Have you ever heard the music so loud,
It's  reach touches your soul
When every fiber is calling for you to singe your emotions on these pages, or you will implode
I feel so daily,
An avelanch of icy feelings I hold
Emotions snowy and so cold
The feeling seeping from this pen comes from deep within my soul
Writing is the only way to be saved or consoled
It rips me completely, my emotions some times in anger show
When will I learn to let go
Will I ever find my life's flow
I really don’t care about these drones,
They follow poetry,
like it supposedly set in stone
Just look how I’ve grown
I’m speaking to you,
I bet you still won’t get my tone
Am I mad, Not even close
Just remember who’s words this is,
As I alone will atone
For all the sins I’m breaking…writing this particular poem.

People say they lost in the dark
What a absurd fable
dark is the absence of light
Just light a candle

The only constant is change
Change is the only constant
What about death
The human caution

Reality is distorted
what we emotionally feel
paints the portrait
What you recall
could be wrongly recorded

Does this add to misunderstanding
Is it  life being too demanding
Rise above, be upstanding
Don't fly off the wheel
Without understanding

I called on him a few times
During low and highs
He does not reply
Does it mean he don't exist
Or severed my contact line
Left with no answers
I rely on my unanswered mind

This become confusing
causes confusion
when you left computing
racism, wars & intolerance
leaves you assuming
producing,
the flat earth no mask wearing
human

Morning dew glistens off the surface of waking flowers
The sun happily calling the sleepy earth to awake this hour
Early birds flutters in song as their day begins
Sounds of love and longing fills the melody they sing.

Moment of peace before chaos arise
Silence before hatred split the divide
Serenity before pigment of skin matters
Tranquility before the ignorant chatter

Some demons awake with no ill intent
Earth screams in agony in quiet torment
Chaos rains in smiles and greetings
Choking on air she struggles breathing

Tears in the moons eyes as it arise
Dreams in prayer sent to the skies
Oceans rage with angered despair
trapped unhurried demise ensnared

As the night go silent
I can hear her breathe
Change in the climate
Close to being deceased

Rage consumes my soul like storms rising tide.
Angry waves constantly beating any hope of being…
God lost my blueprint to life it seems.
A thousand times I shout….
My lungs bleeds for me to stop…
A million times my fist hit the walls…
But still the rage continue to surge
I cling to the last thought that made me feel ….worthy….
Like an infant clinging to it’s mother in times of uncertainty…
As it endlessly battles the demonic darkness within me…
Clinging to life as I once did.
A ****** battle…..an internal struggle…
Do I just let go and let this raging monster within consume me?
I choose to fight!
Slowly a voice rises from the ashes of my charred soul….
Louder it grows…pounding away….
Drums of a battle on the brink of victory…
A piercing light rises within
As a phoenix rising from the ashes ....
reborn,
drenched with the possibility of a new tomorrow…
A smile slowly creeps across my lips…
Like a new life rising from the dirt.
It’s then that I realize....
I’m alive!!

My mind never conquered
look upon an ugly world disgusted
A human race divided, as greed’s claw’s carries our tainted hopes
Masters of death, race to **** race
Children’s suffering falls on deaf eyes as the rich get’s richer
Do we not love the same?
My heart bleeds, as the sound of chaos screeches
A world… where propaganda indoctrinate idle minds to madness
Seeking lies as truth screams to be noticed
Hatred!  
The order of the day as brothers hurt brothers
Why?
A question my moralized soul refuses to understand
Are our mother’s saddened tears not the same?
Our voices, severed by bladed puppet masters
As these armed words, flows like tears of innocent lives lost from my pen
A glimmer of hope arise, as the ink seeps into these wounded pages ....
My truth eternally captured

It,s early morning, just before the sun rise,
A crisp wind gently stroked my face,
The morning looks beautiful
Even the night sky.

Is time relevant
Or is time made in heaven
Is time endless
Or does it end,
When we breathe our last breath
Leaving timelessly, in memory
A soul that is breathless.

fake is the smile I walk around with all day
like I’m wearing a upside down happy face
the words that I mutter is not all I have to say
Not dealing with stupidity is the only heavens grace
So, I walk around with this mask on my damning face
Deep down all I know is a feeling of disgrace
Ripping  gnawing moving happiness out of place
I know I'm not the only one, that’s caught in this state
Now the notion that arises is the world’s completely fake
lies I just navigate and hope I don’t break
Clawing and scratching hoping I can claim a steak
Yet every step I take,
brings me closer to death
Choking to breathe with every dying breath
Hoping to catch a dream before there’s nothing left
Before I’m on my knees regretful and bereft
Before the scythe ascends and I lose my head

