"Can you hear that sound? Do you see those tears? Can you feel their pain? Do you know for real? Are you actually prepared? Can you do anything? Will you let it fall down? Will you make it easier for me?"
when I hear I don't do drama.. It makes me.. Pull back my hands.. Cover my face again.. Look away.. shy away.. Because.. No miracles can be performed here today.
If You don't do drama.. See drama may be rolled up in my sleeves. As I act out my creativities.. Share my masterpieces,, drama may be what bleeds.
Drama in the sense that.. How I color my days.. How I blur out the craziest of ways. How I finger paint with audio lyrics.. How I try to make sense of dimensional physics. Confessions and testimonies, bleeds from my knees. And if I have to hide so much inside. Zip my lips...Be ashamed of my slips. Hide shades of identity.. Blur what bothers me. Only offer out the candy.. The weather hasn't always been kind to me. Your telling me there's no place for me. because there are days times I need to be as naked as can be. And I need you to be naked around me. To Dance naked with me. Well I'ma need you to be able to take it. As I can't fake it. Drama is musically.. parts of my harmony. Tamed/drama .. You have to be strong enuff cinematically With ears of christianity Embrace me theologically and love me. Don't fear the pets I have chained. On leases beside me. I'm a soldier dramatically. Drama does not define me. But It can be calmed made to behave spiritually.
Except the dramatics as you accept my harmony. SelinaSharday S.A.M 2018
Drip Drip.. shall I hide my slips. Shall I only show my dainty perfections..Pretend my roses don't have thorns. Don't be blown away by my storms. Don't be afraid when drama performs. Allow me to sound my alarms. I need you to Drip da drama for such is life and life is not without strife.
Your dress is beautiful I know i shouldn't have seen it but i did The way it fell on your back like feathers laid against your skin The lace so delicately placed on you as if it were not there at all Your shoulders glowed under the lights As you turned your hair fell as if it were on purpose I saw it and now it replays in my head One... more... week I'll turn and smile in aw of your beauty Like a child finally getting the present he always wanted I'll laugh as you try not to fall in the heels you were determined to wear on this unleveled ground We will smile and shake our heads as the room disappears Just the priest, you, and... I Two words will echo for all to hear, "I do!!"
At least they would have
I can still hear your car start up The blinds shook as the door closed
"You cant make me happy"
If only that were the response to my hello two years ago. But no those words were whispered to me after we kissed and held each other one final time You said you were sorry like it needed to be said The color in your face was gone, the tears started to fall, and then it was just me I sat there frozen but not why i thought i did.. I see now i didnt move nor chase you because thats what you were use to I gave up in that moment I let you leave and now i approach the final stretch alone Tears dried up starting to breathe I wake up and dont even think of you You know for a while i thought youd come back, that it was just your meds, and i would be fine settling for my ****** life with you. But now i smile Yes i am so ******* relieved One more week until the rest of my life..