Sometimes my chest starts to hurt like a car is crushing me, choking the life out of my fragile body, and running me over and over and over again and again and again
And sometimes my hands start to shake like I’m old and can’t control my body and I can’t control it and I can’t stop and it just keeps going and going and going and going over and over and over again and again and again
And my head starts to spin and I think to myself “I’m dying” and I look around and see people talking but I can’t hear a thing and I can’t catch my breath and I can’t breathe and I gasp and I can’t breathe and I can’t catch my breath and I gasp and I think to myself “I’m dying”
And as I stand there with my chest hurting and my hands shaking and my head spinning and as I think I’m dying I start to hear over the commotion in my brain and I make out from all the noise someone saying “everything is going to be ok”
And all of a sudden I take a deep breath and as I breathe in a little bit of peace, I breathe out all of the tension and fog and mess and the repetition and the cycle of hell that my body just experienced
And I realize
Everything might be ok
And after a few moments
I can breathe again
And after a few moments, I wipe the tears from my eyes and stand up
Somewhere in time! Come back to me. My love Two minds one single thought Two hearts one single beat Thats is still us dear I love thee rdd-Jpc "I still exist" twin flame yee did write entailing all this.
As the world bends it loops. I find thine sylhuette dancing hobbering around me. Looping me back to life Yee never left me beloveth pc Thanks for waking me up For watching over me rdd
"Each night before I go to sleep, not knowing if I shall wake up ever again, but with your name in my lips I see the sunshine again and again.!" PC-Rk.
I love thee so much I think of thine courage love brain heart, grace, It all defines me within
In thine arms forever I remain to part never My Angel guardián yee have saved me sweet P. Yee bit the apple yee love me
This love I have shared With human predators, wolves, boys beggards enemies poets and kings.
But allmy travels spin me back into thy loving kindness and wise patient love's serenity. whence happily ever after
I can see the way Your rhymes they play Your head You've got that blame On pause Now hit repeat I don't do rhymes Patterns Circles Or anything That spins my head Because I get dizzy And then my head hurts Then I get awkward And I don't like it. Then I get nauseous And I hate it. And then someone out there Decides to hit Repeat.
As with all of the big, great losses not very much from here forward is going to be the same I know it won't I do want you to applaud on your way out though despondently, once again the harmonica begins to play.