Push me over the edge again
This is war
I can hear death sing
Sharpening his scythe
But courage has given me wings
The battle cry rings
My immoral blade ready and aching to swing
If war is flirting with death
I’m down on one knee and already producing the ring
I spring
Slicing my enemies, I’m putting their souls in a sling
I’m deaths right wing
I’m changing , I’m raging
From all the blood I’m craving
I’m a warrior
Just look at all the hell I’m raising
Blazing
Through my enemies memories of them already fading
I’m a warrior
On my parade there will be no raining
Death I’m facing, I bet his shaking
This is war
So to death I’m racing

She pierces the darkness of my soul
Her smile touches even the darkest hour of my life.
Her touch washes over me cleansing the sins of my subconscious mind…
Breaking the bonds that hold me…
I’m Alive…..
I’m Alive….
MY savior cloaked in Angel wings…
I truly adore you, my love.

Though the sun is shining
Around me it constantly rains
I wish I could walk on water
Just to float for a change
When the effort you strive to put in
Just get skewed and flayed
Do you give up
Do i just run from this race
This world frozen and so cold
we must icely face
fighting day in and day out
Like quicksand
We still sink in this space
is this world a disgrace
since when did our moral compass
get so magnetically displaced
wish daily i could retrace
every missed step i ever took
yet that’s just a wish i can’t make
so I have to be relentless
in this journey I take
give everything, every second
and just hope I don’t break
I can’t shout loud enough
because the air I breathe is just fake
it’s not giving me life
but a losing fight that i hate

Though the sun is shining
Around me it constantly rains
I wish I could walk on water
Just to float for a change
When the effort you strive to put in
Just get skewed and flayed
Do you give up
or just run from this race
a world frozen and so cold
we must icely face
fighting day in and day out
quicksand,
We still sink in this space
is this world a disgrace
since when did our moral compass
get so magnetically displaced
wish daily i could retrace
every missed step i ever took
yet that’s just a wish i can’t make
so I have to be relentless
in this journey I take
give everything, every second
and just hope I don’t break
I can’t shout loud enough
because the air I breathe is just fake
it’s not giving me life
but an losing fight that i hate

When will I realise
This life is not fair
These souls would rather slit your throat
Than show that they care
This wicked truth within my mind
Is stripped slowly bare
Sometimes I wish I could rip my chest open
Give you my heart
So you can listen to what it shares
A mirage of broken dreams
It's like being caught in a whirlwind
A merry-go-round snare
It's my living nightmare
Choking on oxygen
Do I breathe, I don't dare

Slowly it draws every last breath
every step  that we take
moves us closer to death
this truth we have to face
no matter what the evidence
it's an open shut case
live with no regrets
because your life you cant retrace
in this life we have a stake
live life to the fullest
no matter the odds or mistakes.

Run like there's no tomorrow
Cry only to alliviate sorrow
Live like our time is borrowed
lets not cower
take this life by the neck
imprint you are not a coward
the hurt makes us stronger
punch with everything you made of
even sorrow we devour
churn it in our soul
then spit out flowers
let your flamed courage bring forth the rain
let it decend
It's a metoer shower
let this winged words take you higher
soar above the chaos
i bet life will seem brighter
we are all born as fighters
its for us not give up
in this world
with all the power.

I’m truly a wordsmith with poetry and rhyme…
If you haven’t realized it by now, I guess… you must be blind.
I really don’t feel bad if you don’t like my page…..
I have a place where my poetry’s all the rage.
In his head yes!
****! .... I wasn’t even speaking to you Chris….
Who’s Chris?
Oh!... Just the voice in my head… which the last words… rhymed with…
Who thought you can actually do that with words…..
You mean, put it on a treadmill backwards… and still make it come first.
Yes it’s a skill…. I probably mentioned this before….
It’s like the words just flow…. from my third minds eye’s core.
I completely zone out….?
Yes! …Please don’t pout… I’m always on the scout ….for my scythed words to put doubt…
Or even reroute…..
Your thoughts or your feelings……
Maybe in theory…..then you’ll like these pages.
If you haven’t realized it by now…
I’m Mr Farzee…..so please just stay calm.
Maybe I should just try… and put that diff-erent-ly……
Mr Farzee… in actual fact …is just me.

