exposed emotions blister 'neath your numbing gaze of indifference that roars in thund'rous waves to crash upon the battered shores of my heart
exposed emotions drivin' me insane their hungry voices screaming in my head behold a night wind leads me to a place... where dangerous visions softly tread
take my heart take my soul take anything you want dont take my sons take my heart take my soul take my life if you must just dont take my sons dont take my sons
exposed emotions out of control a raging firestorm burning thru my soul behold a storm wind carries me away where crimson rivers twist and bend... on these endless desert sands
cover me in shades of golden brown a trackless dune in desert lands where crimson rivers twist and bend twist and bend in these bitter endless sands
take my heart take my soul take anything you want dont take my sons take my heart take my soul take my life if you must i'm under your thumb you've got the gun
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exposed emotions blazing like a firestorm 'neath a bright indifferent sun
life's blood flowing freely from wounds beyond repair falling wetly to the ground where crimson rivers pool in shades of golden brown
hungrily devoured yet never tasted by these endless desert sands....
Did not God want to be cherished to cultivate and co-create but instead we consume like beautiful glowing fire and maybe the ashes will make something but dust to dust we are
maybe to burn is to live like stars can fuel planets is it distant passion or suffering at least brief life flickers warm
time alone seems so expansive and cold and eternity, as a dark vacuum that no fire can touch is it better to suffer and live or do you envy the crushing quiet of nonexistence
a speck of dust on a clover can't see where it's blowing but somehow red light tells us that distance is growing
if human is dust are we not a literal residue of some combustion were then the Universe and God having tea together and laughing about us And when people talk about them fighting Are the two mistaken for each other?
I watched crimson dance on top of sapphires Surrounded by moths I begged forgiveness within their bars Sent out a prayer for a savior In return I received a mocking smile As they took you away from me In your death I was birthed I bargained the flames of the raven To burn the moths I watched sapphires dance on top of crimson
I’m not who I claim to be Few can see the chains I drag about Still, they follow my lead I’m wired into a new era of empowerment Where I play the queen accordingly Taking back control of the world Reaching for what I want That which rightfully belongs to me
I don’t know how to fix the mess they made I can’t reset the past I can only move forward along a twisted path Abandoning all the answers To watch them choke on the feathers they wanted desperately One day you will understand And maybe you will accept my apology But I won’t rest till I get back what they took I’m searching for that which rightfully belongs to me
... .. . it wont let me like me i am and will make it pay it watches me it splotches me like an period it treated me it will pay no pain only in turuption get it right cyber faces tryen trace mine love oh conveyored one belt me in time catch an hoop loop hole in an dreamers head
fantasy finds you dead love dont ask yourself the questions it wont ?
I'm falling faster than a diving hawk yet, with five cm. per second have been falling for : two hundred and sixteen months or eighteen years or so I reckon . . .
Not much is left the board is cleared all pieces played their chosen roles and here I am the latest pawn I'm all that's left I'm all that's left . . .
So I'll masquerade to celebrate this last parade of adolescence and when I wake up I'll still be the same the same old man the same old child still falling in the pit of society's crimson essence.
Staring through a frosted window A girl that is paper thin Heart on her sleeve, bound to a pen Crimson blood poured onto paper, Her words bound to give in
let the love be tied and bleed with crimson flowing into each other's hearts & souls, forever in eternal bliss and harmony, for the no life king and his queen.
