The phone rings loudly That noise should make me feel loved I just feel lonely
Sometimes I just feel like I have no one to talk to because I don't want to scare them away with my craziness or I can't trust them or I am afraid of being judged/criticized/misunderstood. So now I just don't answer it very often. I am probably one of the hardest people in the world to get ahold of... also because I sleep a lot.