Raised on love, grew up in a **** storm
lullaby at night, the sound of a gun call
Always had the fight within, not falling tis form of mentality
Future seemed a bleak
mentally not giving into criminality
I was a ninja personified dodged the debris
They design to distort reality
Their scope on ones that lose hope don't cope
Feed them to their criminal dynasty
Broken souls who's life has been beaten with brutality
smelled out the weak, broke them infected their mind
the beast always looking to destroy or feast

I had to fight my way out, never had a ounce of doubt
Hustled and jumped every hurdle put front of me
I don't mess a-bout, punch with the weight of not the ****
technical knockout
Ploughed through the *******, ****** life and pulled out
Not once did I lay down and cower, I reroute
All the negativity I ate
Then spewed out flowers
In essence you can say, broke out
Negativity I devoured
Now I run circles around square thoughts
A fresh Prince, running on sheer will-power
I'll defeat anything you throw at me, I've seen it all
Call me Dwight David Eisenhower.

Deep into the mind of an eternal slumber
The thought of death crosses me
I struggle to push these armed thoughts away
Deep into my subconscious mind
Where bad memories has long been forgotten
Oblivion
The thought of nothingness overwhelms even the best of me
A life wasted
These thoughts darkened even my shadow
A innocent in my spiraling demise
I fight
To have but a speck of me etched in time
Oblivion
A word that shakes every ounce of my hope stained soul
Forgotten
A word more fierce to me then ten thousand scythed deaths
Fight I will
Till every word I give wings
bleeds my pen dry
Fight I will
Till the words I breathe reaches generation to come.
This will be...
My Speck etched in time.

Why it like this?
See a anthill as a mountain untill we bridge the hurdle and fly over it, over sight
Looking back i can no longer  see my irrational fears
Washed away by all of my rational tears, hindsight.

Never forget we borne in a state of fight
Even if the evil of the world attempts around every corner to shut it out
We push through the blinding darkness
In our hearts we will always have a guiding light
Sometimes we wonder if we living right
The fact that you asked that question
Its a type of consciousness, so I have no doubt in your plight for righousness.

How did we get to this point
When the meaning life of has become less than a point
Everything we lead to believe is fake
There's no truth in this world
It got out, it escaped.
It disappeared with real history
Written in masquerade ink
Hiding mistakes and atrocities.

So in essence they killed it
So there is no escape.
So do we accept what they falsely feed us
Even though we know that it's fake
Nations wiped out,
displayed in musuems
History's grim laced with snakes,
Alexander was great, but Gengis was a tyrant that all woman he *****

What's the difference? Colour of skin.

Now do get where I'm coming from
Open your mind,
Stop eating
the sugary mold they've been feeding
To dampen the mind and truth becomes lies
The revolution is now,
Like a phoenix from the ashes new hope will arise.
Don't stay blind
Open your consciousness
Give your thoughts wings let it soar above the chaos...
The truth can no longer hide
We opened our eyes
The end of all lies should be Nigh.

Time in mind, the dark was approaching unhurriedly, surely as promised obsessively coming for us.
Slithering slowly, hearing their deafening screams in violence, violently breaking  the silent silence.

I then saw it , in the depth where it sprung from
I lost my consciousness and began a rebirthed walk to the abyss of absence.

My familiar mind a stranger as the decay journeys to the my souls core
It singes to past lives, happiness now a adjective only in dreams i confess.

Oceans, a picturesque view
Waves of elated emotions alivate me
Crashing gently on the shores of  creativity
Waving, as if to welcome me to it's watery oasis
lapping up these tangible words as if to quench an eternal thirst
Words that whisper, words that inspire
Words that ignite past nations fire
KNOWLEDGE........ the inspiration of each sip taken.

As a dark cloud surrounds my heart, it's tear drops fall like rain
The vision of you still lingers
Embedded in every part of my soul
your laughter rings as angels get their wings…
I reach out to only a figment of you
A raging storm of emotions floods me
My fist hits the ground with all the might of eternal despair
How?
A question my mind refuses to compute, erring as answers refuse to be questioned
Do I live with this dark hole of continued destruction?
As bright as the sun ever constant, a feeling of a love had rises from my demons conquered
The love we eternally shared…
Winged words flow through me, lifting me to new soaring highs
The cloak of eternal damnation lifted
a new world yet explored stands before me
The future, a pure oasis I can truly touch
A smile creeps across my face, as that of a new era prosperous smile backs at me
And these words echo through a ****** soul........
               I will live!!

