At your place
You suspend my coat and my ethics
By then i'm entering my stealth
Working on selflessness
Because you may hound
Because you may roam
You may find these unskippable moods all alone
You may find that i'm not a bird lifting trees and stones

You're a lost parcel in the flooded, leafy, obsolete box
That's likely tumbling down a peak into a pit of despair
Acknowledge that your lifespan is a mangled square
You're clung onto cardboard walls with fear daubed
To believe in luck is to loosen your wholesome grip
With the weight of the bible's fibs to fist your lips

This chair rigged me to the cross after my tophet
This chair was clutching hell while serving heaven
This chair was hemmed by apartheid
Which felt younger than yesterday
This seat was daubed for a height
The apathy melted its own pipe
When a spark of distrust shorts out our delicate circuits
Utopian structure slewed right back out
These chairs grew wild, imperfect, and infinitely nervous

Little rapid tears
Letting myself fall
Noisy streams and it's mockery
A body prostate right between tall
Bored aloud ignore the right to be
My times a riddle that'll never be solved
Where the river ends the sun is coming down
Being free, being wild, being bulletproof
Ignorant in reality and tangled mound
Get inside and grow this crushing sound
I'm holding tightly to the water
Swimming in this flood
I can't sleep and I can't eat and I can't refuse
Wish I could change the way things are
Who knows where I'll end up, not a bit ashamed
What do I hend so I will find my way to my vessel?
Its completely casual to swim in a river of liquor
Awoken wet grass that was held up with a little speck
Vagabond of fulfillment, viewed as an pesky insect
Its completely unceremonious to be labeled parasite
Discolored or harmonious, I see myself as a skimming bolide
The tide is high
Heedless of all the warning signs
Bend me back
With the strength of imprisoned pride
On the brink of the day
Subtle frustration arrayed
Is this hope or air I crave?

A Doubting Thomas
you are

You whim in silence
We are friends
Our sounds quiver
Odds and ends
Delude the tyrant
Places turn chromatic
You do remember
Cross paths, so static
A **** aspirant
Once had, oh tragic
Vessel in September

A Doubting Thomas
you are

Irresistible, a miracle, a mauler too immense
unpredictable, a character in color without sense
All things truly wicked start from an innocence
Apathy turns into an adventure
You're keenly perceptive, clean up my messes
I fear of illiterate creatures
I'm irrepressible when frantic
I just want some closure
Forgive me, I act like an infant
Put your fingers upon my shoulder
Tomorrow is a myth full of legends
We're free, and getting much older
From the tree, chilling to the tenements
From a doubting thomas to a menace
From the Sep' fourth to the fifth
Spoke with tentative sentences
I hope it ends

A Doubting Thomas
i am

The water tosses saddles within the mist
Scribbling a mesmerizing sunshine of gold
The rest is in her head, as it tail spins
Cold ankle shivers, waking waves of snow
Easing the sniffling sipper's imprisonment
Beneath the bungalow

Catching all my passions
To spend my living in eternal love
I've emptied all their fountains in my well,
And to pour your ocean all among
I reach my hand out to the frosted sun
With sighs I pass my burning lungs

I fall into the heaven's sea
by the trustless wings of false desire
As I stand on the heights of my life
With a glimpse of a height that is even higher

When you're up against the wall
I'll be there holding your hands
You will rest your weary feet
in the heaven's golden sands

You stopped making sense
Every morning, you come back to life again
Applying bobby pins and a foolish grin
Alcohol brimming from the clothes you're in
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Its an effort to care, to open up to you
You're scattered across the course
You're resting on the torn roof
While two years before
I leaped and no one knew
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I'm calling from the phone, only for the last time
Words fail me all the time, still you go on the line
I'd rather you not worry or compare to my strife
So I'll call from the phone for the very last time
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Our ovoid showers copper on the fourth of july
Slips fists until bliss razed the grass with red dye
Empty sieve lead hooks to spank through the nights
Our mare’s nest by-passing sparkled like a firefly
Birds & trees vastly sprout young waves of light
Lugged for incredible misbehavior
Until glass rolls & lights up with majestic flavors

You're like a necessary drug
Repeatedly pumping in my veins
Occupying your borrowed space
I embrace, I cage myself within
Vowing never to drift out & in
After the moment with you
Stepping on your toes
My feet are dizzily heaving
Squeaky clean denim jeans
Become filthy wet strings
Even though I aim to please
I just mess up these things

Easy, slushy, high
With an open tomb
Like the skanky alchy’
Inside the barroom
Steaming the coldest aisles
With wrinkled lips
For the finest perks
For the messiest tips

Cheap champagne, it trickles down my spine
Still clinging to the tree branches, into gold
Where everyone spent their time in nothing but mirth
Silvery voices cry
Over mountains bold
The spark is gone that was once alight
But I recall when times were much worse
She kisses the golden ring, embittered taste
Raised her cup and kissed her *****
They soon cleared a space round me, all seeming dismayed
Around my shoulders as they toss me back and forth
They hemmed in and direct their guns at my head
Soon to be dancing with green rings in the shore
Malevolence or serendipity lies ahead

The stairs to my quest
They are gratingly lined
With tall black cypress trees
With wings of seaweed
Which throw their shadows across
Thats all left for
The slippery eminent steps

What started out as words, just air passing through your lips
It would span across this universe, where we both can coexist
Oh the excitement, it fills the air
Now I blink, take a breath, and climb the stairs
I'd call this winter, If I were close to you, being full of care
To find the meaning of life and burn it in the den
The thoughts you blocked out came right back in
When you turn your right cheek again
A gun goes off deep inside of me again

I recall of a time when you were bantering, so sprightly
It will not stop burning, until the ignoring bleeds eternally
But not a single opportunity

Being your slave, what should I do but tend
Whenever you were outspoken
I felt this strike with the force of a thousand elephants

I gave the door about ten knocks
My words vaguely built for penstocks
You can jump upon skipping rocks
Though you can't escape from what you've done
You were in every blessed shape I have ever known
The hiding is only a simple shade of what you've become
Without a mouth, my thoughts are malicious without bone