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Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
I hate myself for thinking of you
I try to distract myself but somehow my thoughts always lead back to you
why is it so hard to get someone off your mind
Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
I'm losing you,
it was nice.. the thought
that you actually could've been mine
I need to get my life together
Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
I tried to get over you..
but I ended up falling more for you
*sigh*
Go
Juvia Cecilia Dec 2019
Go
It’s okay,
I understand,
The happiness and excitement doesn’t last forever and now it’s time for you to move on.
I knew it was going to happen as much as I didn’t want it too it was bound to come to an end at some point.
I just didn’t know it would be this soon.
Nothing last forever but I wish we did
Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
when you're genuinely happy
don't let it go to waste
savor it before it's too late
A certain group of people in my life make me actually happy i actually smile a real smile and laugh a real laugh i can't say that when i'm away from them
Juvia Cecilia Apr 2017
"And they lived Happily Ever After."
how clique
is what we think whenever we hear or see a happy ending in a book, movie or even in real life
yet when they don't get their happy ending why do we cry and wish it could be the other way?
how iconic huh?
I cried my eye ***** out when my book didn't end with a happy ending yet the other day I read a book with a happy ending and got annoyed because it was too clique and predictable. Don't you just love life?
Juvia Cecilia Jul 2017
In this world you're either happy or sad there's no in between
It's sad but it's true look around you you'll see there's no in between
Juvia Cecilia Dec 2019
To the boy I fell in love with...
I’m glad it was you, I wouldn’t want my first love with anyone else. You treated me like no one else has before, I was always loved and cared for, you gave me your attention when I was a hassle, dealt with me when I couldn’t even deal with myself. You treated me like a princess and I’ll forever be in debt to you for teaching me what I deserve because now I know to never settle for less than what you gave me, I’ll only settle for more. I’ll miss our late night talks, your cheesy jokes and the way you grabbed my hand whenever we were in public so I wouldn’t get to far from you because you knew I’d get lost. Who’s going lift me up when I don’t want to stand no more? Who’s going to be my #1 supporter now that you’re gone? With you I forgot about all my insecurities and worries and time stopped but now my world is crashing and you’re gone and I’ll be here picking up the pieces by myself. You promised you’d never leave but everyone does, I just thought you’d be different. You were my angel, the one who healed me and showed me the light. I’ve learned nothing last forever but I wish we did
I knew I lost you maybe I could’ve saved us but crying seems like a better option right now
Juvia Cecilia May 2017
The thing is I don't want to be in love
But sadly I am
Sometimes I don't even know why
but then I realize
everything about you makes me happy
yet brings me pain at the same time
3am thoughts
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
Isn't it crazy how one person can change your life?
Isn't it crazy how you'll never know who they are until you cross paths?
Isn't it crazy?
oh dear what have you done
Juvia Cecilia Nov 2018
Time continues to fly by, the day will continue on, life will keep going by, so don’t stop, keep going, get back up and go. You are strong, you can do this, take a moment to breathe and go because I know it’s hard right now and it will be again but what makes you happy will come again so look forward to that do not look back on the past because those tears will dry and your smile will come back so please keep going
I will going to go on with my life I will not let this stop me
Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
I felt myself losing you
your spirit had left my soul
your presence in me disappeared
another crack on my fragile porcelain heart
I keep telling myself to let you go
it's for the best
even if it's only for one of us
it's scary how quickly things can change
Juvia Cecilia May 2017
The thought of losing you pains me
mentally, emotionally and physically
when I think about losing you
I get a pain in my heart
I feel it breaking just from the thought
I feel tears forming in my eyes
it scares me
just the thought of losing you.
i don't want to lose my two best friends, things are changing and i hope we don't become distant because i don't know what i'll do without them i can't even image life without them
Juvia Cecilia May 2017
why is love so confusing
it makes you cry
yet it brings you joy at the same time
it makes your heart skip a beat
yet shatter into a million pieces when something goes wrong.
