i practice pulling my bones, at the joints,
little bones out of bigger bones
i practice breaking my knuckles
pulling muscles
pitching forward onto dead earth.
i practice getting myself out of scrapes
even if it leaves me a little less whole
as a person. a ****** laughing mess.
i practice hurtling towards the sun,
i throw myself at you. quickly,
you recoil. you sputter. you spit.
we are flames,
burning out.
we are flames.
09/28/14 1:38 PM
excrucio (Lat.) - to torment, torture, cause great pain