sky's rage.
Then I look at myself.
And I rage, too.
So where's the missing puzzle?
Why does he care?
Why do I?
Ah, youth - well you wore me thin,
And, by the skin of I teeth I'd almost felt something.
So there's the missing puzzle.
Me.
I even showed him how I look without makeup. I showed him my madness and my crazyness which would shoo any man away.
Why's he here?
I'm not perfect like him.
And I can't stand, oh, I can't stand the pressure.
I look at my curvy body and stretch marks, lining my legs and showing me my fight with life I'd quit from for another reason.
Why me?
And now,
The mirror's smudged with blood
And I'm sitting on a lonely chair,
A lonely soul, in a lonely room,
With a lonely mind in this lonely world.
I don't know love no more.
How could I?
I take out the mirror bits from out of my fist, silently observing.
Then I look at me.
The face of a disappointed warrior with a long past of fighting her own life,
And it might seem dramatic to you,
But I've had a lot of things on my mind
Which you wouldn't find on the normal silver plate.
I'm not perfect, nor I plan to be.
I see through the lies caused by the love veil, and I choosed to rip it off, but it's not falling down.
And I'm afraid,
I'm afraid if I stay;
When will he
Take it
Off?
Nov 20, 2017
Nov 20, 2017 at 4:14 PM UTC
Deep Drops Falling From The Sky
Such Amazing Diamonds Shining Bright
From A Dark Cloud Writs Goodbye
Opens A Crack In The Dark To See Light
Goes Far Beyond Life And Thousand Of Lies
The Light Collids With Darkness In Such A Fight
The Battle Begins, Then The Battle Cries
There Is No Line Between The Wrong And Right
It's A Promise I Gave You Till I Die
I'll Keep It Till My Heart Sees The Darkest Night
Till I Stop Asking The Same Question -Why?-
Till The Last Breath To Lose My Might
To Meet Your Face With My Closed Eyes
When My Spirit Holds My Body Tight
But He Hears The Words He Should Fly
Losing Weight, To Look Around From Hight
Babe The Whole Life With You Was Just One Sight
Then I Lost It For Another One To See Your Eyes
Babe The Whole Life Before You Was Just One Sight
Then I Lost My Soul When You Killed Me With Your Knife
The First Part Of The Picture From Your Humour
Babe, I'm Bleeding So Hard, And I Will Be Gone Sooner
Acting Out Fights Every Second With Your Lover
The Second Part Of The Picture, Is A Mockery
A Pause For The Relation To Cheat With An Uber
Sorry Words Won't Heal, And This Situation Is Over
But Make Sure After Death Everything Will Be Smoother
Your Angel Face Was The Best Cover For A ******
But I Will Always Love You On This World Or Another
Even If I Was Still In The Womb Of My Mother
No Choice For Me If The Heart Choosed His Slaughter
You Are Just Like A Drug, And I'm The Consumer
Babe The Whole Life With You Was Just One Sight
Then I Lost It For Another One To See Your Eyes
Babe The Whole Life Before You Was Just One Sight
Then I Lost My Soul When You Killed Me With Your Knife
Such A Dark Sky Covers The World Hard To Hit
The Storm Blows The Air For The 1st Time To Speak
While The Thunder Is Just Another Element To Fit
Falling In Hell, On My Eyes All Gone Bleak
Stone Cold Heart As Harsh Ice While Fire Lit
To Dissolve In Seven Days To Make The Week
There Is No Chance To Fight Or Try To Resist
It's Just A Poison, Was Made Well To Be My Drink
Babe The Whole Life With You Was Just One Sight
Then I Lost It For Another One To See Your Eyes
Babe The Whole Life Before You Was Just One Sight
Then I Lost My Soul When You Killed Me With Your Knife
Author/ Aladdin Aures HAMDI
Oct 1, 2018
Oct 1, 2018 at 10:55 AM UTC
Deep as the ocean
Controlled by emotion
Forgetting about devotion
Choosed to live in an illusion
You know it can't be kept forever
But you still choosed to hide it
You're not a good pretender
Someday , you'll feel guilt
Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 7:34 PM UTC
I'm a relic of the past..
Something that time should of wiped away while passing through, and yet choosed to drop here. A place where i don't belong.