I don't want to be in love
Juvia Cecilia Jul 2017
Love is like a game of dominos when one falls, the other falls for another.
thoughts hopefully it makes sense it's 1:15 am so probably not :)
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
I never wanted to fall in love
because at the end of the day
I know I'll never be anything to you
*sigh*
Juvia Cecilia Jul 2017
I will never stop loving you
even after everything you've done to me, the tears you've caused me to cry, the constant feeling of pain, the heartbreaking truth of never being good enough. Even after all that I will always love you.
Thoughts
Juvia Cecilia Jul 2017
"True love" "Soul mates" "Happily ever afters" All that ******* you see in the movies, none of it is real this is reality the only True love you have here is for your pillow at 2:37 in the morning after crying for 6 hours straight over your ex that you once thought was the "one"
I apologize to whoever is reading this, I just post whatever comes to mind and most of the time it doesn't make sense
Juvia Cecilia Jul 2017
Never listen to sad music when you're already sad it only makes things worse because every lyric that is being said is every word that replays in your head.
i'm so ******* frustrated why am i like this i get jealous so easily what's wrong with me i'm not in love with her i can't be
Juvia Cecilia May 2017
I want you to be happy but why does it hurt so much to see you happy with someone else
It hurts seeing you look at her with loving eyes because I know you'll never look at me the same way.
Those looks, smiles and touches will never be mine because I'm just the friend on the side line
It ***** because I know we'll never be more then just friends.
Juvia Cecilia Jul 2017
Silence fell upon
the house that once was filled with laughter and love. It fell like rain, quick and all at once. No one saw it coming it just happened and there was no stopping it.
Thoughts
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
Somehow you always do it,
you appear out of nowhere and plop a smile on my face,
you wipe away the tears falling down my cheek,
and you always manage to bring back that glow of happiness that was soon fading away.
and you'll never know how grateful i am for that
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
Do you ever cry and you don't know why? The tears just seem to all fall, Just all of the sudden your body physically hurts in every place and it just won't stop?
Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
The thought of never seeing you again
crosses my mind
and kills me inside
4:13 A.M ~ can't sleep
Juvia Cecilia Mar 2017
I want your hellos back
I want your good lucks back
I want your smiles back
I want your good mornings back
I want your good nights back
I want your how was your day back
I want your laughs back
I want your silly nicknames for me back
I want your kindness back
I want your happiness back
I want your I love yous back
I want you back
but i know that's just too much to ask
Appreciate everything even the smallest of things
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
One moment you'll have me regretting life,
the next I'll be happy just because you said hello,
And in the end you'll have me falling on my knees for you.
Emotions are wild
Juvia Cecilia Sep 2018
What one do you listen to?
When one tells you to do one thing and the other says differently.
How do you know which one is right?
What one do you follow?
Your Brain or Your Heart?
Why
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
Why
They ask me why I love you
and to be completely honest
I don't even know why
I've never known why
it just happened
Why?
Juvia Cecilia Jun 2017
It felt as if someone was squeezing my heart until it shattered into pieces. I couldn't breathe properly it was as if all the air had gone away. My body trembling, tears streaming down my face and they wouldn't stop. All I could think of was "Why? How? What happened? Why them and not me?"
everything was going right until it was wrong
Juvia Cecilia Aug 2017
When I'm with you everything's different
When I'm with you I tend to smile more
When I'm with you I'm not scared.
When I'm with you I forget about the rest of the world
When I'm with you I feel safe
When I'm with you I am truly happy
Dear lord I sound like a love struck person now fml
Juvia Cecilia May 2018
Sitting at the dinner table full of everyone I love yet all that surrounded me was hate. "A women can't just kiss another women it isn't right." "God doesn't love gays." "The Bible says men can only be with women not men too." Would things be different if they knew? Would they still look at me the same way? Would they accept me? Would they still love me? I wanted to scream. I was screaming, all these thoughts running through my head, crying to be released. I could feel my blood boiling, my hands turned to fists, I could no longer deal with the words that came out of their mouths, the same mouths that said "I love you."
if only they knew
Juvia Cecilia Dec 2019
You deserve the world and you know that so why are settling for less than what you deserve?Why are you satisfied with everything that you know isn’t what you want? You are enough always have been and always will be. So stop settling for anything less than what you know you want and deserve. You are powerful, you are worth it, you are enough.
If you know you deserve better than you do so never settle for anything than less than what you expect.

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