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Depression
Depression; is more than people think of it to be.
Depression, is the epitome of a AK-47 shooting you and blowing you're brains out
Depression is being a no one, you are a shadow in the society
Depression is loneliness
It is indefinable thoughts and feelings that can not be described in words
It is the memory of you're past
When you're five years old and you are getting slammed into walls and beaten up in bathrooms
When you are 8 and have to live in a foster home because you're mom found an eviction notice on the house
When you are 10 and you don't have no one to be with at recess because you were too 'weird"
When you're thirteen and you are alone in you're room blasting music and wondering where you'll ever be and who you'll ever be
When you are fourteen and you're father dies, and it's like losing a part of you even if you felt those pieces weren't there to begin with.
Depression is the unbalance of happiness and ultimate sadness in you're life
It is when the sadness is you're causality and happiness is a occasion
It's not wanting to get out of bed and do a **** thing
It's like a abyss of emptiness and numbness
It's like breaking down, because you're broken
It's like screaming to God 'Why me?!? I'm always last. I'm always getting hurt. I'm always ignored. I'm always just so different. I'm always losing everything and right now I just pray I don't lose myself- completely.
Court Jan 2015
I'm tired of everyone I love leaving.
I'm tired of loving people who could never love me back.
I'm tired of being lead on.
I'm tired of not being wanted.
I'm tired of feeling ugly and worthless.
I'm tired of being on this earth.
I'm tired of being just an option.
I'm tired of being a "plan B"
I'm tired of this sadness.
I'm tired.
The kind of tired a bed can't fix.
Grez Aug 2014
Taken a hiatus
              Unhappy with the latest              
                           Words
                   Put onto pages
         They've not been the greatest
                   Need a vacation
                  Find that part that
                             CAN
                               Be
                          Creative


        Frustratingly
                          Average
   Make them look
                           Pretty
   Hide they're not
                           Witty
Ignore they're not
                           Gritty

                         Hello Poetry
           When you hold a committee
                         To judge me
                           Take pity
                         Before you
                           Unleash
                              Your
                            Critique
          Remember I'm only running at
                          Fifty-three
                          ­  Percent
                           Capacity
                          Creatively

  I think I'm due an upgrade
      To iron out these kinks.
Plug

Me

In

To

Sleep.
Appreciate feedback
Sara L Russell May 2014
Sara L Russell, 17/5/14 00:29am*

I speak, therefore I ****.
Complacent in my seat of ancient learning,
  I can and will
undo your fragile notions,
your vapid little dreams;
I'll pierce your ego with a word.
  Your ego is absurd.

I sleep in blameless peace.
Reclining on my cloud of contemplation,
  I can and do
lampoon your trite devotions,
tug on their fraying seams;
I'll take your confidence away
  with everything I say.

You're weaker than I am,
Regurgitated clichés haunt your writing,
  you know it's true
You wear the same emotions;
no common sense redeems
the foolish things you write
- till I slay them with spite.
Inspired by a war of words between an editor and ex-co-editor of an anthology of poetry. The editor who was dismissed from co-editing wrote a very damning review of said anthology on amazon(dot)com. The original editor was very upset by his words and a battle of counter-reviews began. This poem is a satire of critics in general, especially self-styled poetry critics.

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