I was never meant for this world. A place where concepts such as compassion, sympathy or love have almost become exctinct from the people's minds a long time ago.
I should of have been born when wars where fought hand to hand. Clothes where made only by silk.
And wise men were tutoring right before your own eyes.
Purpose is what gives me hope. Helps me breath at nights.
Dreaming is my escape from this misery. Making me feel whole when everything else feels hollow. Guilt is my motivation when there's nothing more to fight for. Pushing me to fix everything again.
And sorrow is my only companion. Never to leave my side. And what a strange companion it is. She has no tongue or language to use, yet constantly whispers in my ear. Often using my own voice.
No arms. Yet i feel her grip all around my chest, sometimes even within my soul. Strong as ever. She screams when i'm asleep. And whispers when i'm awake.
She's my one and true friend. Never to leave my side until this journey ends. And time himself takes pity on me..
May 11, 2013
May 11, 2013 at 2:42 PM UTC
You know the feeling of pain,
Without hurting you physically,
Doing anything you can, but its just shame
This emotion still ******* you up slowly.
There is no formula or equation,
To forget the woman you used to love.
Theres no cure into broken relation
But let go and give it all to the Above.
I begged to God, to heal the broken heart
You chooses to break my heart into pieces.
You choosed to be apart.
My respect for you decreases.
My love for you change into Pity and empathy.
Yet I still think you deserved kindness.
You still deserved love even though you chooses to make me feel the word loneliness.
It’s not your fault that nobody’s taught you how to love.
Nobody taught you how to be gentle.
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 10:49 PM UTC
***I gave up and I choosed to be blind.
I covered my eyes and I left everything shine through.
Without awareness.
Without faith.***
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 3:36 PM UTC
Horoscopes give us insight. & hope.
New ways to heal & cope.
Next in line, for second time.
Second best?
A place I detest.
Another casual conquest.
Never your first choice.
The wrong face & a different voice.
You choosed your choice.
Am I not the most beautiful?
You know I never do what I am told.
Am I too ugly, fat, & old?
I am what is left behind.
I gave you the space & time.
I am no where you will find.
Unstore all your hopes.
Work & don't be broke.
I am like gold & well defined.
I'm # 1.
My work here is done.
© Harmony Sapphire . All rights reserved,
Jan 12, 2015
Jan 12, 2015 at 2:42 AM UTC
In my jealous mind it was bound to happen
but with who?
you’ve could of chosen the one of the lustful types you oh so hate.
rather you choosed one i respect so much.
i ran home for the first time since high school
and returned to my bed and did nothing
the same nothing i did all day
i lay thinking
the same thinking i did all day
of you
now its no different if not worst
im so ******* dumb
Should of listened to Hunter
Geez how many times have i said that out loud?
i’m at fault for caring
i’m at fault for thinking you did to
back to the blue sun, back to being alone, back to feeling sad.
Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 12:39 AM UTC
This is an era when men should think more than thrice,
of who should be president, who should be vice.
No candidate seems to be the right kind of nice,
and none seem to speak of any other than lies.
Should someone be righteous, it's them who don't run.
We just wish their rightness does see the sun.
However, some votes are rather triggered by guns
without thinking posterity, of daughters and sons.
It's quite dense to seek the usage of standard,
not all people out there are graduates of Harvard;
but using common sense isn't at all that hard,
and yet it's all nonsense on dire voting cards.
We might all have minds, but not all are used.
Eventually, all voting just ends up confused.
The persuasion of currency is always abused,
the one with most pocket is sadly most choosed.
In the end there is no one who will take the blame,
especially when country's all burrowed in shame.
The dilemma is cyclic, it's always the same.
Come to think of it, it's terribly lame.
It's not just the country, but the world that's gone lazy
of monarchies, parliaments, and democrazy.
At this rate, all futures are too **** hazy,
'specially thanks to human hypocrisy.
Power has been there, some killed for, some ****
Presently, it's the most useless of thrills.
*Let me say this, heed me if you will,
Triumphs not who is good, but the less of two evils.*
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 1:08 PM UTC
These frail mane still smells of coffin nail.
Hands..Struggling with metacarpus to trade the manus ..
stretch. scratch. Twirl.
Orbs: wide and wrathful:
Fluctuating the pupils
left and right
| Mad mad |
Concerntating on these screams..
screams into le noir lughole .
