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No matter how many times you have proven me how unworthy I am
Still I fool my heart to believe we have a chance
I lean back in my bed and imagine how possible it is for me to just kiss you
how I could hold you in my small arms all day.
Just worship and adore you
Enchanted by your beauty,
My mind's firewall has collapsed,
My senses are frozen.
Now,
My feelings are numb

I fool myself to thinking it's all fine
My blind heart believed
My blind heart kept hoping
My blind heart held tight with hopes of never letting go

It hurts that you are with someone other than me
I can't give up this crush
I have tried,
Even with all the effort I put to forget you.
I just can't
I want to let you go
But I am obsessed with you
I crave for you love
I want you likeness
You've broken my defences

I consciously forget about you
But that is only temporal
It last only as long as I think of forgetting you
I can't blame you for looking Attractively Distracting.
I only blame
My blind her
Lust weaknesses are stronger than that of love no matter how you see it lust is always stronger. That's why love at first sight lastloanger
I'm just a broken jar
Happiness filters through its cracks
Never able to overflow with joy
Forever threatening to give in to its flaws
- Unleashing a sea of sadness
Each drop a tear
Secretly wept as the sun goes down
You would gently manipulate her.
You would secretly use her.
You would have a strategy for her every move, a plan for anything she'd do.

Her weakness became your endeavor.
You dehydrated her soul.
You made her suffer just so that you could strive.
You were slowly killing her.

***** you mankind, ***** you.
Julia Aubrey Aug 2017
I am so grateful.
so grateful for the fact I was saved...
saved from the pain, sorrow, and weakness of which the world layed upon me.
grateful for the fact that all of the choices I make that are filled with regret are wiped away when I look up.
grateful for the tears that pour down my face without ever calling out Your name...the heart of mine which opens without even meaning to.
I am grateful to be called a child in need of a Father, a child with a Father.
I am forever yours.

-Julia Aubrey Rhodes-
Samantha Marie Aug 2017
Before you, I was a mess on the verge of ending things
You only had one thing in mind like all the others
Hoping I can overcome my weakness
I gave you a chance
You helped for a while,
I thought I was finally normal with these feelings you brought me
But you only wanted what was best for yourself
Never thinking about me
I wish you never tried,
You left me in a bigger mess than I was before you
11/04/16
Leaving me alone would have kept me sane
But it's not like I had mattered to you
Juju Aug 2017
We talked.
No I was rude,
You talked at me.
I listened,
Pretending I didn't,
You knew.

But with that I got something better.
An essence,
One I'll use again and again.

You showed me my eyes made me who I am.
Your weakness define your strengths,
So should you really rush to erase your weaknesses?

Nay, I'd rather be wise:
Strengthen my strengths,
Acknowledge my weakness.
Then I won't trip over them.

I'll consciously work around them,
Casually get where I need to go.

It's a lot of work to fill your weaknesses,
Work I could put in becoming wise.

Thanks Wolf.
Erin Apr 2017
I wish I could get my hands on you cancer,
Punch you once for all the pain you cause
Once, for the people you've ripped apart
Once, for the broken hearts left in your wake
Once, for the teardrops all cried in your name
Once, for all the things you take,
Like hope... happiness... sanity
Once, for the way you enjoy weaving yourself around peoples bodies
Making yourself at home... even though you were only meant to be a temporary guest
Who should have left once the chemotherapy started to work... or the radiotherapy kicked in
But it didn't did it?
And so I will hurt you until you are a painful mess...
And then cancer, I will strangle you....
Just like you do to others
nora Jul 2017
they tell you it's a weakness to cry
advise you to keep your hurt inside
you foolishly believe their earnest claims
and fold in on yourself in vain
I've just been feeling some things :)
medha Jul 2017
the thing
that upsets me
about people is that

they mistake
ashes for weakness
and i find it ugly because

when i bloom
i rise from the ashes
regardless of their oblivion.
Yanamari Jul 2017
Feelings override all.
Happiness, sadness
And emptiness alike.
Feelings conquer all.

The path of life
Assigned the name time
Is a path constructed based on emotions.
Laziness,
Aloofness,
Motivation,
Effort...
All weave to determine one's path's shape.
Anger and hunger
Shortening
Sorrow and regret
Lengthening
Love and satisfaction
Strengthening
The cold and darkness
Slowly thinning
One's path
Thread by thread.

Feelings... are all encompassing.
To manipulate feelings is to be manipulated,
And to succeed is to walk filled with it.
Feel free to disagree ✌️
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