Only see  you
My heart burns  for your  touch
Leave  it all behind
Remove this cold from my heart
Holding hands  the warmth  of another
Just  us  wait  min
I woke up left  here
With  my tears
You  turned away
never looked back
Still stuck in my dreams
It was gone before the rain
I wish  you knew how much
I  loved  you

Deep in my thoughts
Alone inside as wind blows
The thought of no one cares
The battle everyday to fix the puzzle
That  is me so miss understood
I wish  you would understand
I wish u could see me for me
The thoughts flow threw my mind
I wonder if  people can see me
So lost inside  on my knees
In the middle of the road
With no place go
All i have are my words
The sadness keeps me wake
But when will this end
i can't give up but i have  to change
In this world we battle and see road is to see hope

Don t mask yourself with lies and hurtful words. Bring people up rather then down. Look within your self before you judge. The words u say casue more pain then bullet to the heart. The negative words you say is likes cancer that never goes way.

Why do care i ask myself
It must be weakness inside my heart
To care when i should walk away
I always look inside the good
But it is bad that takes over  like cancer
So many words
But to you it was just dirt on you shoes
I thought  it could something great
I wanted be glue to your heart
I was battle  i could never won
In end i was just sucker on  your stick

You never see the good
The sadness that covers Ur face burns your soul
The tears roll down my face with words that burned my skin
You will never change and look with inside Ur self with open eyes
I feel I am stuck in your negative which brings me down  and taking my breath away
You will never see real me bc  the mask u wear covers the light
Walking in path of warmth rather then cold
In the end change will never come but hope burns like daylight.

The world so cold
I feel so lost inside
My heart has no love or warmth
The tears torn my soul apart.
I will never be good enough in the light u see
The negative words over come you
The wind hits my face
I am playing the hand that was dealt
You don t see the dreams just a false image that blocks the sun
I wasn' t never ment shine in your eyes
Look above and take this pain away
I am man an outsider looking in

You took the time
I wish i could say the words
But my heart can't  lie
So fast  judge me
But never took the time
See the other side
I never was ment to wear those chains
Or  be  another sheep
if could say sorry that would  be lie
I  am not your cup of  tea

Kenny Diamond

Let me open my mind
Shut door on ones who don't  understand me
I can only break those chains
Bring light rather  then darkness
My skin torn cut  fallen
But still shade my skin
So complex but my heart bleeds
I see past your own thoughts
Why did  even care
Was so stuck in negative outlook that you saw in me
So busy bring up past but forgot that we all fallen
Some more then others but we live keep moving forward
I am not blinded just see world in different  light
Time to break those chains

A kiss took my breath away
The moment lost forever
I wish i could see the sun threw the rain
A heart pounds to hear your voice
The night with love that over takes my soul
The way she loved me made forget the past
I always aim melt her heart and never let go
I feel stuck in my mind that this will never happen
A kiss that took it all away
her warmth makes me feel lost in the time
I never meet anyone who can  see  me way she does
A kiss that took it all away
I never wanted anything more then her touch
A hope that it will last  and hold it close to my heart
I wake to find this was all dream lost in my feelings of love

I wish  could feel same
When i think of you is it  just a dream
The feeling of two hearts  as one
The pain that i feel when it all comes to an end
I learn from this and look back on my past
Why should i care  when all you is rip my heart apart
Is this just faded image  or i am stuck in this world alone
One min you cared and next  you left like bad magic trick
We love but forget its more then just words
I find my self lost deep in my own thoughts

I wish you knew the beauty I see in you
The words  that are left unsaid
A moment lost in a dream
I wish you knew, I wish you knew
I want be the  glue to  put the pieces back together
I wish for endless walks under moon light
You are the sun in my sky
I keep hope
When  I look at my heart  it is lost for words
People come and go I just want hold you close
And  never let go.

People  will laugh with   you then  stab you in back.  We  think they are  friends but all long they are wishing for  your downfall.  They use  your mistakes as bullets in a gun.  The sound of people talking behind  your back as  they smile to your  face.  It started  with hello but now it is time for  a goodbye.

A warm touch
The voice that turns tears into light
I never seen it
Did i  miss it
Or was just stuck in my own world
The head on my heart
Hand to  hold under the stars
The missing link to my soul
I am just in dream  that never saw love

this not a poem but  just my thoughts

I want to have a book one day but not sure if I am good enough.  I think being able  to just have  book  is something great

I had writer's block for while I want to write but not sure of words. I am going get back into reading help with my writing.

I know this not from but I feel like  this place I can vent

I not sheep
Nor does my heart have filter
You just don't understand
So lost in your own thoughts
Words trying cut my skin
A man with many different mask
Wait was this person you wanted
Or  smoke that fade before sun

You  are darkness  
In my sky.
The words cut threw my soul
All  you see is bad
The love so gone
A man alone with his thoughts
I look for change but just see smoke
I can't  bend
Something that is all ready broken.
I wish you knew and saw the pain
The thoughts of the past always stay with you
I live for today
I aim for the stars
I battle dark  with the light
This thought is just another  complex puzzle
In my heart.

A walk thousands miles
Just show me love
The day is far
I can see the sun threw my pain
As this story unwinds
My heart will go on
i am torn apart
the idea of what could
The hurt replace the flows threw my blood
i wish you saw good
You  just walk by
I am man alone
The thoughts of the past
The words shot like bullet to the head
I hope looking at the sky
I think to myself and wounded why.

I miss the touch
I miss the way i forgot everything when i was with you
The touch of our warm hearts
I dream of this night holding you tight
I walk alone down my knees
will the pain end
Is my heart so far gone
Can my love be fixed
I wake to warmth of the summer night
look at stars for  hope
can my dream be true
can my heart find love
I fight the feeling that i my heart is fade in this world

I wish it was different
We grew so far apart
I always put my hand out
But  you are so blinded to see it
I never  stopped loving you
But  the sadness of not knowing  you  rips my soul apart
They have been some up and downs
But  what  is life without the falls
I just wish i could be there  to pick u up
We are half but in my heart you were  a whole
My words seem have no value
But my heart never stopped caring
We can't  change the things that were done or words that were said
But we can move forward on too better road to see the hope

I held on  
I lost hope
i am on my knees
Picking up my heart
There is  no fix
I am torn
can you fix me?

wish I could be reason u smile
Being the guy fix your broken heart
A warm hand hold during your darkest days
Wipe your tears
make you smile but never to cry
I am left on this battlefield
Only my heart in my hand
Hope is in air
so is my warmth
Cutting up from past
But never gave up on love
I miss the feeling as flows deep inside me
I forgot the world when I
saw you
But then woke up was left with just thought of yo

i wake up
empty in my heart
the tears roll down
i am lost inside my sadness
the thoughts enter my mind
over taking my soul.with negative
i want break free and just scream
no one hears me
i get up wear my mask
but under the mask is the hurt that.lives deep inside
not everything is ment to be pretty
i just need u be light during my darkest days

Kenny diamond