THERE!
I grasp your fluttering wings.
Oh you flutterer !
fluttering on C.
Fluttering hushed ..
Fluttering hasten..
fluttering to strive for nooks and blood.
Oh you flutterer!
erroneous target thee choosed.
Smash. Squeeze.
Alas!
now ease into mine ichor palms.
Jun 10, 2017
Jun 10, 2017 at 1:16 PM UTC
Ohh God ,,my god,,
why u cruel ,why you so angry upon me
back my power oh dear god ,back my power oh dear god,,
all session are emptiness,without my rain power,,,
without a one droop water,Birds as without wings flying over the sky,,
animals feel pain without water,worlds empty without rain,,,
back to power god ,back to my power God,,
ohh Almighty God ,,,
God say,,,dear cloud,,,
u do not have to worry my child about emptyness,when u had that power what you do?
you do unxpected things ,having proud,prejudice nd lazyness ,,
why u thinking about it,,have to keep it ,,truth..
purity nd chestity is above to all..
cloud answed ,,knowing wrong way choosed i had,,
not soon know about falut of mine , but soon i get realized about flult,,
apolizise my wrong path,give me pardan,my Almighty god ,,i come on my keck,,,
once let me right to proof..
ohh god,,,,,,,,, my dear god,,,,
nd God said,,,God thinks deeply nd had final decision,,
nd give to back power of cloud,,,,said just be pure nd faire
nd let'the hold ur setuation on ur solder,,becomes preety answer get you in ur way
just put it hold ur dignity along with innocecence,,,dear my watery cloud proofd that thou might be fair,,
power is power,nd make to right it....
....
nd then finaly cloud get their power from The Almighty God,,,
nd bottom of the line is we dont have right to done anything about nature becouse lots of things are influenced by this wrong way...
which wehave to missused to though having so called FUN..........
,,,,
Aug 9, 2016
Aug 9, 2016 at 9:09 AM UTC
Seems like heart by heart has been broken
none of us wants to be the last one badly spoken
I still breath the dazed and confused air of our past
I've been holding it painfully inside my chest
And who would dare to throw a stone?
while their castle was left undone
tragedies of me, catastrophes without ends
you choosed a terrible way... there will be no amends today
No star will light our coming night
even before the evening you started to fight
I could see in your eyes that you were out of mind
but in the end, I'm your peace sign
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 11:45 PM UTC
Moonshine stars align
Two ropes choosed to intertwine
Something happening something divine
when the clock hits nine
It is time for our valantine
I am getting ready for the dine
I order your favourite dish
And for me some wine.
Something happening something divine
While we are waiting let me tell you the story of theboy who thought he will never be fine
Who could set all the day doing nothing but to whine
who always has looked for his anodyne
Who didn't know you will be the plot twist of his storyline.
You wonder what we are?
Pittiless wave and shoreline
Red petals and carmine
Something happening something divine.
Mar 9, 2020
Mar 9, 2020 at 1:57 PM UTC
We all play this game each day,
A game called 'life',
We take decisions like rolling a dice,
Unaware of what this dice of life would bestow us with,
Is it predetermined?? Fate they say or can the game be turned any moment!
I choosed Time!!
Time to pick,time to choose ,time to doze, time to run and time to fun,
I took a leap of faith,
taking my destiny in hand,
Challenging the almighty's plan!
Mar 28, 2018
Mar 28, 2018 at 1:12 AM UTC
you are a poet
because you could enjoy it
just like the bottle of wine you choosed eagerly
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 9:32 AM UTC
They say....
Man are trash...
They say...
We broke their hearts
They say...
We do not give them attention....
They say...
But never see their wrongs...
They say....
But they never loved us back as we did
They say...
But we are the one sacrificed alot broken hearts we carry...
They say...
But they never understand...
What damaged they did...
Silent we remained....
Label us with names...
When you didn't give me a chance to love you and you choosed him...
Silent i remained...
As they say
Man are all trash...
-kay🌹
Sep 19, 2020
Sep 19, 2020 at 4:38 AM UTC
Dear ____
Was there really no such option left...
Why did u choosed an eternal rest..
Were u really so fed up with such small life's tests...
That u left ur beautiful dreams nest...
_Lost
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 5:30 AM UTC