Would my future be like
The dry leaf close to fire?
Like the droplet under sun?
Who could tear it apart?
Coz I will resurrect and pay
Everything like a strong wave

Back in time, I lost hope
Like every weak man
I'll have to step forward
Face every dramas

I hope you never look around at all the happy couples and make yourself feel ugly and worthless. I hope you never show up at a high school dance sad because no one asked you to be their date. I hope you never feel the need to be validated by another person. I hope you never completely lower your standards because you are getting tired of waiting around. Because *******, you don't need someone else to make you happy or feel valuable. If you can't love yourself, how do you expect to love someone else? You don't need to have a date to have a good time, find some great friends and I promise you you'll have a much better experience. You sure as hell don't need someone else to validate you, just be yourself and don't even bother with other people's opinions. And never, ever lower your standards. By investing in a low quality relationship, you're just setting yourself up for heartbreak in the end. I know, you're getting tired of being single and lonely, but honey once you find someone worth your time, it sure as hell is worth the wait.

Everyday inside me,
There's this constant fight going,
Should I hold onto these people ?
Should I leave ?

I try to answer most of them but often I fail,
Then just to comfort myself I ask,
Why not? Why leave them?

Aren't they a part of your family now,
Aren't they the answer to your prayers,
My heart still unsatisfied and
my brain all senseless

If I don't hold onto to you or
start to push you away,
Just slap me on the face
I'll be alright after that

I'll hold on
until it doesn't make sense
and when you tell me there's no point,
I'll give you a reason to love
and to hold on.

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                     This mess of me
                                 is boiling
The pressure's building fast.
         This churning, burning,
                        furnace heat—
I know that I won't last.

                 'Cause ev'rything
                          inside of me
It just keeps holding on
                  To all the things
                           hurting me
I know why it feels wrong.

                  I'm stuck inside
                        that easy lie
That says I cannot change
                  And when I cry
                               I realize
This certainly is strange.

            For though I died
                to flesh, I strive
To rectify myself;
               I tried and tried
          and then, surprise:
I needed something else.

                Nothing makes  
                 it past the pain
Except your healing touch.
        And you say, "Wait,
                 My child, wait,
For you will know My love."

When you thought lies
are better to be heard
than the truth,
when you close your eyes
but you could not still
find paradise.

When life are full of scars
and words do not
rhyme at all,
when you feel jaded,
when you feel cheated,
never let go.

True love finds
its way to hold on,
just hold still,
you are just broken
but not lost.

This love you watched
born in the fire of everything
that is destructive,
you knew the changes
but you welcomed the chaos.

When you tried to forget
all the memories,
but you failed,
when all the beauty
inside your world
turned into madness.

When you fear
for the moon
to disappear tonight,
when you feel jaded,
when you feel cheated,
never let go.

True love finds
its way to hold on,
just hold still,
you are just broken
but not lost.

You opened my eyes to a world that is unknown
Where the hate is not easy to let go
They linger in my skin and bones
How deep is this love only you can show

You cleanse my ***** hands
That i wanted to touch everyone's soul
Real love, i search for eternal love
I'd give it all up to a pure heart like yours

Life is tough, no one gets along
Everything contradicts each other
They're in every corner waiting to strike
Ready to control our minds

I got swallowed by the grudges that i kept inside
Darkness took over that it matches my soul
I screamed my lungs out
On the brink of stepping of the ledge to fall

But i kept holding on to your words
You pulled me up with both hands
I kneel down in submission
Tears started to fall

And i look up at the sky to long for something more
Cause all my life, what's missing was you