You* will find me there in the rain
The rain you left me in

Here I lay
On my bed
My fortress of sweet solitude
Absent from reality
To insinuate myself into a dream
To make up for the comfort I am deprived of
The blank darkness equally pleasant
Just to attain this moment of positivity
All possible
When I lay here on my bed

They say you're beautiful
They say you're the only person they'll ever truly love
They say they'd always be there for you
Whenever you'd need them the most
They say they'd take a bullet
And die for you
They say they'd climb the highest mountains
And sail the endless seas
Just to be with you

...Reality Check

They say many thing
They are deceiving and cunning
They are full of lies
They only want to take advantage
They think you are a nobody
And they don't care
They are inhumane
And they are wrong!

I long a longing
A longing so long
That makes my days feel endlessly long
Lonely walking along the lonely long road
The longing hits me
Like a long bus... BOOM
Crashing into my long history
Created through the longing for you
Oh for how long will this longing go on?
It's a long shot to what I long for
So why do I even long for this lonely long longing?