Aug 31 · 113
Tears
Juvia Cecilia Aug 31

Do you ever cry and you don't know why? The tears just seem to all fall, Just all of the sudden your body physically hurts in every place and it just won't stop?

Aug 25 · 123
Somehow
Juvia Cecilia Aug 25

Somehow you always do it,
you appear out of nowhere and plop a smile on my face,
you wipe away the tears falling down my cheek,
and you always manage to bring back that glow of happiness that was soon fading away.

and you'll never know how grateful i am for that
Aug 20 · 84
Why
Juvia Cecilia Aug 20
Why

They ask me why I love you
and to be completely honest
I don't even know why
I've never known why
it just happened

Why?
Aug 17 · 78
Never
Juvia Cecilia Aug 17

I never wanted to fall in love
because at the end of the day
I know I'll never be anything to you

*sigh*
Aug 14 · 174
With You
Juvia Cecilia Aug 14

When I'm with you everything's different
When I'm with you I tend to smile more
When I'm with you I'm not scared.
When I'm with you I forget about the rest of the world
When I'm with you I feel safe
When I'm with you I am truly happy

Dear lord I sound like a love struck person now fml
Aug 9 · 145
Isn't it crazy?

Isn't it crazy how one person can change your life?
Isn't it crazy how you'll never know who they are until you cross paths?
Isn't it crazy?

oh dear what have you done

One moment you'll have me regretting life,
the next I'll be happy just because you said hello,
And in the end you'll have me falling on my knees for you.

Emotions are wild
Jul 28 · 138
Sad Song
Juvia Cecilia Jul 28

Never listen to sad music when you're already sad it only makes things worse because every lyric that is being said is every word that replays in your head.

i'm so fucking frustrated why am i like this i get jealous so easily what's wrong with me i'm not in love with her i can't be
Jul 24 · 148
Love
Juvia Cecilia Jul 24

Love is like a game of dominos when one falls, the other falls for another.

thoughts hopefully it makes sense it's 1:15 am so probably not :)
Jul 21 · 112
Reality
Juvia Cecilia Jul 21

"True love" "Soul mates" "Happily ever afters" All that bullshit you see in the movies, none of it is real this is reality the only True love you have here is for your pillow at 2:37 in the morning after crying for 6 hours straight over your ex that you once thought was the "one"

I apologize to whoever is reading this, I just post whatever comes to mind and most of the time it doesn't make sense
Jul 16 · 571
Happy or Sad?
Juvia Cecilia Jul 16

In this world you're either happy or sad there's no in between

It's sad but it's true look around you you'll see there's no in between
Jul 14 · 171
Never Stop
Juvia Cecilia Jul 14

I will never stop loving you
even after everything you've done to me, the tears you've caused me to cry, the constant feeling of pain, the heartbreaking truth of never being good enough. Even after all that I will always love you.

Thoughts
Jul 11 · 373
Silence
Juvia Cecilia Jul 11

Silence fell upon
the house that once was filled with laughter and love. It fell like rain, quick and all at once. No one saw it coming it just happened and there was no stopping it.

Thoughts
Jun 27 · 142
Falling
Juvia Cecilia Jun 27

I tried to get over you..
but I ended up falling more for you

*sigh*
Jun 25 · 265
Always You
Juvia Cecilia Jun 25

I hate myself for thinking of you
I try to distract myself but somehow my thoughts always lead back to you

why is it so hard to get someone off your mind
Jun 22 · 198
Could Have Been
Juvia Cecilia Jun 22

I'm losing you,
it was nice.. the thought
that you actually could've been mine

I need to get my life together
Jun 16 · 334
Thoughts
Juvia Cecilia Jun 16

The thought of never seeing you again
crosses my mind
and kills me inside

4:13 A.M ~ can't sleep
Jun 15 · 174
Happy
Juvia Cecilia Jun 15

when you're genuinely happy
don't let it go to waste
savor it before it's too late

A certain group of people in my life make me actually happy i actually smile a real smile and laugh a real laugh i can't say that when i'm away from them
Jun 4 · 202
Why?

It felt as if someone was squeezing my heart until it shattered into pieces. I couldn't breathe properly it was as if all the air had gone away. My body trembling, tears streaming down my face and they wouldn't stop. All I could think of was "Why? How? What happened? Why them and not me?"

everything was going right until it was wrong
Jun 1 · 926
Let Go

I felt myself losing you
your spirit had left my soul
your presence in me disappeared
another crack on my fragile porcelain heart
I keep telling myself to let you go
it's for the best
even if it's only for one of us

it's scary how quickly things can change
May 24 · 755
Losing you
Juvia Cecilia May 24

The thought of losing you pains me
mentally, emotionally and physically
when I think about losing you
I get a pain in my heart
I feel it breaking just from the thought
I feel tears forming in my eyes
it scares me
just the thought of losing you.

i don't want to lose my two best friends, things are changing and i hope we don't become distant because i don't know what i'll do without them i can't even image life without them
May 15 · 114
Love
Juvia Cecilia May 15

why is love so confusing
it makes you cry
yet it brings you joy at the same time
it makes your heart skip a beat
yet shatter into a million pieces when something goes wrong.

I don't want to be in love
May 7 · 1.0k
In Love

The thing is I don't want to be in love
But sadly I am
Sometimes I don't even know why
but then I realize
everything about you makes me happy
yet brings me pain at the same time

3am thoughts
May 6 · 1.2k
Sideline

I want you to be happy but why does it hurt so much to see you happy with someone else
It hurts seeing you look at her with loving eyes because I know you'll never look at me the same way.
Those looks, smiles and touches will never be mine because I'm just the friend on the side line

It sucks because I know we'll never be more then just friends.
Apr 16 · 249
Happy Endings
Juvia Cecilia Apr 16

"And they lived Happily Ever After."
how clique
is what we think whenever we hear or see a happy ending in a book, movie or even in real life
yet when they don't get their happy ending why do we cry and wish it could be the other way?
how iconic huh?

I cried my eye balls out when my book didn't end with a happy ending yet the other day I read a book with a happy ending and got annoyed because it was too clique and predictable. Don't you just love life?
Juvia Cecilia Mar 27

I want your hellos back
I want your good lucks back
I want your smiles back
I want your good mornings back
I want your good nights back
I want your how was your day back
I want your laughs back
I want your silly nicknames for me back
I want your kindness back
I want your happiness back
I want your I love yous back
I want you back
but i know that's just too much to ask

Appreciate everything even the smallest of things

— The End —