you shared your thoughts, I attentively listened
you laughed & joked, with no doubt I smiled
I let you burst out what's inside your mind
and take a ride with your imaginations
but that's the thing, I did what I did
what a friend must do, when he's in need
of someone to listen, to share with
a friend he could linger to, to laugh with
but deep inside, something's aching
is it jealousy? hurt? huff?
it's like there is something missing, what is it?
maybe the old us before things get difficult
we were talking as if we have our own world; before
but everything has already changed
you've had what you deserved, & I'm proud
but everything has its compensation
for your happiness, what lies between us faded
we parted ways, slowly; painfully
and to get things worse, I've disappointed you
and everything we've built, fell down
now, how will we ever go back the way we were?
Will it really come back? the memories?
Or I would only face these inevitable changes
and let you be happy with someone else?
