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Bongani G-kay Feb 18
Either

Opt...2 roads i have a choice...
Option...

Can i raise my voice....
My conciouness...
Talking...

Should i trust him cause am him...

Either...
That's another route....
With different signs...
I need yahh...

As i lose myself.....
In the mist darkness....
Can you hear my words...

These words teach yah....
Cause they are the world..
Scripture...

I ain't a preacher...
But am the last prophet...
I have been here.


Wither

My soul...dry...
Drought change season position...
Like pieces of a draft....

I doubt...the pen in my veins...
It carries alot of secrets pains...
Its the 14 day..
Observing the periods....

******* cycle repeat...
Is this my defeat...
I wither...
Lose all i had dehydrated...
Probably my soul in stilled in society and social media hatred...

Comment... that's my last moment....
Sweat and tears...
My own body
Wither...from decision taken either

-kay🌹
Aka...🕊️-son of lee-dia-🕊️
Either or wither...2topics as a single poem
Bongani G-kay Jan 13
Fresh air I need
Suffocating I can't breath...

Ventilation I get ...
When am with you..
Relaxation kick in...

Easily I breath in...
Controllable feelings...
I express...
It's not complicated...

Unless....
I stop breathing...
Can I confess...
To me..
You come first...
joy in a flash..
When I hold you...
I can feel myself breathing again.

-kay🌹
Breathing
Bongani G-kay Sep 2020
Roots (imvelaphi)

Am proud of my roots..
Am proud of my people
Am a proud african queen.
And you should be proud too.

That determines who you are...
Where are you coming from...
And where are you going...

Ziqenye ngesiko lakho
Ziqenye nge mvelaphi yakho....
Zithande ubuwena bakho...

Be a proud African...
Be proud of yourself..
Be proud of your roots...
Ziqenye.
🌹
Imvelaphi
Bongani G-kay Sep 2020
Temptations

I wish i could smile like you..
I wish i could love my self like you...
But i can't...
Am damaged...
My pain can't be managed..
Don't be suprised....when you see me hanging on the ceiling....
i can't contain this feeling....
killing my self an option.....
temptations

I never choose to feel this way..
I never had a choice..
To speak the way i feel...
I never killed by the way i live to see my loved ones die...
The anger in me...
Grows
Am ready to ****
Temptations...

I guess my temptations differs...
From yours...
Mine dark with scent of evil chilling...
Voices whisper...
Telling me take law in my baby hands
Am still young with vengeful spirit...
My heart desire things...
That i can't offer..
Am tempted
Temptations
Bongani G-kay Sep 2020
They expect me to smile..
Like its okay...
They expect me to laugh...like its funny..

They pretend to love...
While i know am hated...

Am progressing....
Receiving lord's blessing...

This is the truth...
You better do your confessions...

Unhappy...i said
Am in pain...
thats sad...😔
No one cares about me...
In reality....
I fade....no one notice me.....💔
Maybe am not attractive...
They say looks don't matter...

I don't matter...
To them...🌹
My light place turn dark...
I feel lonely...
And unhappy....
If i had a wish....
I will make it to death...
So i can be free...
In my prison...
I call myself...

I heard of freedom..
But i don't know any...😔

I heard of anxiety and depression...
I have those
are many...🌹

Its okay hate me...
I struggle loving myself..
I too...😔
Unhappy am...
Your eye sees it too.

-kay⚰️⚱️
Unhappy
Bongani G-kay Sep 2020
look around you..
life evolves..
thank God..

he still got you
gave you a fam...
that you can relay to...

am happy...
even sometimes
i complain too..

being blinded...
by this world
turn you into a fool..

i don't i want to dress
and talk nice...

for you to think
am cool

my Generation..
rebels but
we live by the rules any way...

adolescent take its play..
they hit the grounds...

like savage..
but they ain't 21...

i wonder
what i will have..
when am 21..

will the people i love..
still around me...

will the girl...
i love still hit me...

humble...
i remain....
many cycles...
mine not the main...

am not perfect...
am human...
mistakes made...
me...

love...gave...me
paranoia...

but when am with...
God...

humble am...
Humble
Bongani G-kay Sep 2020
Pray

Our father....
In heavens...
am in my dark place...
Voices....
talking in latin...
I don't understand they are offer...
but all i know...
they want me to sin..

I pray
In happy moments to thank you and in sad ones to guide me..
My faith weak...
I was hopeful...
now it leaks...

I hear voices...
Getting louder...
Gun in my hand they gave me choices...

The light was left in me..
Was blown out...
I seek for answers....

Ohh lord you hear me...
Am your lost sheep...
In night i pray...
I can't sleep...

I pray to get close to you father...
Cause near you...
I shall not fear non...

I pray for light...
To shine on me...
In my dark place...
Forgive us our sins...
As we forgive...others...
Amen

-kay🌹🕯️
Dark place
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