As the innocence untarnished youth pierces through your joy full smile
Carrying with it the tears of past sorrows lifted.
The abundance of questions you bare
shows your inquisitive mind
The love you share, perfectly points out the only beauty left in a tarnished existence.
The hope you carry with every step you take is more precious than an entire world enlightened.
The embrace of your arms gives hope wings and brings light where the world is darkened
My son……the hope and shining rays of my being

Have you ever loved someone so much
You’d strip your soul bare
Just to feel her touch
Lost yourself to her
This feeling
much more than a crush
And that feeling get crushed
Get’s ripped from every fiber of you
as you horrifically watch
Every descent memory of us
now ripped to dust
I thought you loved me
I bet your feelings for me was just rust
My crumbled world a bust
What about the countless times that we were in lust
I guess you dusted
Your memories of us
Through it away like a curse
When I’m the one to rehearse
The ordeal over in my head
Like I’m the one cursed
When will this feeling disperse
Every day it gets worse

When love lost is just a cost
To much, and you completely feel lost
Remember you’ll rise from this unwanted chaos
you own destiny, because you are your own boss.

I must have encountered the whispers of a gorgan in a past life,
my  heart has turned to stone...
Vines entwined with heartbreaks now grows where hope once reside
My shadow, a soul of it's former
Self
A journey of self discovery ended directionless
I'm lost,
healing voices fall on deaf ears, my demons bellowing hatred from it's darkened abyss
my light snuffed out,
My flame extinguished, like a candle in the wind of hopelessness
My mind caged,
Sinister thoughts treadmilling
worth decaying ....
These thoughts endless...

No lives matter the minute you step out the door
prey to the world, imbedded in its core
imbedded in history, divide and conquer
This our motto, Ill Intentions obscure

This the truth of this world, there is no other options
We live in divided chaos, we breathing in toxins
Toxic  and choking on air, no one has any conscious
Lose and lose our option, Its starting to get obnoxious

this my synopsis
take precaution
don't just believe
be cautious
no lives matter
we already in boxes
this not assumptions
I see the world bleed
cut down to its emotions
In the end, we just oxen
lambs to the slaughter
sold to corporations
consumerism their auction

so let gets this straight
words not dry, don't need to hydrate
any choice we make a mistake
mind a contortion
grab as the clock run
there is no exceptions

the minute you leave the door, no lives matter
for me, no misconceptions

As a rose lay upon a grave…
So is the beauty in death.
How do I pull my enchanted thoughts from such pleasure
As the aroma of an eternal bliss sweetens with every step…
The struggle
That of a thousand battles I daily live for.
Saved again…
Her kiss breathes new life into my empty existence.
Like the first breath of a new born child.
Bringing with it the hope of a new future
The oxygen of my being
Together living for the hope of a new tomorrow

As your radiant beauty entices my soul to weep
The promise to love you forever I will keep
Your sensual smile it cuts me deep
Taking away all doubt and rendering me free
This union is blessed you yourself told me
I lay beside you our skin gently touching
Electricity surges through us rendering us weak
Eternally I’m yours but who’s counting
Your whispered words when you speak
Leaves my soul and being elated, emotions twisted in a heap
We’ll never part
Not today, not tomorrow, not even when our souls get reaped

Forever I will be by your side be by your side
In this life and the next my darling, to you I’ll never lie
The winged words you utter, I love you, sends me soaring to bliss
I finish my heartfelt thoughts and truly seal it with a kiss

Valentine's day again,
Your **** grin
It makes my head spin
Loving you this much, must truly be a sin
I dim,
The lights my hand on your thigh
Move closer, let me get lost in your eyes
You whisper… you’ll love me till the day that you die
We kiss, sweet
It tastes like honey pie
I loved you in past lives, this shouldn’t be a surprise
Who thought we’d be together again, certainly not I
Not being together I’d breakdown and cry
Stop it silly, she whispers, you know you all mine
You’ll always and forever be my only valentine
Our lips embrace, this feels sublime
I go down on one knee, I think it’s time
I produce the ring, god look how it shines
My dear will you marry me, I don’t have any rhymes
I will love you for all eternity, even though I don’t have many dimes
She shrieks! Your love is what counts!
Yes! I’ll marry you, how could there have been any doubt
I’ll count,
My blessings from this day out
You made me the happiest, I feel I can shout
We embrace hearts connected as one
Convey this message to the universe,
Today I have won.

As if death himself had questioned my existence
Thoughts of a tragic ending storms me
Blurred memories of love had trampled by vivid memories of love lost
Your lingering scent taints my recovering soul, spiraling once more
Longing words seeping from my subconscious minds wounds
These armed words echoed…
Your piercing smile
my arrowed heart bleeds for
Your winged voice that my confidence soar for
The forgotten pain tears through my conscious mind
Your healing touch not forgotten
tears me to tears
As these saddened words tearful drowns these pages
Emotions uncontrollable, touches me
This is my wounds relived!!

My heart consumed by hatred
You made this, you said you loved me
To me that words was sacred
To just take my heart and break it
It’s distasteful
It’s hateful

Hate is just the start
A promise broken
A promise we’ll never part
That night
You took a piece of my heart

My heart now broken
A token
A broken soul still hoping
I’m groping
At the last meaning full memory of love shared.

As stormy feelings tears me deep
The last words you whispered tears I keep
God called you to his side
I don’t understand…This raging feeling I can’t hide
The promises of love shared
Now just scarred memories that I bare
Emotions flowing twisted and cold
I cry, no crave, your love your touch your soul
This empty feeling undying severed my heart
What happened to the notion we’ll never be apart
How do I live this life, how do I move on?
I still need you, I still love you
Or are we just pawns
Broken hearts represents our stars
Your sweet lips on mine seems now so far
As a perfect union now broken apart
My love for you will never die…
I promise for you I eternally cry.

Candlelight flickers
You rest your hand in mine
You whisper you love me
My Angels words divine
I get lost in your eyes
Reflection of a better me
Our souls in love entwined
They say love is blind
All I see is you
In heaven, our union must have been designed


We kiss
There is no sweeter lips
Honey coated
I now know eternal bliss

This promise I make
Forever we will be
Eternity,
I loved you in past lives
So this promise I will keep
I love you eternally
Forever,
Even when our souls get reaped
This moment,
Our lives has begun
There is nothing else,
Our hearts now beat as one

Looking into your eyes I realize,

A home you made in my heart

It’s where you reside,

Without your touch I will die, my soul eternally cry

You my everything,

This feeling can’t be denied

I crave you constantly,

Why are you so blind?

Why shut me out,

When all I do is try

Your touch it’s distant,

I’m begging you why

I confide,

To the walls in my mind

Questioning answers,

That doesn’t feel right

The distance is growing,

Try as I might

You smite,

All the feelings I bare

I even tried not to care

I swear,

To love you for all eternity

This feeling we shared,

It’s stripping me bare

I’m scared, teddy bear

I remember you cared

Inseparable we were,

This is unfair…



The feelings I lay on this page,

Is to subdue my rage, I’m caged

Should I go or should I stay

A merry-go-round of feelings,

Please ease my pain, I’m going insane

I’m begging you to let me go,

If you don’t feel the same

Have you ever felt like screaming…
But know one hears your thoughts.
It’s like I’m living this daily
But only ten times worse.
The world should be our canvas
But instead we are its curse.
So when will it end..
When the human race has been dispersed.
Oh No! …this is not a twisted plight….
I’m not a tree hugger
I just don’t think
Killing the living is right.

This is a artists view at its finest
I’m attempting to enlighten the mind. Sometimes I guess you must be blinded.
Let’s rewind it, these words you have to catch, pull up a chair
Take a second to relax
Just exhale, on a poets journey we embark, a mystical mystery
Let's together explore, all the magical facts.

I write to be different
Conforming to conformity
To me it’s a sin
I grin, as it turns on its axis
The worlds in a spin
Greed rule, and our moral light is set lowly to dim
I see the dark of this world, as much as I'm sinking, with the absence of a light
I have nowhere to swim.

Am I drowning again
Can you not feel the pain
I’m not talking about mine, but those innocent children’s dying in vain, futures now maimed
Dreams being slain, untamed
Always for someone else’s gain
Why can’t these monsters just refrain, rewire their brain
I guess it’s a global issue
Though I still have disdain
Why should it stay the same
Just maybe
This life's is a rigged game, we onboard
It’s repeating infinity, this must be insane
Wait, let me stop
With every word singed to my heart, words I feel to the core
Written in flame.

They call me a superhero but I don't know what I'm fighting for
I don't know how the story unfolds
don't know if I'm fighting to even the score
all I know is my emotions have been silenced
calm but my screaming raw
I fight to save you, it is you I adore,
it's you I would fight everyone, with bare hands
till ****** and sore
superhero don't think I can be called, for you I'll be more
This I promise till I'm 6 feet under the floor
I'll fight loki and thor I'll fight and win every war
cause an uproar if it means you are not hurt forever more
its the protocol I live by the world I will brawl
A superhero ever maybe not only at nightfall
I'll walk into Mordor **** every work if you say it's an eyesore
I will save you from your downfall I am your protective wall
you are my magic I'm your Dumbledore protect you from Slytherin snakes
who comes through the backdoor

I know I was born
to protect my unicorn
don't be misinformed act like a superhero
only when the world wrong
a firestorm when you need warmth
this promise is lifelong
a tough mind head I'm headstrong
not in space but my arms strong
for you, I'll transform like a newborn
love you till the suns gone and they broke dawn
a superhero you have for life
I can confirm